Sorry this chapter isn't very long, and I'd like to apologize ahead of time cause I'm not sure many of you will like the direction I chose to take, but to bad this is my story and I think I know how this if going to end... Anyw ay I wanted to thank all the people who reviewed so...
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Usagi starred at Mamoru and waited for him to begin.
After several minutes of thinking Mamoru choose a route to begin at. "I've missed you so much, Usako."
Usagi frowned. "If we are going to have a conversation, please don't call me 'Usako'. I no way am I and longer YOUR little bunny."
Noticing that Usagi had stressed the 'your' he coninued, "The girls told me you changed. I mean, I can see it your eyes, you looks, and your behavior. You are more mature and beatiful. Its amazing how far you've come on your own. What exactly did you change, I mean other than your apperance?"
"First, and most importantly, I've improved my etiquette and general demeanor."
Mamoru interupted her, "And your vocabulary."
Usagi choose to ignore the interuption. "And suchteachings dictate, that I hold council with my enemy's that pose no menace, so that I am not a belligerent ruler of my people, possibly sending them into unneccesary and trival battles."
"Does this mean we can talk?"
"Yes." She paused for a moment of thought. "Would you like to come to my appartment so that we could talk over tea?"
"That would be very nice."
Mamoru followed Usagi to her apartment, slightly affronted by her demeanor, which seemed to have grown cold over the missing years, and her use of the word 'enemy'.
Once here, Usagi unlocked the door and led Mamoru to her living room while she went into the kitchen to make the tea.
Mamoru waited for several minutes, noticing no decorations except a picture of her family. When Usagi returned he watched her as set the tray down and served the tea witha grace that was alien for him to see her with. Mamoru then waited as she situated herself before beginging. "So, what have you been up to the last two years?" It was a stupid question he knew, but he had no idea how else to find if she still loved him."
"Lets see, at first I was uterly depressed, because this feeble-minded man I know pushed me away fluiating his utter perfection in my imperfect face. This depression, of course, caused me to over work myself, and become weak. But this only lasted three months." Usagi paused to take a sip from her tea.
Mamoru took her pause as a sign to apologize. "Usa, I'm sorry. If I could take it back I would."
Usagi waved her hand cutting him off. "Don't worry only lasted three onths then I had this dream." When Mamoru herd to venom in her voice he abruptly looked up. "I believe its the dream that made you push me away. You know the one, where I die on our wedding day and this ominous voice tells you to stay away or I will perish."
"Then you understand."
"What, that you would rather choose a fictional abysis over your true love?"
"No, its-"
"What? That it was better for you to do more damage to me emotionally, than any form of death could do to me phsyically?"
"No!"
"Then what Mamoru, what was your reasoning for leaving me?"
"It was in dreams that you first came to me, and I just assumed that it was dreams that would take you away."
"Damn it, Mamoru. Who do you love, Usagi or Princess Serenity?"
"What?"
"Answer my question. Which one of us is it that you love?"
"You are one in the same, so I love the one."
"No, we are not the same. In the past I was weak and pitiful, constantly depending on protection from the outside world. Now, now I can stand on my own to face the world, you made sure of that, though it was in the most cruel of ways, so tell me who do you love?"
"As Endymion loved Serenity, I love you, Usagi."
"Then, you are wrong. A failed test paper brought us together."
"What?"
"The dreams brought Serenity and Endymion together. But my failed test paper brought you and I together. And it is the same that the dreams ripped Serenity from Endymion. Where as, your cruel nature and desire to be alone ripped me from you."
"Why do you speak as though there are four seperate people involved? You and Serenity are one, as Endymion and I are. For that matter you and I share one soul and are one."
"No, you gave up that right the day you left me alone, crying in the street. And I am not Serenity any longer, I've seen to much, felt to much hatred, and seen far to much of the world."
"Hatred for who?"
"For you Mamoru. For it was you who destroyed the inoccent part of my soul, and forced me to see beyond the walls my protectors kept me behind to keep me safe."
"I deserve that, but it is not I who stripped you of your innocence. Its still there I can see it in your eyes. Even though you've seen the world for the horrible place that it can be, you are still the innocent princess of the moon. And I am truly sorry for being the one to show you how horrid a place it can be."
"I'm not the innocent moon princess!"
"You are my Serenity. You may have grown up and matured, but you are still my Serentiy at heart, ever patient, ever loving, ever forgiving."
Tears began to make their way down Usagi's face. "If only I may be patient. I may be loving. But I am not forgiving, for I cannot forgive you."
"But what about destiny?"
"You destroyed it the day you made my worst fears come true, and I see no way to repair that damage that you've done. For now you and I can only be allies. I am truly sorry to disappoint you, but I refuse to put my heart and psyche in a position for you to destory them agian."
"..."
Usagi looked at the clock on her VCR. It read 12:30. "It is late, we both have classes in the morn. I will see you at the next scout meeting."
"Please, there must be somthing I can do to regain your trust."
"Nothing that I can think of. Please, leave me now, I am tired."
Usagi walked Mamoru to the door, where he turned around, "I swear to you Usagi, princess of my heart, I will win you back even if I have to die to prove to you that I love you more than life itself." With that said he walke out of her apartment.
Usagi leaned with her back to the door. "It may take just that Mamoru."
Thank you,
just a teen
Justina
Tevrah
joyce
Ellen
Lindsey
sliver wolf
starfall13
Serena Bliss
Cynthia
Sal Maxwell, Princess of Light
Lil-PrincessK
Lady Koneko
JadesRose
You guys rock!
Maybe next week I'll repsond indiviually... but I doubt it I'm a bit lazy for that!
Usagi starred at Mamoru and waited for him to begin.
After several minutes of thinking Mamoru choose a route to begin at. "I've missed you so much, Usako."
Usagi frowned. "If we are going to have a conversation, please don't call me 'Usako'. I no way am I and longer YOUR little bunny."
Noticing that Usagi had stressed the 'your' he coninued, "The girls told me you changed. I mean, I can see it your eyes, you looks, and your behavior. You are more mature and beatiful. Its amazing how far you've come on your own. What exactly did you change, I mean other than your apperance?"
"First, and most importantly, I've improved my etiquette and general demeanor."
Mamoru interupted her, "And your vocabulary."
Usagi choose to ignore the interuption. "And suchteachings dictate, that I hold council with my enemy's that pose no menace, so that I am not a belligerent ruler of my people, possibly sending them into unneccesary and trival battles."
"Does this mean we can talk?"
"Yes." She paused for a moment of thought. "Would you like to come to my appartment so that we could talk over tea?"
"That would be very nice."
Mamoru followed Usagi to her apartment, slightly affronted by her demeanor, which seemed to have grown cold over the missing years, and her use of the word 'enemy'.
Once here, Usagi unlocked the door and led Mamoru to her living room while she went into the kitchen to make the tea.
Mamoru waited for several minutes, noticing no decorations except a picture of her family. When Usagi returned he watched her as set the tray down and served the tea witha grace that was alien for him to see her with. Mamoru then waited as she situated herself before beginging. "So, what have you been up to the last two years?" It was a stupid question he knew, but he had no idea how else to find if she still loved him."
"Lets see, at first I was uterly depressed, because this feeble-minded man I know pushed me away fluiating his utter perfection in my imperfect face. This depression, of course, caused me to over work myself, and become weak. But this only lasted three months." Usagi paused to take a sip from her tea.
Mamoru took her pause as a sign to apologize. "Usa, I'm sorry. If I could take it back I would."
Usagi waved her hand cutting him off. "Don't worry only lasted three onths then I had this dream." When Mamoru herd to venom in her voice he abruptly looked up. "I believe its the dream that made you push me away. You know the one, where I die on our wedding day and this ominous voice tells you to stay away or I will perish."
"Then you understand."
"What, that you would rather choose a fictional abysis over your true love?"
"No, its-"
"What? That it was better for you to do more damage to me emotionally, than any form of death could do to me phsyically?"
"No!"
"Then what Mamoru, what was your reasoning for leaving me?"
"It was in dreams that you first came to me, and I just assumed that it was dreams that would take you away."
"Damn it, Mamoru. Who do you love, Usagi or Princess Serenity?"
"What?"
"Answer my question. Which one of us is it that you love?"
"You are one in the same, so I love the one."
"No, we are not the same. In the past I was weak and pitiful, constantly depending on protection from the outside world. Now, now I can stand on my own to face the world, you made sure of that, though it was in the most cruel of ways, so tell me who do you love?"
"As Endymion loved Serenity, I love you, Usagi."
"Then, you are wrong. A failed test paper brought us together."
"What?"
"The dreams brought Serenity and Endymion together. But my failed test paper brought you and I together. And it is the same that the dreams ripped Serenity from Endymion. Where as, your cruel nature and desire to be alone ripped me from you."
"Why do you speak as though there are four seperate people involved? You and Serenity are one, as Endymion and I are. For that matter you and I share one soul and are one."
"No, you gave up that right the day you left me alone, crying in the street. And I am not Serenity any longer, I've seen to much, felt to much hatred, and seen far to much of the world."
"Hatred for who?"
"For you Mamoru. For it was you who destroyed the inoccent part of my soul, and forced me to see beyond the walls my protectors kept me behind to keep me safe."
"I deserve that, but it is not I who stripped you of your innocence. Its still there I can see it in your eyes. Even though you've seen the world for the horrible place that it can be, you are still the innocent princess of the moon. And I am truly sorry for being the one to show you how horrid a place it can be."
"I'm not the innocent moon princess!"
"You are my Serenity. You may have grown up and matured, but you are still my Serentiy at heart, ever patient, ever loving, ever forgiving."
Tears began to make their way down Usagi's face. "If only I may be patient. I may be loving. But I am not forgiving, for I cannot forgive you."
"But what about destiny?"
"You destroyed it the day you made my worst fears come true, and I see no way to repair that damage that you've done. For now you and I can only be allies. I am truly sorry to disappoint you, but I refuse to put my heart and psyche in a position for you to destory them agian."
"..."
Usagi looked at the clock on her VCR. It read 12:30. "It is late, we both have classes in the morn. I will see you at the next scout meeting."
"Please, there must be somthing I can do to regain your trust."
"Nothing that I can think of. Please, leave me now, I am tired."
Usagi walked Mamoru to the door, where he turned around, "I swear to you Usagi, princess of my heart, I will win you back even if I have to die to prove to you that I love you more than life itself." With that said he walke out of her apartment.
Usagi leaned with her back to the door. "It may take just that Mamoru."