5-12-01

Attended services for Josh today. Harry Senate gave us one of those good ol' Don't commit suicide folks lectures. I broke down and cried in class and he sent me away..Meanie..

I've met this guy online..and his name is Alexander and he's 21 and is so cute!! Like we chat all time..like heres my fave converstation..never thought id fall in love online…it was from a few days ago..before..Josh and all..

BostonBitch17- Hey Alex
Okami82- Hey Anna (L) (Heart on Msn)
BostonBitch17- How are you?
Okami82-Been better
BostonBitch17- Oh..Why?
Okami82- Worried about my little brother
BostonBitch17-Why?
Okami82-He's 16, I think He's going to do something stupid, he's depressed.
BostonBitch17- Oh. Seeing a shrink might help..
Okami82-He doesn't do shrinks. He doesn't trust people much, he was molested by a baby sitter numerous times when he was a kid…
BostonBitch17- OMG! That's So sad! :*(
Okami82-Yeah, The chicks in jail, but he's still ya know..*shrugs*
BostonBitch17- Messed up?
Okami82- *nods * Yeah..
BostonBitch17- ::Hugs you::
Okami82- ::Hugs back::
BostonBitch17- Change of topic..Rape and molestation make me cry..
Okami82- Sure..::Holds::
BostonBitch17- You're so cute
Okami82-No I'm really not..
BostonBitch17- Yes you are..::Runs her fingers through your hair::
Okami82-::hands you a flower:: I know this is going to sound corny and pathetic and stupid but…
BostonBitch17- But..
Okami82-Will you go out with me Anna?
Bostonbitch17- ::Blushes:: Yeah…
Okami82- Change your name…
Bostonbitch17 has left the conversation
Alexs_Goddess_of_Luve has entered the converstation
Alexs_Godess_of_luve- Better boo?
Okami82-::nods:: Much..
Okami82-I'm sorry, I've gotta go.
Alexs_godess_of_luve-Be back soon?
Okami82-10:30 pm my time.
Alexs_goddess_of_luve- Ok. 831
Okami82-831?
Alexs_Godess_of_Luve- 8 letters 3 words 1 meaning..I love you..
Okami82-Ditto
Okami82 has left the converstation..

-In between with feelings
Ana