*give it time, help me through*
"Gordo?" I asked, a little irritated "What?"
Ok. I was getting a little tired of his stalling.
Doesn't he know how much it hurts just being in his house, knowing he doesn't feel the same about me. I've prepared myself for heartbreak, but I never knew it would feel like this... like I would feel like this.
Come on Gordo- just get it over with. I need most of the day to get over you. Hell- I need most of the YEAR to get over you.
*heart, we can do this together*
"Miranda" he began again "I really don't know how to say this..."
"Just say it." I said "Look- I don't even know why I came here. I THOUGHT I prepared myself for heartbreak- but I guess I was wrong. So can you just get it over with?"
"Heartbreak?" He asked "You think I was going to tell you that I didn't feel the same, didn't you?"
Was he really doing this to me?
*you're my strength, you're my soul*
"What am I suppose to think?" I asked incredulously "That IS what you told me yesterday! You totally disregarded my feelings! And considering you're also MY FRIEND, you didn't even check to see if I was ok!"
"Miranda please, wait-"
"No- I've waited long enough... my heart has waited long enough." I said as I headed for his front door.
I sighed, "And it wasn't even worth the wait."
*i need you now more that ever*
Dammit! This is what I get for giving him a second chance! Why do I always set myself up for these kind of things!
I always prepare myself for heartbreak, then- I realize at the last minute that I'm not that strong. I never have been.
Yah, you would think that the independent, different, "not-caring-what-you-think Miranda", could get through something like this.
But I'm not that independent... sometimes I do need someone to be there for me. And I'm not that different... sometimes I DO like to fit in. And I DO care what people think of me.
Especially Gordo.
::from laney
hmm.. good? bad? tell me!
"Gordo?" I asked, a little irritated "What?"
Ok. I was getting a little tired of his stalling.
Doesn't he know how much it hurts just being in his house, knowing he doesn't feel the same about me. I've prepared myself for heartbreak, but I never knew it would feel like this... like I would feel like this.
Come on Gordo- just get it over with. I need most of the day to get over you. Hell- I need most of the YEAR to get over you.
*heart, we can do this together*
"Miranda" he began again "I really don't know how to say this..."
"Just say it." I said "Look- I don't even know why I came here. I THOUGHT I prepared myself for heartbreak- but I guess I was wrong. So can you just get it over with?"
"Heartbreak?" He asked "You think I was going to tell you that I didn't feel the same, didn't you?"
Was he really doing this to me?
*you're my strength, you're my soul*
"What am I suppose to think?" I asked incredulously "That IS what you told me yesterday! You totally disregarded my feelings! And considering you're also MY FRIEND, you didn't even check to see if I was ok!"
"Miranda please, wait-"
"No- I've waited long enough... my heart has waited long enough." I said as I headed for his front door.
I sighed, "And it wasn't even worth the wait."
*i need you now more that ever*
Dammit! This is what I get for giving him a second chance! Why do I always set myself up for these kind of things!
I always prepare myself for heartbreak, then- I realize at the last minute that I'm not that strong. I never have been.
Yah, you would think that the independent, different, "not-caring-what-you-think Miranda", could get through something like this.
But I'm not that independent... sometimes I do need someone to be there for me. And I'm not that different... sometimes I DO like to fit in. And I DO care what people think of me.
Especially Gordo.
::from laney
hmm.. good? bad? tell me!