Since you guys were so kind as to review this is comming out a little early as a thank you! Normally it'll be a once a week thing. Once again I do not own Sailor Moon, if you thought I do you belong in a loony bin.
Also, please excuse my errors, I have to be my own editor, and I thought I had caught all my errors in my last chapter, but when I went through and read it after I posted I noticed some more... and I've had even less time to correct the ones in this chapter so I'm really sorry for any mistakes.
Rini ^_^
*Later the same night*
'I feel horrible for saying all those things to Usagi... but it was for the best, she'll stay away from me now and she'll be safe! If only I hadn't been so harsh.... It was necessary... But the look on her face... I just...
*Flashback*
Usagi had caught him while he was strolling in the park trying to clear his mind of... Well, actaully he had been trying to clear his mind of her!
"Mamo-chan if you'll just tell me what I've done I'll change! I promise I can! Please just give me another chance!"
All Mamoru wanted to do was take her in his arms and tell her everything was okay. She was perfect the way she was. And that he loved everything about her. And there wasnothing about her that he didn't love... But the dreams held him at bay. So he yelled at her with all his might, "LOOK Usagi its absolutely everything about you. You are stupid, irresponible, childish, weak, slow, a cry baby, completely unlady like, you have no manners what so ever,your never on time, and I always have to save you! Is it possible for you to take care of yourself for one second? If I or the girls weren't around you would be dead, and unfortunately your the only one that can use the crystal so the world would be screwed without you! You wanna know what you can do? Leave me alone Usagi! I NEVER loved you. Not for a second. So, just leave me be!" With that Mamoru turned and walked back to his apartment where he cried himself into a dreamfilled sleep in which his true love died.
*Back to the present*(As opposed to Back to the Future, ne?)
Mamoru had woken up 20 minutes before, somthing deep down was bothering him but he felt to terrible about the early incidents of the day to fully concentrate on this feeling.
'Come on Mamoru pull yourself togther, what happened to the guy who didn't let anyone get close, who could concentrate no matter where he was, who didn't let petty little fights bother him so... I was loved. And it wasn't a petty little fight... I wonder how Usako is doing...'
Mamoru began to concentrate on their link only to find it gone. "WHAT???" Mamoru ran to the phone ... 'How could she deminish our link??' As he was about to hit the last number, he looked at the clock, 2:03 AM, "I'll go over there first thing in the morning, and make sure she's okay! I guess I'll catch up on Physics until then, there's no way I can sleep not knowing she's okay."
With that final thing said, Mamoru headed into the kitchen to make himself a pot of coffee.
*The Next Morning Usagi's House*
After the third knock Ikuko answered the door. "Why, good morning Mamoru, its been a while since you've stopped by dear!"(I know Mamoru didn't meet her parents yet, but lets pretend he did!)
"Yes it has been a while, is Usako up yet?"
"No, but you can go wake her up heaven knows she's slept enough. I called her down for dinner last night and when she didn't come down I checked on her, but the light was off so I let her sleep. You know she hasn't been sleeping lately, unless she cries herself to sleep. Oh dear me I'm rambling aren't I? Why don't you go on up dear you know which one it is." With that Ikuko headed into the kitchen to finish the dishes.
Mamoru carefully made his way up to Usagi's room, if what Ikuko said was true Usagi may be in a terrible state this early in the morning... well it wasn't that early but 8 am was the same to Usagi as predawn was to every other person. Mamoru chuckled at the last though. Then he opened the door slowly only to find an empty bed with three envelopes apon it. He slowly made his way over and read the names on each, then opened the one addressed to him.
Dear Mamo-chan,
I knew all along it was my faults that drove you away. And as irresponsible as
this may seem I'm leaving Chibi-Usa in the care of the scouts and am off to fix my imperfections. Normally in a relationship you learn to adjust to faults and such things! Heaven knows I got used to yours! Nobody's perfert, but I digress, I have far to many to be loved by you. When I come back I hope to be good enough for you. I also hope you realize, even with what you said to me I still love you and pray that you, too, can love me one day.
Yours Always,
Love,
Usako.
Mamoru picked up the other notes and headed down to the kitchen. When Ikuko had first saw Mamoru she tried to console him, "Its alright Mamoru she's grumpy with everyone this time of the morn..." She cut her self of as he handed her the note. "Whats this?"
"She's gone. Its all my fault I was afraid of her love and the dreams increased my fear of her!" Ikuko looked at him with a blank face. "DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?? USAKO LEFT ME! She left us all..."
Mamoru fell to the floor as the sobs racked his body.
Ikuko slowly opened and read her note. Once, twice, now three times till she too fell to the floor and tried to console Mamoru in an effort to console herself as well.
Thats how Shingo, Chibi-Usa, and Kengi found them when they came home from a trip to the arcade. After reading the note, Kenji looked at Mamoru, "Are you the loved one she's talking about? The one that hurt her badly enough so that she would leave?"
Mamoru shook his head, and Ikuko had calmed herself enough to stop Kenji before he could yell at Mamoru, "I've spoken with him dear. Mamoru was afraid he was not good enough for Usagi, so he did all he could to keep her at bay, he could have never known she'd pack up and leave! I am telling you she loves this boy and you will in no way harm him!"
Looking defeated Kenji asked Mamoru, "Do you know where she could be? She says not to search but I'm worried about my little girl, please if you have any clue."
Mamoru shook his head, "No, but I better go and give the girls their note they won't take this much better than us."
Mamoru headed to the arcade. When he entered he ignored Motoki and headed straight to the girls' table.
Raye smiled, "Hey guys, look who it is, the Baka of the Month! Mamoru did you finally realize how big you screwed up and come to apologise to Usa?"
"She's gone Raye. She left this for you four, and asked that you keep an eye on Chibi-Usa."
Four jaws droped as he walked to the counter and ordered a coffee ignoring Motoki's insesent questioning as to what was wrong.
*Back at the Girl's Table*
Amy read the note out loud. Amy cried quitely. As did Makoto who tried to clam a hysterical Minako. While Raye chose to express her sadness in another way. She walked straight up to Mamoru and slapped him across the face. "WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?"
"Where's who Raye?" Motoki questioned the steaming girl as he noticed the tears streaming down her face.
"Usako is gone. I don't know where to, but she left sometime last night, and I can't feel our link any more."
"YOU SON OF A-"
Motoki cut Raye off, "Why Mamoru, did Usagi-chan leave? Don't tell me your still afraid of her!"
"In my pathetic attempts to keep her away,I told her I didn't love her due to her faults and that I never loved her. She went to fix her faults. But don't you see, she left me Motoki, I told you she would!"
Mokoti punched Mamoru. He didn't flinch, though he did slid off his stole a little. "Of course she left you! Do you know how many times she came to me quietly crying because she couldn't figure out why you had left her in the first place! Now she's gone off to try and become somthing she's not because she LOVES you!" Motoki looked at his friends now swelling black eye, "Sorry dude, let me get you some ice for that." When Motoki walked into the back to get some ice from the freezer the other girls walked over to Mamoru, Makoto was the first to speak, "Why the hell did you push her away?"
"At first, I was afraid of her, I didn't think anyone as angelic as Usako could love a horrible person like me... but I stayed because she choose to be with me... But then the dreams began. Its always our wedding day, it starts out so happily... but then she's always ripped away from me and this voice tells me if I go near her she'll die. Its these dreams that convinced me I was no good for her..."
Minako piped up next, " Why didn't you tell her, or even us? We could have helped you figure out those dreams. And even if we couldn't have figured it out it would have been better for Usa if you'd just let her know the truth."
"I was afraid!"
Amy was the next to speak as she closed her Mercury computer. "She's not on the planet anymore. I've done a scan with my computer and either she's learned how to hide the crytal, or she's left the planet. My guess is she can hide the power of the crystal from us because interplanetary travel requires all of us with at least 45% of our energy level, and there is no scientific way she could have done that on her own."
"She said she'd be found when she wanted to be found. I know Usako better than anyone else. Now all we can do it wait."
So wait they did.
Also, please excuse my errors, I have to be my own editor, and I thought I had caught all my errors in my last chapter, but when I went through and read it after I posted I noticed some more... and I've had even less time to correct the ones in this chapter so I'm really sorry for any mistakes.
Rini ^_^
*Later the same night*
'I feel horrible for saying all those things to Usagi... but it was for the best, she'll stay away from me now and she'll be safe! If only I hadn't been so harsh.... It was necessary... But the look on her face... I just...
*Flashback*
Usagi had caught him while he was strolling in the park trying to clear his mind of... Well, actaully he had been trying to clear his mind of her!
"Mamo-chan if you'll just tell me what I've done I'll change! I promise I can! Please just give me another chance!"
All Mamoru wanted to do was take her in his arms and tell her everything was okay. She was perfect the way she was. And that he loved everything about her. And there wasnothing about her that he didn't love... But the dreams held him at bay. So he yelled at her with all his might, "LOOK Usagi its absolutely everything about you. You are stupid, irresponible, childish, weak, slow, a cry baby, completely unlady like, you have no manners what so ever,your never on time, and I always have to save you! Is it possible for you to take care of yourself for one second? If I or the girls weren't around you would be dead, and unfortunately your the only one that can use the crystal so the world would be screwed without you! You wanna know what you can do? Leave me alone Usagi! I NEVER loved you. Not for a second. So, just leave me be!" With that Mamoru turned and walked back to his apartment where he cried himself into a dreamfilled sleep in which his true love died.
*Back to the present*(As opposed to Back to the Future, ne?)
Mamoru had woken up 20 minutes before, somthing deep down was bothering him but he felt to terrible about the early incidents of the day to fully concentrate on this feeling.
'Come on Mamoru pull yourself togther, what happened to the guy who didn't let anyone get close, who could concentrate no matter where he was, who didn't let petty little fights bother him so... I was loved. And it wasn't a petty little fight... I wonder how Usako is doing...'
Mamoru began to concentrate on their link only to find it gone. "WHAT???" Mamoru ran to the phone ... 'How could she deminish our link??' As he was about to hit the last number, he looked at the clock, 2:03 AM, "I'll go over there first thing in the morning, and make sure she's okay! I guess I'll catch up on Physics until then, there's no way I can sleep not knowing she's okay."
With that final thing said, Mamoru headed into the kitchen to make himself a pot of coffee.
*The Next Morning Usagi's House*
After the third knock Ikuko answered the door. "Why, good morning Mamoru, its been a while since you've stopped by dear!"(I know Mamoru didn't meet her parents yet, but lets pretend he did!)
"Yes it has been a while, is Usako up yet?"
"No, but you can go wake her up heaven knows she's slept enough. I called her down for dinner last night and when she didn't come down I checked on her, but the light was off so I let her sleep. You know she hasn't been sleeping lately, unless she cries herself to sleep. Oh dear me I'm rambling aren't I? Why don't you go on up dear you know which one it is." With that Ikuko headed into the kitchen to finish the dishes.
Mamoru carefully made his way up to Usagi's room, if what Ikuko said was true Usagi may be in a terrible state this early in the morning... well it wasn't that early but 8 am was the same to Usagi as predawn was to every other person. Mamoru chuckled at the last though. Then he opened the door slowly only to find an empty bed with three envelopes apon it. He slowly made his way over and read the names on each, then opened the one addressed to him.
Dear Mamo-chan,
I knew all along it was my faults that drove you away. And as irresponsible as
this may seem I'm leaving Chibi-Usa in the care of the scouts and am off to fix my imperfections. Normally in a relationship you learn to adjust to faults and such things! Heaven knows I got used to yours! Nobody's perfert, but I digress, I have far to many to be loved by you. When I come back I hope to be good enough for you. I also hope you realize, even with what you said to me I still love you and pray that you, too, can love me one day.
Yours Always,
Love,
Usako.
Mamoru picked up the other notes and headed down to the kitchen. When Ikuko had first saw Mamoru she tried to console him, "Its alright Mamoru she's grumpy with everyone this time of the morn..." She cut her self of as he handed her the note. "Whats this?"
"She's gone. Its all my fault I was afraid of her love and the dreams increased my fear of her!" Ikuko looked at him with a blank face. "DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?? USAKO LEFT ME! She left us all..."
Mamoru fell to the floor as the sobs racked his body.
Ikuko slowly opened and read her note. Once, twice, now three times till she too fell to the floor and tried to console Mamoru in an effort to console herself as well.
Thats how Shingo, Chibi-Usa, and Kengi found them when they came home from a trip to the arcade. After reading the note, Kenji looked at Mamoru, "Are you the loved one she's talking about? The one that hurt her badly enough so that she would leave?"
Mamoru shook his head, and Ikuko had calmed herself enough to stop Kenji before he could yell at Mamoru, "I've spoken with him dear. Mamoru was afraid he was not good enough for Usagi, so he did all he could to keep her at bay, he could have never known she'd pack up and leave! I am telling you she loves this boy and you will in no way harm him!"
Looking defeated Kenji asked Mamoru, "Do you know where she could be? She says not to search but I'm worried about my little girl, please if you have any clue."
Mamoru shook his head, "No, but I better go and give the girls their note they won't take this much better than us."
Mamoru headed to the arcade. When he entered he ignored Motoki and headed straight to the girls' table.
Raye smiled, "Hey guys, look who it is, the Baka of the Month! Mamoru did you finally realize how big you screwed up and come to apologise to Usa?"
"She's gone Raye. She left this for you four, and asked that you keep an eye on Chibi-Usa."
Four jaws droped as he walked to the counter and ordered a coffee ignoring Motoki's insesent questioning as to what was wrong.
*Back at the Girl's Table*
Amy read the note out loud. Amy cried quitely. As did Makoto who tried to clam a hysterical Minako. While Raye chose to express her sadness in another way. She walked straight up to Mamoru and slapped him across the face. "WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?"
"Where's who Raye?" Motoki questioned the steaming girl as he noticed the tears streaming down her face.
"Usako is gone. I don't know where to, but she left sometime last night, and I can't feel our link any more."
"YOU SON OF A-"
Motoki cut Raye off, "Why Mamoru, did Usagi-chan leave? Don't tell me your still afraid of her!"
"In my pathetic attempts to keep her away,I told her I didn't love her due to her faults and that I never loved her. She went to fix her faults. But don't you see, she left me Motoki, I told you she would!"
Mokoti punched Mamoru. He didn't flinch, though he did slid off his stole a little. "Of course she left you! Do you know how many times she came to me quietly crying because she couldn't figure out why you had left her in the first place! Now she's gone off to try and become somthing she's not because she LOVES you!" Motoki looked at his friends now swelling black eye, "Sorry dude, let me get you some ice for that." When Motoki walked into the back to get some ice from the freezer the other girls walked over to Mamoru, Makoto was the first to speak, "Why the hell did you push her away?"
"At first, I was afraid of her, I didn't think anyone as angelic as Usako could love a horrible person like me... but I stayed because she choose to be with me... But then the dreams began. Its always our wedding day, it starts out so happily... but then she's always ripped away from me and this voice tells me if I go near her she'll die. Its these dreams that convinced me I was no good for her..."
Minako piped up next, " Why didn't you tell her, or even us? We could have helped you figure out those dreams. And even if we couldn't have figured it out it would have been better for Usa if you'd just let her know the truth."
"I was afraid!"
Amy was the next to speak as she closed her Mercury computer. "She's not on the planet anymore. I've done a scan with my computer and either she's learned how to hide the crytal, or she's left the planet. My guess is she can hide the power of the crystal from us because interplanetary travel requires all of us with at least 45% of our energy level, and there is no scientific way she could have done that on her own."
"She said she'd be found when she wanted to be found. I know Usako better than anyone else. Now all we can do it wait."
So wait they did.