5/9/01
Scared..He's still in critical.. I didn't go to school..all I did was cry..cry..all day..Stayed in bed and cried..Threw up too..but mostly cried..people say you don't know how much you love or need something until it's taken away or cut off. -whimpers- I'm scared..really scared..God almighty.. OK..on a smaller worry note.Jake broke up with me..See he dated this one girl Susan or something for a while before me..
And he went back to her. Oh well..Josh is all I've been worrying bout.. that's all.. I can't think straight.. I feel so faint..and sick. I gotta go..before I throw up or something.
-AnA
Ps- I wish I could have dealt with something like this sooner..god almighty.. please.don't let him die..
Scared..He's still in critical.. I didn't go to school..all I did was cry..cry..all day..Stayed in bed and cried..Threw up too..but mostly cried..people say you don't know how much you love or need something until it's taken away or cut off. -whimpers- I'm scared..really scared..God almighty.. OK..on a smaller worry note.Jake broke up with me..See he dated this one girl Susan or something for a while before me..
And he went back to her. Oh well..Josh is all I've been worrying bout.. that's all.. I can't think straight.. I feel so faint..and sick. I gotta go..before I throw up or something.
-AnA
Ps- I wish I could have dealt with something like this sooner..god almighty.. please.don't let him die..