Nobody mentions Doyle any more. After they watched it together that time, Angel put away his videotape and seemed to forget it was there. Cordelia has never seen him watch it since.
She knows where he keeps it, though, and sometimes she gets it out and puts it on for old times' sake. Never when Wesley's there - she doesn't want to make him feel like a replacement. Never when Angel's there, either, since he seems to prefer it that way.
But sometimes, Cordelia thinks she might be forgetting what he looked like, how he talked. And that's when she watches the video, to remind herself. And she remembers a sweet slob of a half-demon who loved her so much he died for her.
And she cries.
She knows where he keeps it, though, and sometimes she gets it out and puts it on for old times' sake. Never when Wesley's there - she doesn't want to make him feel like a replacement. Never when Angel's there, either, since he seems to prefer it that way.
But sometimes, Cordelia thinks she might be forgetting what he looked like, how he talked. And that's when she watches the video, to remind herself. And she remembers a sweet slob of a half-demon who loved her so much he died for her.
And she cries.
