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title: I miss you
A Warning Sign
A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realised
That I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Come on in, I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so
A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realised
That you were an island and I passed you by
When you were an island to discover
Come on in, I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
And the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
I miss you so
And I'm tired
I should not have let you go
AN: A song of Coldplay that just fell in my mind when I was writing this.
I slowly watched as silent raindrops washed his thin and pale body. I watched as the water slowly smudged the blood and silently washed it away. He was still beautiful in my eyes. His raven black hair, his muscular body but most of all his deep deep green eyes that now were shut and would stay as such forever. I felt my own eyes slowly getting filled with unwanted tears but for the moment I didn't care about anything anymore. I silently fell into a state of trance, just admiring his beauty. I picked locks of hair away from his face and revealed his famous scar. It was only a scar but it meant so much to the wizard world. It meant so much to me. Everything about him meant to me. In a sudden feeling of longing I gripped his pale frame and hold him tight. Not wanting to let go. My head is shouting me "it's too late" but my heart still had faith. In a moment of sorrow I trusted my heart, just to ease the pain. Silent tears rolled down across my face and suddenly my heart was an open wound. "I can't take this" I thought"I need him" I whispered into the darkness. A planted a soft kiss on his ice cold lips and I whispered a promise. "I will join you my love, I hope I didn't let you down. I didn't mean to kill you. But you were in my way." I whispered in his ear as more tears of grief filled my eyes. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you how much you mean to me, I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I love you. I miss you so." I whispered before I finally let myself cry out in grief. I cried in denial, I cried in grief but most of all I cried in regret. "I know.. I know I did the right thing" I finally admitted. "I killed the one you always wanted dead. I ended the peoples fear, but the price was so high, the price was.. you.." I whispered with my voice thick and my heart broken. I placed him in my lap and brushed his black hair while kissing it every now and then, making my farewells. Our hair is so similar I thought with a shyly smile on my lips. "People wouldn't have let us be. But you wanted me. You showed me love" I whispered grateful. It was now pouring with rain but It didn't matter to me. I already missed him. I felt so empty without him. I took of my robes and put them over his cold body, still holding him in a tight embrace. For the moment he was mine. For all eternity he would own my heart. "I will join him." I say determined. "We can travel the after worlds together" I whispered, with hope filling my heart, mending the wounds. I closed my eyes and gently pressed my lips against his for the last time. It gave me the strength I needed, so I took my wand from my robes and pointed it at myself and whispered "Ava kedavra" with tears of joy in my eyes and the last thing I saw was a green light and the last thought I had was that the colour was similar to the colour of my loved ones eyes.
A Warning Sign
A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realised
That I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Come on in, I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so
A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realised
That you were an island and I passed you by
When you were an island to discover
Come on in, I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
And the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
I miss you so
And I'm tired
I should not have let you go
AN: A song of Coldplay that just fell in my mind when I was writing this.
I slowly watched as silent raindrops washed his thin and pale body. I watched as the water slowly smudged the blood and silently washed it away. He was still beautiful in my eyes. His raven black hair, his muscular body but most of all his deep deep green eyes that now were shut and would stay as such forever. I felt my own eyes slowly getting filled with unwanted tears but for the moment I didn't care about anything anymore. I silently fell into a state of trance, just admiring his beauty. I picked locks of hair away from his face and revealed his famous scar. It was only a scar but it meant so much to the wizard world. It meant so much to me. Everything about him meant to me. In a sudden feeling of longing I gripped his pale frame and hold him tight. Not wanting to let go. My head is shouting me "it's too late" but my heart still had faith. In a moment of sorrow I trusted my heart, just to ease the pain. Silent tears rolled down across my face and suddenly my heart was an open wound. "I can't take this" I thought"I need him" I whispered into the darkness. A planted a soft kiss on his ice cold lips and I whispered a promise. "I will join you my love, I hope I didn't let you down. I didn't mean to kill you. But you were in my way." I whispered in his ear as more tears of grief filled my eyes. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you how much you mean to me, I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I love you. I miss you so." I whispered before I finally let myself cry out in grief. I cried in denial, I cried in grief but most of all I cried in regret. "I know.. I know I did the right thing" I finally admitted. "I killed the one you always wanted dead. I ended the peoples fear, but the price was so high, the price was.. you.." I whispered with my voice thick and my heart broken. I placed him in my lap and brushed his black hair while kissing it every now and then, making my farewells. Our hair is so similar I thought with a shyly smile on my lips. "People wouldn't have let us be. But you wanted me. You showed me love" I whispered grateful. It was now pouring with rain but It didn't matter to me. I already missed him. I felt so empty without him. I took of my robes and put them over his cold body, still holding him in a tight embrace. For the moment he was mine. For all eternity he would own my heart. "I will join him." I say determined. "We can travel the after worlds together" I whispered, with hope filling my heart, mending the wounds. I closed my eyes and gently pressed my lips against his for the last time. It gave me the strength I needed, so I took my wand from my robes and pointed it at myself and whispered "Ava kedavra" with tears of joy in my eyes and the last thing I saw was a green light and the last thought I had was that the colour was similar to the colour of my loved ones eyes.