TO FIND TRUE LOVE

One summer day I came upon my loving sister

My protector

My friend

My keeper of secrets

And I asked

What does love really meant?

She was quiet for a long time

As she just sat there

And stared

Her lovely eyes

So intense

Love..

She started to say

Love is the root of all happiness

It is a colorful as the waterfall rainbows

But still as deep the sea

It is as warm as the sun

But is also the painful stab of a sword

It burns like the wild forest fires

And your mind cries out for freedom

"It's the hardest thing [you'll] ever have to do

There is no turning back"

But all the same..

Through all the pain

You are happy

Deep inside

Love.

Is like the night sky

It's dark and vast,

Never ending.

But hopes shines through

As stars do to guide

But how do I know whom I will love?

I asked curiously

She bent down and held me close

Her sweeping hair surrounding me

And I breathed in

That smell of crystal springs

You will know

She promised

He will be the only one

He will stand out in a crowd

Thousands, by millions could surround him

And you would still see

Something tells you Deep inside

Just a glance at his gentle face

Makes yours whole day bright Like the coming dawn

Just a talk with him

Keeps you smiling for a lifetime

He will make you hurt

And your heart cry

The wound cut so deep

On the very soul itself

That death seems better

Because if you really love him

His happiness is the world to you

Even if you're not in it

No one is destined to be alone

"No matter how far

Or whatever winding road you choose

Wherever you are"

That's where he is

Deep inside

I never forgot those words

Even now, as I sit here in the moonlight

Miles away from her

But the thought of you

Brings comfort my loneliness

Your eyes "Aoi Hitomi"

As blue as the pale moon

But I don't see me with you I see her.

That mysterious girl who stole your heart

And made you forget about me

What her soft jade eyes

And sweet voice like a nightingale

Your favorite bird

"I remember when you fell in love

I could not believe

That it was not with me"

That day you saved her

You loved her forever

I know.

I can see it in your eyes

When I'm with you You think about her presence

When I touch your hand

You think it is "her" touch

When you kiss me

You see only her

When I've healed your wounds

You think you've been saved by your angel

Your angel.

Not me.

"I sent a secret prayer up above

And put my heart away

So that you could be free"

Free from this pain that

I must endure feel

"Do you know I exist,

Just to promise you this.

Endlessly to be true to you

And if you answer my prayer

I cross my heart and I swear

Endlessly to be true to you."

I'm always here

No matter what

"[But] you don't see me

And you don't need me

And you don't love me

The way I know wish you would

The way I know you could"

You gave your heart to some one else

But she's gone

Left our world to go back to hers

You're forever blind..

You refuse to see the truth

And pray for her return each day

"Right now you're broken in two

But did you know my heart's been broken since the day I met you"

Seeing you sad hurts me more

So many tears.

Memories.

Deaths.

Please don't leave me

Don't leave.

Just because she is gone

Does not mean, you must go too.

"What would I do If some strange moment

I opened my eyes to find you gone

I can't imagine how I would survive it

Can't imagine how I'd go on."

She may be gone

But I'm still here

To help you bring you through the darkness

Back to the sunlight

"You came and answered my every prayer"

You will always be

"My very best friend

My summer day

My only someone to depend on

When I've lost my way"

So this is what it feels like

To give up everything

To gain one thing Your heart.

This is what it's like

The worst pain

The hot tears

A broken heart

"It's the hardest thing [you'll] ever have to do

There is no turning back"

This is what it's like

To find true love.