Back again. Jeremy and I had a talk about his bitch mother. I'll write it in I/m format cuz I think its easier.
Me-"Hey Cutie"
Jeremy-"Hewos Babe How you?"
Me- "Hewos? What the heck is with that?"
Him-"Friend says it."
Me-"Who?"
Him-"uhh Robin.."
Me- -laughs-"Prom guy?"
Him-"Yes.."
Prom guys scary!
Me-"How's Guber obsessed woman?"
Jeremy-"Doing well. She still wouldn't give a shit if I died. In fact she'd be waiting for me at the pearly gates to tell God I'm gay and to send me to hell."
I held his hand.
Me- "You're not going to hell"
Jeremy-"She thinks I am."
Me-"Who gives a damn?"
After That we kinda laid back went into a silent kissing fess and then snuggled close and fell asleep. Weekends annoy me. Jeremy is nothing like Senate at all. Oh well at least he's not like screwing other girls behind my back like Senate.

I can't see my Jeremy with a man. Never! Or Senate but since we all know that Senate's not gay we're good. ;) I love it when Jeremy holds me. He's with me now.
Me-"I love you."
Him- "I love you too.."
Anit that the sweetest thing? He's so great.
Me-"You're moms a bitch. More so Then Ms. Cook."
Jeremy-"Ms. Cook is a bitch? Why? I like her."
Me-"Uh…She just is."
Jeremy-"I have a feeling you got a thing for Senate."
I laughed.
Me-"He's a fag.."
Oh Shit!! Oh shit!
Me-"Sorry Babe. I didn't mean it that way."
I kissed his cheek.










He pushed me off of him.
Him-"Whore…."
Me-"If I had called you a fag it'd be a different story."
Him-"It's word I dislike not who you use it on."
Me-"Don't call me a damn whore."
Him- 'Sorry…'
Me-"Sorry my ass.."
He looked hurt. I could have laughed. He kissed my lips. Why does God given me this terrible weakness when ever he kisses me like that I must forgive him??
I grinned. I love him I love him I love him! ..Although Senate is so much mature..He's so much nicer and lovely then Senate is..
Me-"Do you love me?"
Him- "Of course I love you."
Me-"Good.."
Him nodded.
Me-"Still have feelings for Brooke?"
Jeremy-"Of course not"
My ass.
I nodded.
Jeremy -"You hungry."
I nodded.
Jeremy- "Ya wanna go to Johnny's Pizza for pizza?"
He kissed my forehead.
Me-"Yeah..That sounds good for a change.."
So when we walked in guess who we saw? Yup, Mr. Senate..And guess who was with him?? You guessed it. Dana poole.
She called over to me, "Hey Ana Hey Jeremy. Why don't you join us?" I blushed. Oh shit. "Wanna babe?" I asked. He nodded.

We sat. Me next to Dana him next to senate. Senate across from me. "Hey Sista!!" I said. "Hey Chickie. What's going on?" She asked. "Same ole. Same ole. You guys?" I replied trying to keep a straight face.

Senate nodded. I threw my head back and laughed. Is he with Bitch and Dana? I shot her a look as if to say "Still dating?" She nodded and held up 4 fingers. I gave her a thumbs up sign. Jeremy broke the silence and said, "I'm going to get something. What do you want?" "Norm." I said.









Norm=2 slices of cheese. He kissed the top of my head and was off.. "So..uhh..Dana How's school?" I asked. "Fine..met this cute guy.. names Spencer." She smiled and added, "We're not dating."

"You and Spencer or you and Senate?" I asked. Senate shot me a look. I just grinned. Dana jokingly gave me the finger. I'm a really bitch Diary. Jeremy came back with our food. "Hey Jeremy." Senate replied.

"Uh..What's up Mr. Senate?" He replied. "Just wondering why we're here sitting with Ana's and what used to be my teacher and his girlfriend." My baby said. Dana laughed.
I put my finger up as if to say "Stop.." "Is there anything between you an and Roni or Dana?" I asked.


Dana cut in, "No nothing between me and him." I smiled. One girl down. Women left to go. Jeremy slipped his arm around me. I laughed. He looked at me and said, "What's up with you?" I just grinned and shook my head.



Senate smiled at me. I blushed and looked away. I excused my self and went to the restroom. Dana bounded after me. "Why didn't you tell me?" She demanded. "Tell you what?" I asked.

"You have a thing for Senate!!" She exclaimed. "I uh.. no I …uh… No I don't!" I said. I smiled. "Sure.." She dismissed. "It's just a little crush. Don't tell." I admitted. "I won't tell. Jeremy has this huge thing for Patrick. In fact I think He's dating him." Dana replied. "He's not cheating on me. He loves me." I said.


She tossed me a folded note. I read it. Basically shit from My boyfriend to his. He is cheating on me. I'm going to kick his white ass. He's little white cheating gay ass. I walked out. "Harry, Come on." Dana said.









"Where we going?" He asked as he grabbed Dana's hand. UH! He's mine..or not. I tossed the note on the table. "Oh Shit. I can explain." Jeremy said. "Go ahead." I said. "Umm…I'm not cheating on you." He said. "How so?" I asked.



Boy was I pissed. I could cry. "We're not exactly in a relationship." Jeremy admitted. "And you just love him?!?" I snapped. "He started it." Jeremy said. "How so?" I asked. I could see the uneasiness in Harry's eyes. "He kissed me first." Jeremy said. "First?!!?!?!" I said. Jeremy just said, "Ya know what. I'm going to go. You can walk." He grabbed his keys. And was out the door. I sunk down in a chair.

Harry picked up his keys. "Ya want ride?" He asked. I nodded. I sighed. "C'mon." Dana said. I nodded. Harry Opened his car door and I blurted out, "Are you dating dana?" They both shook their heads no.

I nodded and whispered, "Ok." Senate smiled at me. "Can you take me to Rose's house?" I asked. He nodded and we sped off. We drove to Rose's in silence. "Bye Guys." I said. Dana hugged me quickly and said, "Screw Jeremy he's a complete and total asshole!" Senate nodded. I walked around to the driver's side.


I leaned my head in the window. "Thanks." I hissed and walked towards Rose's door. I knocked. She answer and let me in. We rushed to her room. "Jeremy's a complete ass!" I exclaimed. She played with her hair, "Why?" "He's cheating on me! With a.." My voice trailed off. "A guy?" She said and raised her eyebrows. I nodded, laughed and added, "At least it's not a bimbo like Lizy." Lizy Foley can get any guy she wants. She's a little strange though. Her school prom picture has her eyes crossed and her tongue out.


I write in my journal everywhere. People think I'm strange. And Lizy has this little bitchy friend named Janice. Blonde, Ugly and she don't like me. Reminds me of Mrs. Cook. "I tried to tell ya." She said. "What?!" I asked. "I commented on how cute he was and you know I don't go for fags." She said. "How long did ya know?" I asked. "uh..That morning caught 'em in a kiss in the gym under the bleachers." She said. "All they were doing was kissing right?










"Right." She said. I nodded. She tossed me a giant teddy bear. "Here Hug that." She said. "Guess who I ate lunch with?" I asked. "Who? A complete asshole?" She joked. "That and Mr. Senate and Ms. Poole." I said.

"Yuck. None of them seem to be my fav people." She said. "how can you not like Harry and Dana?" I asked. "Harry's a little…strange.. and Dana is a little hoe." "Dana's not a hoe." I said and kicked her. "Oh..Right sure.. She was with Mikey last night and seth too. And plus she just met this guy named Spencer."

"Mikey Autumn?" I asked. Rose nodded. "I swear to god I thought he was flipping queer for the longest time" I laughed. "Maybe he's bi." She replied. I cracked up and said, "eww. Don't say that word. Makes me think of Jeremy" I said.

"What's up between you and Jeremy?" She asked. "He's cheating on me." I admitted. "Little Fag. I'ma go beat his ass!" She said. "No Rose. It's ok." I began. Rose suddenly started singing Terri Clark's "A little gasonline." "Rose. Don't touch him." I said.

"Why the little ass-wipe is cheating on you." I said. "With a guy.." I blurted out. "I'ma kick that little queer's ass he's going to wish He' never touched himself." Rose said. We laughed. Kudos To Rose for that comment. I love ya girlie! "I'm going go make him cry. By the way who is this little ass he's banging anyways?" She asked.

"Rose I love the touched himself comment. Patrick.." I said. "Dammit!" She said! I shot her a look. "I cant beat Patrick's ass he's too cute!" She said. "Don't beat anyones ass!" I said.

"Ya know..Tom Morse and Nelson Rose were talking bout beating Jeremy up today." She said. I'm going to throw this down and go see what's up with Jeremy.

Laters
Ana
April 10th