Dear Diary, OMFG! Josh shot himself in the head last night. He's in critical condition. They say people who want to commit suicide and actually go through with it, as they lay there dying..They gain a will to live..I hope Josh did.

God Please help me. We may not have been the best of friends but he was always there for me. ALWAYS! No matter what I needed he'd be there. I called him once because I got stuck in NYC and he drove all the way up there to get me and pick me up. \

God please help me.

-Ana 5/8/01