Things I'll never say

Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo: Ok. This chapter will contain a little
profanity (bad language) said by Syaoran, Sakura, and some others.Ok.
That's all I wanted to say.

I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.

I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.

I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.

CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could say what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.

It don't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?

'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea

CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.

What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stutter, I stumble, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea

La de da's

Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.

CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.

These things I'll never say.

Things I'll never say- Avril Lavigne

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Her ex- boyfriend, Ian.

"What are -You- doing here?" Sakura asked in shock.

"It's your birthday, isn't it? I've come to give you a present." Ian said smugly. Syaoran gave him a dirty look.

"You're not welcome here. Go home." Syaoran was actually surprised that Ian knew where his house was. Ian waved him off.

"Everybody, this beautiful young lady here, Sakura, was my girlfriend five years ago. She let me walk out on her, which was very unfortunate for her. But for me, I have found new love, and have adopted a baby. The reason it was unfortunate for her. I am now gay." He laughed evilly, "And she went out with me!!!!" More evil laughing. His face suddenly turned serious. "That is all." Ian turned on his heel and walked out the door.

'That was weird.' Syaoran thought as Sakura turned red and ran through to Syaoran's bedroom. Syaoran shooed everyone out the door and went to see Sakura.

"Sakura? What's wrong?" Stupid question, don't you think?

"Ian is such a bastard!" Sakura was lying down on her bed with her face in her pillow. Syaoran sat himself on the edge of the bed.

"Yes, I know," 'A -gay- bastard, too.' He thought, but didn't say. "He's the biggest one I know. But you're not gonna let him win, are ya? You're stronger than that, I know you are."

"But." she began.

"No buts." Syaoran interrupted.

"Fine. I won't let him win! I'm lucky I still have Eriol." She sat up and Syaoran tensed.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh. Yeah. about that." She cocked her head to the side and her expression was tear-stained and confused. "You see, he."

"He what??? Come on tell me!" Her purple eyes pleaded. Syaoran melted at the sight and got a strong urge to kiss her. But instead, resisting the temptation, he shook it out of his head.

"He. was- IS cheating on you." That was the hardest thing he ever had to say to her. "I caught him when I came to get Kero." Sakura was just staring at him; a tear was sliding down her face, which was expressionless.

"Who with?" She just snapped to life so suddenly.

"I dunno." He told her truthfully. "Some tarty girl." Sakura sighed.

"Oh, well. at least I still have you."

"Yeah, and I will never leave you." He leaned over and hugged her small body. She wrapped her arms around him and squeezed tightly back.

"Thanks, Syaoran."

"No problem. I'll be happy to-" He could feel a weird wetness sink into his shoulder. Sakura was crying again. "Hey, what's wrong?"

She sighed. "Oh, nothing. I just feel that I really need to cry at this very moment. My birthday -was- ruined twice." Syaoran had forgotten about that. He pulled back from her slightly, and sighed.

"What are we going to do with you?" he asked. "You've gotta save some tears for Mia, remember?"

"She wouldn't want me to have cried." Sakura protested.

"No. When someone dies, I cry at his or her funeral, and then remember all the fun times afterwards. When I die I want you to do the same, okay?" She nodded.

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Sakura stayed for tea that night, and Syaoran decided to drive her home. He put Kero back in his box, and with a "Kero hungy" Syaoran put a box of treats in there with the 'Plate Of Copper'. He carefully put Kero in Sakura's lap once she was in the car, and then proceeded to get in himself.

When they were off, Syaoran tried many times to strike a conversation--- but Sakura was just watching Kero with great interest. With a sigh Syaoran pulled down into an alley, and parked at the curb. He quickly got out and ran to the sidewalk. With a disgusting uh. sound, he threw up all over it. Not knowing what brought this on, he wiped his mouth with his sleeve.

Smelling the stink of Syaoran's vomit, a gang of tall, muscly guys crept out of the shadows surrounding the car. What looked like the leader (the tallest boy with the blackest clothes, darkest face and diamond-studded knuckle,) came out first. The other five boys (shorter, newer clothes and leather knuckles,) were closely following.

"Yo punk. You wanna clean that up right here, right now!" 'This is perfect! Eriol hired us to stalk this "Syaoran" guy to Sakura's home, but he's walked straight into our trap!'

"Get stuffed!" Syaoran shouted through his teeth. He was afraid to open his mouth too far in case he vomited again. "Clean it up yourself, bastards!" The leader gasped in sarcastic surprise.

"Oooooooooh! He knows I was born before his parents were married!" A dark look crossed the boy's crimson eyes. "But who cares about them? It's -you- we want, Syaoran." He said Syaoran's name like it was the dirtiest thing he'd said in his life.

"Get Fucked, I said!" Syaoran held his vomit in his throat for until the boy came closer. Sakura was just sitting in the car, her green eyes terrified. By instinct, she put Kero's box into the backseat, and hopped over the gearstick to be sitting in the driver's side.

The gang moved closer to Syaoran, surrounding him. The leader stopped right in front of Syaoran, and he let his vomit go. It went all over the leader, and the other members sniggered.

"Are. you alright, Yamazaki?" The guy to Yamazaki's left asked.

"Shut up, punk!" Yamazaki's cold voice echoed in the damp alley.

"Yes, boss. Sorry, boss. Never again will it happen, boss." Yamazaki gave the boy the dirtiest look he could muster.

"You know I'm not the 'Boss.' Eriol is the boss." Syaoran's head jerked up in surprise. Now he understood. His thoughts of Hatred towards Eriol were smashed, and so was his jaw as Yamazaki delivered an uppercut to the sick boy's face.

"Meagher! You!" Meagher, the boy that had questioned Yamazaki before, stepped in as Yamazaki stepped out. Meagher punched Syaoran hard in the gut, making a little blood come from his mouth.

"Poncho!" Meagher cried, and the boy to his left kicked Syaoran where the Sun doesn't shine, making the damaged boy fall to the ground in pain.

"Ronan!" Poncho screamed, and Ronan (Who was a -very- big boy,) jumped onto Syaoran's right leg, and with a sickening crunch, Syaoran, and the others knew it was broken.

The next boy's name was muffled as Syaoran screamed when Ronan got off his leg. The next boy gave him a few crescent kicks, and moved back into the circle.

"Chelsea!" Aye? Wasn't that a girl's name? Syaoran didn't have time to think as she broke his arm. He lifted his head and attempted to get up, but wasn't able to, because Yamazaki punched him hard in the side of the face. With another crunch, Syaoran fell back down.

Sakura couldn't take it any longer. She ran out of the car, and clawed her way past Poncho and Ronan. She picked Syaoran up, thanking God he wasn't heavy, and gently put him in the car, passenger side of course. The boys and Chelsea had let her, and they were surrounding her now. Chelsea quickly broke Sakura's nose, not caring what Yamazaki did later to her for it. Reward her, hopefully- because if he didn't, he'd kill her.

Luckily for Sakura, she'd thought something like this would happen, and left the car door open. She jumped through to the driver's side, closing the passenger door behind her. With a sigh she belted herself and Syaoran up, quickly- but also carefully so she didn't hurt him. She quickly started up the car before the gang had any time to think, and drove to the end of the alley, the reversed out, not really caring if they got in the way and she hit them. They had done that to Syaoran, her best friend forever, and they expect her to do nothing! Yeah. -right-!

Once she was out of there, she had a quick glance at Syaoran. He was a horrible sight! His nose was bleeding, so was his mouth. His left hand was turned opposite to his shoulder, and his right leg was. disgusting. His trousers were torn, and a lump of skin showing from the tear. Half of Syaoran's jaw was hanging down, it was definitely broken. Sakura couldn't bear to look at him; she drove straight to the Hospital. Syaoran really needed it.

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Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo: OMG!!!!! I -HATE- myself for doing that to him!!! *Crying* I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself!!!! I Love Syaoran!!!!! Go Sakura!!!! Get to the Hospital!!! Hey wait. I'm writing this, am I not? I have to write what's gonna happen! Yes! I can make Syaoran better! Wahoo!!!!! Hey. I just gave it away!!! Oh well! I'm going to kill him now!!! There! Now you can't say I gave it away. Because uh. I said both results that could happen! There!!! Hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! You better review and tell me how much you hate me (Or love me) for Bashing Syaoran!!! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Goes spazzamarastically INSANE* Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he Hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he hehe he

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