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Chapter 1: But he loves me
Ginny couldn't sleep that night.
She was in a very immense crisis, she didn't really know how she was going to handle this.
'I'm going to be a mother' she thought. 'I don't know if I should be happy or if I should be trying to get rid of my baby'
The daddy, doesn't seem to care…but the mummy seems to be beyond worried.
Ginny touched her stomach, and smiled.
Even if the father wont support her baby, she will try…she will be a good mother.
A tear rolled down her cheek.
She wiped it with the back of her hand, but winced when she felt her bruise.
He did it again. He must like it when she is hurt, he finds pleasure when he sees her squirm in pain. But he loves me. Draco loves me.
Ginny and Draco.
What an odd couple. The whole school knows about their relationship, the whole school thinks their the most discreet couple ever.
No one ever saw them flirting, showing their affections to each other, no one saw Draco hit her, no one saw her cry in her bed after being beaten up.
Ron, he was upset after finding out who his sister was dating.
He blew up in front of everyone when Hermione told him.
Hermione, she helped make Ron believe that Ginny can make her own choices. Ginny, was old enough to do anything she wants, Ginny who was old enough to experience love.
Hermione, hid the relationship. Hermione who thought that Ginny and Draco's relationship was fine. But she caught Ginny once, sobbing her heart out…bruises covered almost her entire body.
Ginny said she just 'fell off the stairs' but Hermione did not believe that. After the incident, she kept a close eye on Ginny.
Her questions were painfully answered when she followed Ginny to the prefect's bathroom. She heard Ginny's screams, she heard Ginny's apologies…she heard Draco's hands hitting Ginny's fragile skin
From that day on, she swore to hate Draco.
Hermione waited for Ginny in the common room, it was late that night and only the fire was supplying the light. She saw Ginny's face covered with dried tears, her body shaking with fear. Hermione asked her where she has been, but Ginny did not respond, instead, she ran to Hermione and sobbed, mumbling a few words.
Hermione told Ginny that she knew what Draco has been doing to her.
Hermione told her that she could sue him, he does not deserve to live free, he does not deserve Ginny's love.
But Ginny will never hate Draco…No, she loved him and Hermione can't do anything about it
Tonight Ginny had a dream.
A dream that she and Draco would be married. Living happily with their baby, laughing and enjoying their selves.
They would have a wonderful life…forever. Draco is not all bad, well he wasn't all bad.
She remembered all the times they shared, where beatings were not related.
He said he loved her, he said she made an impact on his life.
He said that without her he would not be able to live.
He said he's willing to risk anything for her.
That's why she fell head over heals for him. He was the only person who helped her go through the hard times in life, he made her feel special.
So what if he does abuse her. So what if he gives her bruises regularly?
You love him Ginny, and no matter what he does to you, your feelings will never change.
Ginny sat up on her bed and slowly walked to the bathroom.
Another day of boring classes. She and Draco decided to meet in their usual spot, it was a bit unusual, the library.
Ginny unbuttoned her night gown and stepped into a warm shower.
Water always relaxes her senses, it usually makes her feel cozy and carefree.
But the carefree feeling wont last long, no it never will.
She brushed her hair in front of the full length mirror.
Eyeing all the black and purple marks on her skin.
His marks were not from kisses, his marks were from his beatings.
Ginny does not understand where he gets all this anger, he is pleased to see her cry.
Ginny walked down towards the library, her fear increasing in each pace.
After going to the library, she will go to the great hall and eat breakfast, give nourishment to her unborn baby.
Ginny stopped her tracks when she reached the library entrance. She wished Draco was in a good mood today, she wished he would kiss her passionately today.
She wasn't late, she can't risk being late again. She walked slowly towards the last shelves, where everything seems too quiet, where no one would hear them both.
Finally, she reached the spot. He was there, sitting down with a book in his hands.
He looked up when he noticed her. His eyes had dark circles under them, he had lack of sleep, and she is worried.
"Draco, you look tired." she said softly, slowly moving towards his chair. Draco remained silent. She half smiled not knowing why. Maybe it's because she gets to see him again, see his beautiful face.
"Hi" he muttered still reading the book, not even looking up to Ginny.
"I'm sorry about yesterday, I was in a bad mood" he said faintly as if not meaning it.
He apologizes, you see? he loves me still. Ginny thought although she did notice his unenthusiastic mood.
"It's fine Draco." Ginny whispered while starting to massage his shoulders.
He groaned. He always loves it when she does that.
"about the baby…" Ginny started, but Draco suddenly shot up causing the chair to topple over.
Draco glared at her. "What about the baby?" he asked coldly, his voice suddenly full of anger.
Ginny's body quivered, she felt helpless once again.
"I said yesterday, if you wanted it you take care of it yourself. I don't have time for a stupid baby. I have better things to do" Draco said shoving his book in his book bag.
"Draco. Have you ever thought that I am only 16?! This is your child were talking about.
I still have two fucking years here in Hogwarts, I cannot survive alone Draco! It wasn't my fault, it was both of our faults." Ginny regretted she said this because the next thing she knows, she's been harshly shoved to a shelf.
She shrieked in pain. "You dare talk back to me? Virginia, shut your fucking mouth if you know what's good for you." Draco spat out.
Ginny nodded with fear.
Draco was always in control. He smirked at her and kicked her stomach once.
Ginny screamed to the top of her lungs, the pain was unbearable.
"My baby" she muttered, holding her stomach with her right hand and struggling to stand up with her left.
Draco glared at her and left.
Notes:
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Now u know who the daddy is, it took me a while
to decide who, but yeh.
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