Things I'll never say- Avril Lavigne
I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.
I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
It don't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stutter, I stutter, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
La de da's
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
These things I'll never say.
Things I'll Never Say- Avril Lavinge
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And Kero was its name.
Syaoran had planned the funeral for the day after Sakura's birthday, and he would tell her all about it after lunch.
He went to his kitchen; made himself a tomato, cheese and lettuce sandwich and ate it as fast as possible. Lunch was over.
Syaoran picked up the phone from his coffee table and dialled Sakura's phone number.
"Hello?" Her sweet voice rang in his ear. "Sakura speaking, who is this?"
"Its Syaoran, how are you?"
"Yeah, I'm fine" Syaoran thought was a tad uncertain.
"Right. Anyway, I've organized a funeral for Mia."
"Um, right. When for?"
"The day after your birthday. but I can change it if you want me to!" He said quickly. If that's not when she wanted it, he would do anything he could to change it for her.
"No, that's fine." She sounded a little breathless.
"So, you'll be able to come?" He asked hopefully.
"Yeah. *Ding-dong* Oh, someone's at the door. Must go. Bye!"
"You too." And he hung up.
Syaoran had made sure that Kero was fine before he went to bed that night, and all he dreamt about was Sakura.
~*~The next day, at Sakura's party. ~*~
"Wow! This is great, Syaoran! Thanks for organizing such a great party!" Sakura exclaimed.
Syaoran was too busy thinking about how beautiful she was in a new baby pink; ¾ length skirt decorated with baby blue sequins and embroidered light purple lilies, and matching shirt, to actually pay attention to what she was saying.
He had decided to go casual, and was wearing black jeans, a white shirt and a blue denim vest.
"Anytime." He replied, thinking that things could only get better. She still hadn't opened her presents, or had cake.
Syaoran had kept Kero in his room, (the party was at his house), and was going to shove him in a box when she wanted to open her gifts, which just so happened to be right then.
As she was unwrapping one from "Catra Mizuki" Syaoran snuck through to his bedroom, where a most shocking sight awaited him. Sakura's current boyfriend, Eriol, and some other girl Syaoran didn't know, were making out on his bed, totally unaware that he had walked in.
Syaoran walked over to Eriol and tapped him on the shoulder. He looked up in surprise and shoved the girl off him.
"SHIT MAN!!! What you doing sneaking in like that, huh?" His now bloodshot eyes looked angry, annoyed and worried.
"It's _my_ room, and I have every right to be here." Syaoran cooly replied, now watching Eriol and the other girl try to straighten their clothes again.
Eriol looked up at him with hatred. "You had better not tell Sakura."
Syaoran snapped his head up at that, revealing a coldness that even he didn't know he had. "She needs to know." He dragged it out, Eriol was now visibly flinching. "But not today." Eriol sighed and looked at the girl.
"C'mon." He mumbled. She nodded and followed him out of the room back to the party.
'Disgusting.' Syaoran thought with a scowl on his face, and walking over to his closet. He opened it and grabbed Kero.
"Kero sleepy." It said, and fel asleep as Syaoran shoved him in a box.
Syaoran was frantically looking for ribbon when he heard a squeal.
"Ohhhhh! It's so _Kawaii_!!!!! (Cute)"
'Oh well! No time for ribbon!' Syaoran thought. He grabbed Kero's box and ran out to the lounge room.
He got there just as Sakura was opening the last gift on the table. He quickly shoved the box on the table. Sakura placed the chocolates she had just got to the side. She reached for the box.
"Who's this one from?!?" She looked around, confused.
"Uh, me." Syaoran trailed off. Sakura beamed, her eyes started to sparkle.
As she ripped the lid off the box she squealed, Syaoran just guessed it was with delight.
"AAAAAAAAH!!! HE'S SO KAWAII!!!!!" she pulled Kero out of the box and hugged him to her chest.
"Kero squished." Was barely heard over the squealing and cries of "Kawaii!" and "Sugoi!!" (Wow). Sakura held him away from herself, her eyes sparkling, and looked at the collar.
It was a leather strap, with a real gold tag with 'Kero' written across it. She looked up at Syaoran, and beamed.
"Thanks. This really means a lot to me."
"'So-" Syaoran was cut off a knock on the door.
Sakura quickly looked around. "Isn't everyone already here?"
There was a chorus of "yes" as Sakura got up, putting Kero on the couch next to where she was sitting, where he promptly curled up and went to sleep.
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Her ex-boyfriend, Ian.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: Like it? Hate it? Let me know by R&R- ing! 'Kay? Thankies. Sorry about all the dots.
=+) Love Ya,
~*~Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo~*~
I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.
I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
It don't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stutter, I stutter, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
La de da's
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
These things I'll never say.
Things I'll Never Say- Avril Lavinge
~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~ Chapter 2- The Unexpected Drop-in.
And Kero was its name.
Syaoran had planned the funeral for the day after Sakura's birthday, and he would tell her all about it after lunch.
He went to his kitchen; made himself a tomato, cheese and lettuce sandwich and ate it as fast as possible. Lunch was over.
Syaoran picked up the phone from his coffee table and dialled Sakura's phone number.
"Hello?" Her sweet voice rang in his ear. "Sakura speaking, who is this?"
"Its Syaoran, how are you?"
"Yeah, I'm fine" Syaoran thought was a tad uncertain.
"Right. Anyway, I've organized a funeral for Mia."
"Um, right. When for?"
"The day after your birthday. but I can change it if you want me to!" He said quickly. If that's not when she wanted it, he would do anything he could to change it for her.
"No, that's fine." She sounded a little breathless.
"So, you'll be able to come?" He asked hopefully.
"Yeah. *Ding-dong* Oh, someone's at the door. Must go. Bye!"
"You too." And he hung up.
Syaoran had made sure that Kero was fine before he went to bed that night, and all he dreamt about was Sakura.
~*~The next day, at Sakura's party. ~*~
"Wow! This is great, Syaoran! Thanks for organizing such a great party!" Sakura exclaimed.
Syaoran was too busy thinking about how beautiful she was in a new baby pink; ¾ length skirt decorated with baby blue sequins and embroidered light purple lilies, and matching shirt, to actually pay attention to what she was saying.
He had decided to go casual, and was wearing black jeans, a white shirt and a blue denim vest.
"Anytime." He replied, thinking that things could only get better. She still hadn't opened her presents, or had cake.
Syaoran had kept Kero in his room, (the party was at his house), and was going to shove him in a box when she wanted to open her gifts, which just so happened to be right then.
As she was unwrapping one from "Catra Mizuki" Syaoran snuck through to his bedroom, where a most shocking sight awaited him. Sakura's current boyfriend, Eriol, and some other girl Syaoran didn't know, were making out on his bed, totally unaware that he had walked in.
Syaoran walked over to Eriol and tapped him on the shoulder. He looked up in surprise and shoved the girl off him.
"SHIT MAN!!! What you doing sneaking in like that, huh?" His now bloodshot eyes looked angry, annoyed and worried.
"It's _my_ room, and I have every right to be here." Syaoran cooly replied, now watching Eriol and the other girl try to straighten their clothes again.
Eriol looked up at him with hatred. "You had better not tell Sakura."
Syaoran snapped his head up at that, revealing a coldness that even he didn't know he had. "She needs to know." He dragged it out, Eriol was now visibly flinching. "But not today." Eriol sighed and looked at the girl.
"C'mon." He mumbled. She nodded and followed him out of the room back to the party.
'Disgusting.' Syaoran thought with a scowl on his face, and walking over to his closet. He opened it and grabbed Kero.
"Kero sleepy." It said, and fel asleep as Syaoran shoved him in a box.
Syaoran was frantically looking for ribbon when he heard a squeal.
"Ohhhhh! It's so _Kawaii_!!!!! (Cute)"
'Oh well! No time for ribbon!' Syaoran thought. He grabbed Kero's box and ran out to the lounge room.
He got there just as Sakura was opening the last gift on the table. He quickly shoved the box on the table. Sakura placed the chocolates she had just got to the side. She reached for the box.
"Who's this one from?!?" She looked around, confused.
"Uh, me." Syaoran trailed off. Sakura beamed, her eyes started to sparkle.
As she ripped the lid off the box she squealed, Syaoran just guessed it was with delight.
"AAAAAAAAH!!! HE'S SO KAWAII!!!!!" she pulled Kero out of the box and hugged him to her chest.
"Kero squished." Was barely heard over the squealing and cries of "Kawaii!" and "Sugoi!!" (Wow). Sakura held him away from herself, her eyes sparkling, and looked at the collar.
It was a leather strap, with a real gold tag with 'Kero' written across it. She looked up at Syaoran, and beamed.
"Thanks. This really means a lot to me."
"'So-" Syaoran was cut off a knock on the door.
Sakura quickly looked around. "Isn't everyone already here?"
There was a chorus of "yes" as Sakura got up, putting Kero on the couch next to where she was sitting, where he promptly curled up and went to sleep.
Sakura reached the door and there stood....................................................................... ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ ............................................................................ 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Her ex-boyfriend, Ian.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: Like it? Hate it? Let me know by R&R- ing! 'Kay? Thankies. Sorry about all the dots.
=+) Love Ya,
~*~Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo~*~