Confused

I saw a single tear
fall from your eye

was it real
or was it fake

when we shook hands
you didn't want to let go

I guess we were friends
at first

It didn't bother me
until you walked up to me
it's then I knew you more

you left me thinking
did you have an interest in me

you stole my friend from me
I hate you

what do you hate about him
because he can touch me more
or it it something else

I thought you died
until U heard you say my name

I wanted you to die
how can you live with what you have done

watching your fingers
rub that glass steam

I knew what you meant
are you that desperate

Roses I haven't gotten flowers before from anyone
I felt my cheeks get hot

You caught me in your fish trap
when you won that poker game
feeling you tongue against my skin
I shivered at that

When I saw you dead
I then thought differently about you
I almost pityed you
almost
until

I saw you alive
on the bow of the ship
you tried to kiss me

what do you want from me
Muraki you leave me confused