Things I'll never say
Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo: Yeah, I know what's gonna happen in the end, and I'm probably gonna do the sequel first. As in now.
I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.
I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
It don't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stutter, I stumble, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
La de da's
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
These things I'll never say.
Things I'll never say- Avril Lavigne
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Chapter 4:
Once she was out of there, she had a quick glance at Syaoran. He was a horrible sight! His nose was bleeding, so was his mouth. His left hand was turned opposite to his shoulder, and his right leg was… disgusting. His trousers were torn, and a lump of skin showing from the tear. Half of Syaoran's jaw was hanging down, it was definitely broken. Sakura couldn't bear to look at him; she drove straight to the Hospital. Syaoran really needed it.
Along the way she got pulled over by the Police for speeding. Her nose was heavily bleeding, as it was broken, it was on a weird angle. But she currently didn't care about that.
"But... Look at him!" She cried, hesterical. The hard-faced man did so, and gasped.
"I'll book you later. Don't think you can get away with this so easily." He stepped away from the car, and straight away she raced further down the street to the Hospital.
~*~
"Is he going to be alright?" Sakura asked the Head Nurse, while Syaoran was in the ER.
"Well, he was seriously injured during the fight," She checked with the Doctor who had just come out of the ER, "Right now he's in a stable condition. We are... prettty sure he'll be alright." The Nurse smiled warmly at Sakura and gave her a wink. "Is he your... boyfriend?"
"Hardly. He's my best friend! We've been that way forever!" The Nurse just nodded, and then her face suddenly greyened.
"How did... this happen?" She asked slowly.
"I told you... a fight." Sakura may as well have been dead right about then, she was so pale. The Nurse shook her head. "My... boyfriend... was cheating... on my -birthday-... Syaoran found him and her... together... Eriol sent... a gang... after Syaoran... and...... they almost killed him... that slutty bitch Chelsea broke my nose..." Sakura couldn't bear it anymore, she burst into loud tears. The night slowly turned to day as thoughts of Syaoran before what happened floated around her head.
~*~*~*~*~*~FLASHBACK~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Syaoran, what -are- you doing?" Sakura asked, slightly red.
"What does it look like? I'm dressing up for Halloween!" She shook her head and bit her lip to hold her giggles back. Syaoran was wearing one of her pink gowns, decorated with tiny shimmering pink beads along the seams. A blonde wig was positioned his head, making it look like it was really his hair. (Very convincing). He was attempting to put on blue eyeshadow, purple lipstick, and mauve blush. Sakura couuld hold it in no longer- she burst into a fit of laughing.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Syaoran... you... look... so... FUNNY!!!! You have -no- idea how to put that make-up on, do you?"
Syaoran thought about it, then carefully shook it, so not un-position his wig.
"Let me help, 'kay?" Syaoran felt his blood start to boil in anticipation. She'd be touching his face! Or... almost anyway.
"Ok, then. We'll see what you can do." Why did he have to go and spoil it like that? Pah, who cares?
~*~
When Sakura had finished with Syaoran, by God he was pretty! (I say pretty, cuz he's a girl now, get it?) Everything was put on so nicely, he looked like a real girl.
"Awww, Sakura! Now how am I supposed to look scary?" Syaoran winged when he looked at himself in the mirror.
"Don't worry! You look scary anyway, hon." Sakura giggled and put a hand on his shoulder.
'She's -touching- me!' Syaoran felt his face turn red, but thank goodness Sakura had packed the make-up on- she couldn't see it if she squinted.
Syaoran helped Sakura look like a guy, and then they were off on their trick-or-treat-scare-little-kids-who-don't-have-a-clue-what-we're-doing-ha-ha-ha-ing. (What a long word! Lol)
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The girl's pink hair fell in front of her face, hiding her tears. With a sniffle, she squealed in pain. (What do you do for broken noses? Uh...) Her broken nose was still broken, (obviously!) and hurt whenever she sniffled. (Or whatever). The head Nurse came over again.
"You should probably go home and get some sleep..." She said.
"Yeah..." Then she remembered. "Oh... Mia's funeral! He organized it for me... and he can't be there... I'm not sure of what to -do-!!!" The Nurse sat down beside the distressed girl, putting an arm around her shoulder.
"Hey, it's gonna be okay, okay? Yeah, put a smile back on your face. Being sad doesn't become you, you lucky thing. Why don't you go to Mia's funeral, then you can go home to bed for a while, and come back then, hm?"
"Yeah... Are you -sure- Syaoran's going to be okay?" The Nurse nodded confidently. "Okay, now... where are the keys...?" After a short, but energy draining search, Sakura found the cars keys and headed off. She was very careful not to fall asleep in the car, and luckily it was a short drive home. As it happened, however, she had enough time for a short nap before she had to go to her dog's funeral.
~
Waking up late, she didn't have time to shower before changing into her black clothes. By then it was 1.23, and she was running on dead feet. To the car, most likely speeding along the way to the cemetery, and jumping out just as the clock ticked over ot 1.30. At that moment, people were suddenly there, around the grave.
~~~***~~~After the Funeral~~~***~~~
(Because I've never been to a funeral, don't know what exactly happens...^_^;) Tear stains were on Sakura's face as she drove -slowly- (for once) home. Arriving, she effortlessly unlocked the door, having no spare enery left to use up. Slumping in the door, she fell onto the couch, falling deeply asleep instantly, dreams filled with Syaoran.
~
Sakura woke up screaming. She raced out into the car and drove to the Hospital. She had dreamt Syaoran was dead...
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Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo: Like it? Hate it? Let me know by R&R-ing! Thankies!
=+)Love Ya,
~*~Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo~*~
Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo: Yeah, I know what's gonna happen in the end, and I'm probably gonna do the sequel first. As in now.
I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.
I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
It don't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stutter, I stumble, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
La de da's
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you go down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
These things I'll never say.
Things I'll never say- Avril Lavigne
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Chapter 4:
Once she was out of there, she had a quick glance at Syaoran. He was a horrible sight! His nose was bleeding, so was his mouth. His left hand was turned opposite to his shoulder, and his right leg was… disgusting. His trousers were torn, and a lump of skin showing from the tear. Half of Syaoran's jaw was hanging down, it was definitely broken. Sakura couldn't bear to look at him; she drove straight to the Hospital. Syaoran really needed it.
Along the way she got pulled over by the Police for speeding. Her nose was heavily bleeding, as it was broken, it was on a weird angle. But she currently didn't care about that.
"But... Look at him!" She cried, hesterical. The hard-faced man did so, and gasped.
"I'll book you later. Don't think you can get away with this so easily." He stepped away from the car, and straight away she raced further down the street to the Hospital.
~*~
"Is he going to be alright?" Sakura asked the Head Nurse, while Syaoran was in the ER.
"Well, he was seriously injured during the fight," She checked with the Doctor who had just come out of the ER, "Right now he's in a stable condition. We are... prettty sure he'll be alright." The Nurse smiled warmly at Sakura and gave her a wink. "Is he your... boyfriend?"
"Hardly. He's my best friend! We've been that way forever!" The Nurse just nodded, and then her face suddenly greyened.
"How did... this happen?" She asked slowly.
"I told you... a fight." Sakura may as well have been dead right about then, she was so pale. The Nurse shook her head. "My... boyfriend... was cheating... on my -birthday-... Syaoran found him and her... together... Eriol sent... a gang... after Syaoran... and...... they almost killed him... that slutty bitch Chelsea broke my nose..." Sakura couldn't bear it anymore, she burst into loud tears. The night slowly turned to day as thoughts of Syaoran before what happened floated around her head.
~*~*~*~*~*~FLASHBACK~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Syaoran, what -are- you doing?" Sakura asked, slightly red.
"What does it look like? I'm dressing up for Halloween!" She shook her head and bit her lip to hold her giggles back. Syaoran was wearing one of her pink gowns, decorated with tiny shimmering pink beads along the seams. A blonde wig was positioned his head, making it look like it was really his hair. (Very convincing). He was attempting to put on blue eyeshadow, purple lipstick, and mauve blush. Sakura couuld hold it in no longer- she burst into a fit of laughing.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Syaoran... you... look... so... FUNNY!!!! You have -no- idea how to put that make-up on, do you?"
Syaoran thought about it, then carefully shook it, so not un-position his wig.
"Let me help, 'kay?" Syaoran felt his blood start to boil in anticipation. She'd be touching his face! Or... almost anyway.
"Ok, then. We'll see what you can do." Why did he have to go and spoil it like that? Pah, who cares?
~*~
When Sakura had finished with Syaoran, by God he was pretty! (I say pretty, cuz he's a girl now, get it?) Everything was put on so nicely, he looked like a real girl.
"Awww, Sakura! Now how am I supposed to look scary?" Syaoran winged when he looked at himself in the mirror.
"Don't worry! You look scary anyway, hon." Sakura giggled and put a hand on his shoulder.
'She's -touching- me!' Syaoran felt his face turn red, but thank goodness Sakura had packed the make-up on- she couldn't see it if she squinted.
Syaoran helped Sakura look like a guy, and then they were off on their trick-or-treat-scare-little-kids-who-don't-have-a-clue-what-we're-doing-ha-ha-ha-ing. (What a long word! Lol)
~*~*~*~*~*~*~END~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The girl's pink hair fell in front of her face, hiding her tears. With a sniffle, she squealed in pain. (What do you do for broken noses? Uh...) Her broken nose was still broken, (obviously!) and hurt whenever she sniffled. (Or whatever). The head Nurse came over again.
"You should probably go home and get some sleep..." She said.
"Yeah..." Then she remembered. "Oh... Mia's funeral! He organized it for me... and he can't be there... I'm not sure of what to -do-!!!" The Nurse sat down beside the distressed girl, putting an arm around her shoulder.
"Hey, it's gonna be okay, okay? Yeah, put a smile back on your face. Being sad doesn't become you, you lucky thing. Why don't you go to Mia's funeral, then you can go home to bed for a while, and come back then, hm?"
"Yeah... Are you -sure- Syaoran's going to be okay?" The Nurse nodded confidently. "Okay, now... where are the keys...?" After a short, but energy draining search, Sakura found the cars keys and headed off. She was very careful not to fall asleep in the car, and luckily it was a short drive home. As it happened, however, she had enough time for a short nap before she had to go to her dog's funeral.
~
Waking up late, she didn't have time to shower before changing into her black clothes. By then it was 1.23, and she was running on dead feet. To the car, most likely speeding along the way to the cemetery, and jumping out just as the clock ticked over ot 1.30. At that moment, people were suddenly there, around the grave.
~~~***~~~After the Funeral~~~***~~~
(Because I've never been to a funeral, don't know what exactly happens...^_^;) Tear stains were on Sakura's face as she drove -slowly- (for once) home. Arriving, she effortlessly unlocked the door, having no spare enery left to use up. Slumping in the door, she fell onto the couch, falling deeply asleep instantly, dreams filled with Syaoran.
~
Sakura woke up screaming. She raced out into the car and drove to the Hospital. She had dreamt Syaoran was dead...
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Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo: Like it? Hate it? Let me know by R&R-ing! Thankies!
=+)Love Ya,
~*~Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo~*~