Mulder looks back on the events after he finds out his sister was kidnapped
then killed and his recent mother's suicide.
"How could this happen? Ever since the accident I always thought it was abduction. But now this happens and tells so much, Mom, why? Why couldn't you have told me? Have you always known this or just put the pieces together when Amber Lynn disappeared? The visions, couldn't you have told me that you saw her? Why did you kill yourself? Yes, I know you had that disease, but did you really need to do it? Samantha and I used to play out at that beach house each summer. You'd watch us, dad would water ski, and everything was peaceful. Then when you took us to the Santa Clause Park, what would have happened if you wouldn't have? How would our lives have turn out? The pictures also confused me. We found charred photos in the trashcan. Those were all you had left of her. They're all gone now. My beliefs have all changed too. What do I have to work towards? The conspiracy plot is over, no more sister to look for, what now? Sure, there are unanswered questions. Sure, there will be more x files. But that urge that was always there look search more.its well, gone now. If only I would have called you once I got back to D.C. If only I could have done something sooner. How would everything turn out? What if?"
"How could this happen? Ever since the accident I always thought it was abduction. But now this happens and tells so much, Mom, why? Why couldn't you have told me? Have you always known this or just put the pieces together when Amber Lynn disappeared? The visions, couldn't you have told me that you saw her? Why did you kill yourself? Yes, I know you had that disease, but did you really need to do it? Samantha and I used to play out at that beach house each summer. You'd watch us, dad would water ski, and everything was peaceful. Then when you took us to the Santa Clause Park, what would have happened if you wouldn't have? How would our lives have turn out? The pictures also confused me. We found charred photos in the trashcan. Those were all you had left of her. They're all gone now. My beliefs have all changed too. What do I have to work towards? The conspiracy plot is over, no more sister to look for, what now? Sure, there are unanswered questions. Sure, there will be more x files. But that urge that was always there look search more.its well, gone now. If only I would have called you once I got back to D.C. If only I could have done something sooner. How would everything turn out? What if?"