Author's
Note:
Well, I banked two months in between chapters and shot for five. My bad.
Also my apologies. Admittedly, other projects have been directing my attention
away from this fic. For anyone who checks Hannah's non-Lectery fiction board,
you know what I'm talking about (and consequentially from where I pulled the
supplementary characters added in the previous chapter). It wasn't intentional;
it just happened. I've had a blast here - made friends I hope to keep in
contact with and will avidly continue to read and reply to assorted stories.
However, granted how long it has taken me to finish this, it will likely be my
last contribution to the fandom. And I promise to finish it - I don't care how
long it takes.
Such was not an easy decision to come to. I wrestled with it for a few months
while struggling to find my voice in this story once more.
This chapter is dedicated to Helene, to whom I wish a speedy recovery.
Previously in Stella-Attraversato:
Clarice Starling, snowed-in with Hannibal Lecter after conducting a prison
transfer to Florence, Colorado, makes a desperate, arbitrary phone-call for
assistance. Contact established, she must decide what to do with Dr. Lecter
when/if the aforementioned help arrives.
Chapter Ten
To say her nerves were calmed by the reassurance of impending help was a lie,
but the thought did provide some strain of warmth. The knowledge that, as she
had discovered in her journeys throughout Florence, people could surprise you
with sudden bursts of generosity. Of compassionate human understanding.
It was only a matter of time. Of placing as much space between herself and the
doctor as humanly possible. Of rearranging her thoughts while trying to decide
what the best course of action would be concerning her temporary host, when and
if help did arrive.
There was more to it than that. It was a matter of time, calculation, and hope.
She couldn't leave him and she couldn't well take him alone. That was just
asking for trouble. With her belongings discarded in an island of snow, she
rather doubted he would be good enough to provide her with the necessary
restraints. No. It was one or the other. No medium to consider. Nothing as a
basic alternative.
Where did that leave her?
"I trust your phone call was productive," Dr. Lecter greeted as she joined him
in the kitchen. Starling arched a brow at his discernment, determined that
anyone could have translated the relief flooding her features. "Daresay, I
don't believe I have ever seen you quite this…at ease."
"Forgive me when I say relaxing those around you is not among your higher
qualities," she replied, sitting at the chair opposite of him.
At that, his eyes flickered with interest. "But you, my dear, appear to be most
content. I must be doing something right."
There was something she didn't want to concede. A long breath rolled off
Starling's chest as she pulled a chair out of the kitchen table arrangement,
floating to a seat. "Well," she drawled once a coherent response was pieced
together. "I'll admit, the accommodations could be worse than what was
provided. That and you haven't yet done something to make me wish my gun was in
reach."
A sliver of irritation flashed behind his eyes: enough to make her catch
herself but not enough to provoke fear. His word was sufficient for that. For
the knowledge of her continued safety. The acceptance that he would allow her
to leave when the opportunity arose. If
her salvation could brave the icy roads without managing to drive into a ditch
and require their own rescue. Without managing to blow her call off for lack of
caring for someone so blissfully unconnected to them.
A way to get out of this bizarre situation before the chance was granted to let
things become even stranger.
Dr. Lecter would allow that because he was a gentleman. First and foremost. She
had once spent an inactive stakeout debating whether he was more offended at
the slanderous cannibal insults hurled from every which direction or the
insinuation that he was not well versed in the manner of proper etiquette. Both
answers led her down further paths of questioning, but she had not allowed
herself to explore. If she opened her mind to that side of logic, it risked
corruption of minor proportion. Minor, but any sort of suggested lenience to
what Crawford jokingly called The Dark Side
frightened her beyond belief.
Whether or not he ever admitted it aloud—or to himself, for that
matter—Starling had the vague conception that one of her employer's concerns
enveloped the possibility of such seduction. It had happened once before on a
degree of minimalism with the one before her. Special Agent Graham: a man both
praised and frowned upon in matters of the Bureau. To say he was seduced by
what was before him struck her as grossly unfair. It was the consensus of many
when they met for coffee but she doubted anyone actually believed it. She
doubted even the prestigious and still-missing Dr. Chilton could have undergone
such scrutiny—not to mention unscheduled facial surgery—without having the
mother of all breakdowns.
And now here she was. Their situations were not similar; she doubted Graham
could successfully hold his wits about him were he trapped with Dr. Lecter. Odd
how two distantly related people could have such a variety of experience where
the same man was concerned. The same mad murderer of god-knows-how-many who was
currently chopping at peppers for the omelet he was preparing with what looked
to be a not-so-dull kitchen knife.
Little details like that were slipping at an alarming rate. Details that she
should not forgo, despite whatever situation she found herself in. A very
capable killer was only feet away, wielding an object that was—true—neither aimed
for her or likely to be, but such failed to dismiss the weight of
responsibility irrefutably placed on her shoulders.
When he spoke again, she was not sure. He might have been speaking throughout
the duration of her reverie—drawn and ignored because his voice was constantly
housed in her head, whether or not he was in the same room. Starling avoided
jumping at her latest inward revelation; instead focused intently on the words
pouring from the madman's mouth.
"I've often wondered since our last parting if you ever found a cap for your
extreme odds of mistrust," he was saying. "Have I not made it perfectly clear
that no harm will come to you while you're under this roof? Really, Clarice.
You do know how I abhor repeating myself."
The crafty construction of a reply. The willful fall into the face of old
habits. It was familiar in a way she detested. Shivers of remembrance traced
her spine in cold consternation.
And yet that one voice persisted that with the variety of ways to push his
buttons, the thing that would anger him the most was undoubtedly anything that
suggested slinking back from her sense of self. The promise that the world was
interesting with her in it reserved more than ample reassurance. That, and
there was that annoying tendency to believe what the doctor said. What he
promised. Despite numerous indiscretions, she had never caught him in the
middle of a lie that was not planned or provoked. That was there for the sheer
malice of personal benefit in manner of a free meal rather than the more
pushing issues of imminent freedom.
"I thought you liked me on my toes, Doctor."
There were a number of ways that could be answered; luckily, he did not pursue
any of them.
Things grew awkwardly quiet.
"How long do you suspect it will take for your saviors to pinpoint your
location?" was the next question. "I'll confess, while your persistence is most
endearing, the extremes you are willing to take are rather telling. Don't you
think it a tad unlikely that a band of traveling stranglers will be able to
pinpoint your exact location in the midst of this mess?"
The voicing of all her fears. Starling knew it was a gamble. She knew it was
impossible. She knew that she had—in all likelihood—just asked the first
willingly naïve civilian to waste precious time trying to isolate her precise
position. To arbitrarily search the already-dangerous roads for the first sign
of a turned over truck and hope that she wasn't the only vacationer that got
detoured once the snow started falling.
Furthermore, the matter required a certain measure of trust on the shoulders of
people she didn't know. Therein lied the problem. Trusting such important
issues to people was a risky gamble. People were—by definition—a loud,
corruptible bunch that said one thing while secretly plotting another. Her
voyages thus far had led her into the belly of the beast, had introduced her to
wannabe madman Clark McCallister, had provided her with a vehicle that
consequentially lay under a mountain of snow at the foot of the hill, and
delivered directly into the hands of authentic madman Hannibal Lecter.
From all the philosophy she had taken, Starling was most certainly not
laughing. And even if he did not betray it in his cool-as-a-cucumber tenor, she
had the unnerving feeling that a certain doctor was.
*~*~*
"Are you outta your bleedin' mind?!"
Anne Summerville rolled her eyes, tossing the phone to the sofa. It was in her
character to ignore anything and everything that came out of William's
mouth—especially given the nature of his random complaints and
not-so-insightful observations. The sound of his soap opera perturbed the
otherwise idyllic mountain air.
"It shouldn't take long, all right?" she replied without looking at him. The
room was filled with her companions, entangled in their own work or too
compliant to care about a small change in plans. "She needs help. Honestly, you
act like—"
"I jus' don't see why 's any of our concern," he retorted, huffing indignantly.
"Some random bird gets 'erself into a mess, an' you leap off your sodding white
horse to come an' save the day. Don' even bother
to ask the rest of your friends who—"
Alyson Green looked up from her book. The kitchen area was small and expanded
into the living room; the five travelers were experiencing a quiet but very obvious
epidemic of cabin fever. "Will," she berated, fighting off a yawn. "Honestly,
it's not like it's a huge inconvenience. Besides, you'd do the same…" She
trailed off thoughtfully. "Oh wait. No, you wouldn't."
"Precisely! You can leave me outta your bloody do-gooder work."
"Ordinarily, I would agree," Anne replied, eyes narrowing. "But we were going
to leave in three days anyway. It'd be pointless to have to swing all the way
back here and pick you up."
A darker voice—however emasculated in shadows—offered an obvious solution. "We
could always leave him."
"Yeh. You'd like that."
"All too much."
"There really is no sense in arguing." Alyson rose to her feet with a stealthy
sigh, forgoing any hope of completing the chapter she had been working on for
the past twenty minutes with no luck. "We're here. She's here…or not here…that
being the problem and everything. Right. She's there, somewhere, and we're
going to help. Case closed." A visible shudder shook her frame—head to toe.
"Besides, out there, in this
weather…I'd hate to turn on the news some night and hear about The Donner
Party: The Sequel." Another quiver touched her every nerve, and she earned a
sympathetic glance from Anne's direction. The sort that screamed moral support
from every angle. "The thought just gives me the willies."
William snickered, unaffected by her discomfort. "Jus' got no stomach to you,
's all."
"Enough." That voice came from the shadows in the custom sense of stern and
foreboding. The apex of an old brooder who had way too much time to spare with
miniscule concerns rather than focus on the picture at large. While the man
behind the statement was not one to vocally share an opinion unless otherwise
inquired, it managed to portray as a minor annoyance that he could be so presumptuous.
"She's in trouble. We've told her that we're coming. That's that."
That statement earned an expected eye-roll. "So bloody typical of you, Liam.
'Ohh, that bird's in a spot of trouble. Well looky there…seems to be downright
impossible to get to her.'" A sardonic gleam. "Right on. Talked me into it.
Let's go."
"Guys." A new judgment from one of monotonous character. Alyson's husband,
Daniel, took a weary seat beside her. As newlyweds, it was some god-given law
of nature that sitting next to each other rapidly transcended into a magnetic
charge that brought them side-by-side. His arm stretched around her so he could
play with the wisps of hair tickling the base of her throat. "It sounds like a
done deal. The point of arguing about said done deal would be…?" When he
received no reply, a shrug waved through his shoulders. "Doesn't really matter
anyway. It was, after all, my van that was volunteered. Seems to me everyone's
pretty dependent on me to get home." The last part of his resolution was said very
directly to William, who scoffed indignantly at the idea of being left behind.
"You wouldn't," he growled.
"Oh, he's a wild man," Alyson offered with a grin.
"Hides it well."
Daniel shrugged once more. So much was true. The color of a thousand emotions
was buried under the same tenor. It could not be helped, and was often a source
of the highest entertainment when put into question. "I've been told that."
"This is just a suggestion." That was the last of the travelers. Alexander
LeVille, fondly known as Alex. The not-so bickering from the back had at last
drawn his attention from the television—a mistake as William seized command
almost immediately, snapping the channel from whatever sports event was being
viewed to tune into Passions.
The fight, on his part, was hence considered abandoned. Such was the custom
when something better came on the telly. "But from what I heard, that lady…what
was her name?"
"Clarice Starling," Anne provided. "You remember her. She interviewed that
Lecter guy a few years back. The one that escaped?"
"Hannibal the Cannibal? The cannibal?
The cannibal as in, 'I get my rocks off by eating people'?"
"That's generally what cannibal means," Daniel observed. "Unless they changed
the definition on me overnight. Hate it when that happens."
Another shudder from Alyson and she buried herself in the comfort of her
husband's embrace. "Geez. Now I am
getting yuck pictures. Why did I have to mention the Donners?"
Alex nodded, then frowned in mutual disgust. "Second that. Now I'm getting
images. It's a yuck-image fest! Big old bucket of yuck. Fantastic. Why did
you have to mention that?" When he caught the stern supervision he was
receiving from his immediate audience, he shook his head, fought to remember
what he was saying, then continued. "Anyway, beside the point. In this weather,
I'm guessing anything goes. We should probably…you know…head out early. Just in
case and everything. Seriously
wouldn't want Miss-I-Associate-With-Cannibals to be stuck out here. Who knows—"
"Oh, I dunno," William offered, tearing his eyes from his program long enough
to voice yet another inane opinion. "That'd be worth the laugh. 'F I remember
right, those bloody tabloids tore her apart—right from head to toe. It'd be
funny as hell to—"
"We are not leaving
a person out here to die or…or something really bad just because you think it'd
be funny to read about in the Enquirer
or the Tattler.
Okay?" Anne's voice was nearly a growl now. He had the ability to do that to
her. "Alex is right. There's no use fiddling around here for three days. Let's
pack it up tonight if we can."
Compliance from everyone save the lone voice of opposition served as the tying
knot. The sealed deal. They would leave as soon as possible. Lord knew it would
be hell to get stuck in a situation like this with the wrong person.
