5-18-01

I am in Alabama. I miss Alex. I hate fighting with him. I love him more then anything. I love the way he kisses.. and stuff..Even if it's only

::kisses you passonatly::: and passionately is spelled wrong. ::smiles:: I want to hold him and kiss him and keep him here. Alabama Is way different from Boston. It's Dinky even!

Gay! I totally meant 5-16-01..Not 5-6-02..::shrugs:: Just stupid I guess. Alex seems really distany lately..I'm worried about him and his little brother. We definetly don't need another suicide..Nick would not Alex..

I mean just picture being molested for years..::whimpers and cries softly:: There's a pool here and tire swing outside our motel..I'ma loser..LOL. Ha! I just said LOL. Laugh out loud..hehehe.

Today has been so boring.. Alex's friend Josh said Alex used to be a player.. I don't believe that for a second and plus Josh is gay! I'm like a fuggin fag magnet. There's a gil her a few rooms over. Her name is Susie, and she got SRS.

Sexual reversment surgery, which means she used to be a BOY! ::Shrugs:: Not my kinda thing.. Not my kinda thing. At all. I need Alex..I need to meet him, stop dating onlijne like a pathetic loser. Mooo Look I'm a cow who can't get anything IRL. I said irl..I really need stay off my computer..x.x

-Super Ana(Mom used to call me that..when I was little..)