Dear Diary,
"Ms. Martin Come here." Mr. Senate said. "What do you want?" I bitched.
"Don't talk to me that way." He sad. So dominant. So Sexy. LOL. Hehehe.
He's such a cutie pie. "You're grades are slipping terribly." He said. I
nodded. "Why?" He asked. Maybe I just don't give a damn anymore; I thought.
"My Mind is preoccupied." I said. "I see." He said. "With a boy. No a man. Yes it's preoccupied with a man." I said. Uh-oh Diary I don't know why I did what happened next. It was after school though.
I sat across from him. So good looking. "So that's it you cant focus cuz you're mind is off in 'He's so dreamy' land?" He asked. I nodded and blushed. He is so dreamy. I looked down at the floor.
"Look at me." He said. I did. He's got great eyes Diary. "Alright Ana that will be all." He said. "Would ya mind if I stuck around?" I asked. He shook his head. "Hey if you weren't a teacher what would you be?" I asked.
"I don't know a Lawyer maybe." He started. He'd make such a fine lawyer. Very Fine. "I have to know; Who's this so dreamy guy you're crushing." He asked.
I blinked. Uh-oh!! "Just some guy." I said causally. He smiled. This is bad. "Don't you have a boyfriend?" He asked. OH My gosh! This is none of his business but I don't care! I nodded. "Jeremy Peters.." I said slowly.
"Doesn't he." I cut him off "Swing both ways?" I said smiling and nodded. "How do you know?" I asked. "Word gets around when he's a teacher's son. I have no problem with gay people by the way."
I grinned and leaned over his desk, " So If I told you I was gay you'd have no problem with it?" He smiled and said, "Of course I wouldn't I'm teacher." The good thing Diary is that I'm not gay. But Gay people are fine by me. I smiled. He's really fine. I love Jeremy I really do but I love Senate too. "Before you ask. No I'm not bi." He stood up "I figured that."
I put my elbows on his desk. I watched him smile. Holy shit! "Can I ask ya somethin'?" I asked. "Shoot Angel." I shot him a look of question. He gestured to my shirt. I nodded. Stupid me. "You were going to ask me.." He began. "Promise you wont get mad?" I asked. "I won't. I won't." He said. "Did ya.." I began. "Have Sex with Dana poole or Mrs. Cook. No I did not." He said. I laughed. Now I know He hasn't banged the son of a bitch yet.
I laughed. "What are you laughing at?" He asked. "I'm trying to picture you banging Mrs. Cook." I said. He laughed. "Just a fantasy.' He admitted. "I have fantasies." I confessed. "About Jeremy?" He asked. I laughed. Mental Note- This is where I should have SHUT UP! LOL. I shook my head. 2nd mental note- you're not 30. "No definitely not about Jeremy." I said.
"You don't fantasize about your boyfriend?" He asked. I sat on his desk. "Why fantasize when you can do?" I asked. He laughed. "Why are you sitting on my desk?" He asked. Shit this was bad. "So I can be closer to you." I blurted out. SHIT!!! He raised his eyebrows. I put one finger up "I did not just..shit.." He looked at me and said, "Ok I'm going to forget everything that just happened in the last minute." He said.
"Go right ahead!" I replied giggling. "You don't uh..," He paused. I looked at him. "Ever fantasize about me do you?" He asked. I blushed. He blushed soon after. Oooh He's blushing. He looks hella fine! Damn I wish he were mine!
I paused. To answer or not to answer. "Bad question." He said. "You want a truthful answer. Yes I do." I admitted. SHIT!! Super SHIT! WHY? Why did I saw that??? He looked at me, "You do?" I nodded shyly. Just then She came waltzing in the door. Hello Bitch queen of the world jumped anyone lately?
"Hi Ms. Cook!" I said pretending to be fine and happy. "Cut the crap Ana." She replied. "What?" I asked. "You're grinning like a monkey and your face is bright red. It's obvious you didn't expect to see me here." She said. Like Hell I did Bitch. I grinned as she said to Senate, "What's she doing here?" "Just talking." He replied. "How's your boyfriend Ana?" She asked. "Jeremy's fine." I replied. They both nodded. "You ready?" She hissed to him.
He shook his head. "Bitch." I muttered under my breath. "I sure hope you weren't talking about me Ana." She said. I grinned. "Of course I wasn't." I said. I flashed at look at Senate. Heaven!! Roni just stared at me. "You guys going on a date?" I asked. Harry laughed. "Me Date her. Hell no." She looked pretty damn pissed! "Alright I'll leave you two alone." I waved and headed out the door.
"Bye Ana." They called. I walked home and began to write this boring shit. My mother doesn't give a damn about me. Who gives a shit what she thinks anyways. She almost called me home after a friend of mine named Janie killed herself. I wasn't that depressed. Me slitting my wrist wasn't a suicide attempt. What do they care? I'm living with my best friend (besides Rose. Duh!) Tawni.
I'm also very good friends with the one and only Dana Poole. She's great. I know she kissed him. I know he liked it. Totally not fair. She does know I like him. Is he blind? I keep hinting. Him and Bitch are Probably at it right now. Stupid Ms. Cook. Tawni's here now. Night Diary. I'll update later.
-Ana-
April 8th 2002
"My Mind is preoccupied." I said. "I see." He said. "With a boy. No a man. Yes it's preoccupied with a man." I said. Uh-oh Diary I don't know why I did what happened next. It was after school though.
I sat across from him. So good looking. "So that's it you cant focus cuz you're mind is off in 'He's so dreamy' land?" He asked. I nodded and blushed. He is so dreamy. I looked down at the floor.
"Look at me." He said. I did. He's got great eyes Diary. "Alright Ana that will be all." He said. "Would ya mind if I stuck around?" I asked. He shook his head. "Hey if you weren't a teacher what would you be?" I asked.
"I don't know a Lawyer maybe." He started. He'd make such a fine lawyer. Very Fine. "I have to know; Who's this so dreamy guy you're crushing." He asked.
I blinked. Uh-oh!! "Just some guy." I said causally. He smiled. This is bad. "Don't you have a boyfriend?" He asked. OH My gosh! This is none of his business but I don't care! I nodded. "Jeremy Peters.." I said slowly.
"Doesn't he." I cut him off "Swing both ways?" I said smiling and nodded. "How do you know?" I asked. "Word gets around when he's a teacher's son. I have no problem with gay people by the way."
I grinned and leaned over his desk, " So If I told you I was gay you'd have no problem with it?" He smiled and said, "Of course I wouldn't I'm teacher." The good thing Diary is that I'm not gay. But Gay people are fine by me. I smiled. He's really fine. I love Jeremy I really do but I love Senate too. "Before you ask. No I'm not bi." He stood up "I figured that."
I put my elbows on his desk. I watched him smile. Holy shit! "Can I ask ya somethin'?" I asked. "Shoot Angel." I shot him a look of question. He gestured to my shirt. I nodded. Stupid me. "You were going to ask me.." He began. "Promise you wont get mad?" I asked. "I won't. I won't." He said. "Did ya.." I began. "Have Sex with Dana poole or Mrs. Cook. No I did not." He said. I laughed. Now I know He hasn't banged the son of a bitch yet.
I laughed. "What are you laughing at?" He asked. "I'm trying to picture you banging Mrs. Cook." I said. He laughed. "Just a fantasy.' He admitted. "I have fantasies." I confessed. "About Jeremy?" He asked. I laughed. Mental Note- This is where I should have SHUT UP! LOL. I shook my head. 2nd mental note- you're not 30. "No definitely not about Jeremy." I said.
"You don't fantasize about your boyfriend?" He asked. I sat on his desk. "Why fantasize when you can do?" I asked. He laughed. "Why are you sitting on my desk?" He asked. Shit this was bad. "So I can be closer to you." I blurted out. SHIT!!! He raised his eyebrows. I put one finger up "I did not just..shit.." He looked at me and said, "Ok I'm going to forget everything that just happened in the last minute." He said.
"Go right ahead!" I replied giggling. "You don't uh..," He paused. I looked at him. "Ever fantasize about me do you?" He asked. I blushed. He blushed soon after. Oooh He's blushing. He looks hella fine! Damn I wish he were mine!
I paused. To answer or not to answer. "Bad question." He said. "You want a truthful answer. Yes I do." I admitted. SHIT!! Super SHIT! WHY? Why did I saw that??? He looked at me, "You do?" I nodded shyly. Just then She came waltzing in the door. Hello Bitch queen of the world jumped anyone lately?
"Hi Ms. Cook!" I said pretending to be fine and happy. "Cut the crap Ana." She replied. "What?" I asked. "You're grinning like a monkey and your face is bright red. It's obvious you didn't expect to see me here." She said. Like Hell I did Bitch. I grinned as she said to Senate, "What's she doing here?" "Just talking." He replied. "How's your boyfriend Ana?" She asked. "Jeremy's fine." I replied. They both nodded. "You ready?" She hissed to him.
He shook his head. "Bitch." I muttered under my breath. "I sure hope you weren't talking about me Ana." She said. I grinned. "Of course I wasn't." I said. I flashed at look at Senate. Heaven!! Roni just stared at me. "You guys going on a date?" I asked. Harry laughed. "Me Date her. Hell no." She looked pretty damn pissed! "Alright I'll leave you two alone." I waved and headed out the door.
"Bye Ana." They called. I walked home and began to write this boring shit. My mother doesn't give a damn about me. Who gives a shit what she thinks anyways. She almost called me home after a friend of mine named Janie killed herself. I wasn't that depressed. Me slitting my wrist wasn't a suicide attempt. What do they care? I'm living with my best friend (besides Rose. Duh!) Tawni.
I'm also very good friends with the one and only Dana Poole. She's great. I know she kissed him. I know he liked it. Totally not fair. She does know I like him. Is he blind? I keep hinting. Him and Bitch are Probably at it right now. Stupid Ms. Cook. Tawni's here now. Night Diary. I'll update later.
-Ana-
April 8th 2002