Crying Azure Eyes
[I don't own any of the characters and such. This is just random angst musings and stuff.]
It's all the same. Day in day out, I go to school and watch the other less fortunate of my peers enjoying themselves. Why is it that I cannot enjoy life as much as them? I own a company; I have my loving little brother. I feel so alone. I spend time and time again, working endlessly. I am a genius when it comes to academics. I stride over the limits of simple business inventions. But I fail to become happy in life.
If only mom and dad did not die. Everything would be a bit better. I would have someone to talk to. Someone else to share my pride and achievements. I have Mokuba, but he is too young to understand. I do not dare tell him that I am unhappy. He would just fall within the depths of sorrow as well. I am his brother, not his father. He has not angered me. He has only made me proud. He is so innocent, I've lost my innocence.
I am starting to become like the elder Kaiba that took us in. That bastard...that worthless bastard only made things worse. He made me what I am and I am sorrowful. I have too much guilt for me to even take in. I am glad that I killed him. I am glad that the bastard died a horrible death. He deserved it. He did not deserve us. So cruel, this life is.
My sanity is being degraded with every moment that passes. I do not have a grip on life. I try to look on the bright side, but things just get bleaker. Mokuba does not seem to notice...I thank the heavens for that. It would be too much of a burden for me if he was unhappy as me. The loneliness is killing me. I do not dare use suicide. My brother will be left alone to this cruel world...he is too young to lose another family member. He will end up like me...isolated...lonely and cold.
I have many enemies, rivals, no friends. I do not dare cry. I do not shed a tear. I want to stay strong, but my mind begs to differ. I am to remain alone, cold and most of all...Seto Kaiba.
[So...how did you like it? Please review and I'll probably have some more of these lovely angst moments for other characters in the near future.]
[I don't own any of the characters and such. This is just random angst musings and stuff.]
It's all the same. Day in day out, I go to school and watch the other less fortunate of my peers enjoying themselves. Why is it that I cannot enjoy life as much as them? I own a company; I have my loving little brother. I feel so alone. I spend time and time again, working endlessly. I am a genius when it comes to academics. I stride over the limits of simple business inventions. But I fail to become happy in life.
If only mom and dad did not die. Everything would be a bit better. I would have someone to talk to. Someone else to share my pride and achievements. I have Mokuba, but he is too young to understand. I do not dare tell him that I am unhappy. He would just fall within the depths of sorrow as well. I am his brother, not his father. He has not angered me. He has only made me proud. He is so innocent, I've lost my innocence.
I am starting to become like the elder Kaiba that took us in. That bastard...that worthless bastard only made things worse. He made me what I am and I am sorrowful. I have too much guilt for me to even take in. I am glad that I killed him. I am glad that the bastard died a horrible death. He deserved it. He did not deserve us. So cruel, this life is.
My sanity is being degraded with every moment that passes. I do not have a grip on life. I try to look on the bright side, but things just get bleaker. Mokuba does not seem to notice...I thank the heavens for that. It would be too much of a burden for me if he was unhappy as me. The loneliness is killing me. I do not dare use suicide. My brother will be left alone to this cruel world...he is too young to lose another family member. He will end up like me...isolated...lonely and cold.
I have many enemies, rivals, no friends. I do not dare cry. I do not shed a tear. I want to stay strong, but my mind begs to differ. I am to remain alone, cold and most of all...Seto Kaiba.
[So...how did you like it? Please review and I'll probably have some more of these lovely angst moments for other characters in the near future.]