They all saw me looking at that person who walked in.
"Baby girl, what's wrong?" Jeff asked.
"B.J is here," I whispered as tears swam in my eyes.
" Where?" Matt asked.
"Over there with that blond haired girl." I said.
"Who's B.J?" My dad asked.
"He's my ex-bf," I said.
Jeff, who was sitting beside me, wrapped his arm around me. I put my head on his shoulder.
"Did you wanna go?" Matt asked.
I nodded. We got up and threw away our food. We went to leave and I looked at B.J one more time. He was looking at me with a guiltily look on his face. We walked out the door and went home. When we got there, the guys asked if I wanted to watch a movie or play a game. I said no thank you and I was going to go for a walk in the woods behind our house. I walked about half way through the woods. When I got there, I sat underneath the tree. I put my head in my hands and cried. Right then I kept thinking how bad I could use a cigarette. I was shaking and crying. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I felt someone sit down next to me. I didn't look up at who it was. I was just too upset. That person comforted me. They held me close to them and stroked my hair. Once the tears had stopped, I pulled away and the person wiped away my tears. I looked at the person and it was Jeff.
"Its ok baby girl, I am here. Tell me whats the matter" Jeff said
"He...He..."I cried
"It's ok. Take your time." Jeff said.
"He was with another girl. I didn't think he really would date anybody else but me. When we were together, he said there would be no other. That we would be together forever" I cried
"Well, he's a jerk for dumping you, but you know what? You can find better." Jeff said as he rubbed my back.
"No I can't. I can't do any better than him" I cried.
"Yes you can Stacy. You really can." He comforted.
"Right now I could use a cigarette." I cried.
"Don't say that Stacy. You just got out of rehab. You don't need a cigarette. What you need is love and more love." Jeff sternly said.
"I guess you're right." I said wiping off my tears.
"And don't worry you are going to have all the love in the world." He said as he kissed my forehead.
"Yea. Can I ask you a question?" I asked
"You just asked it" He laughed
"Fine, can I ask 2?" I laughed
"Yea go ahead baby girl" He said
"Can we get some skittles?" I asked
He started laughing. He hugged me really tight and kissed my forehead again.
"Yea we sure can" He laughed.
Jeff helped me up and we walked back to the house. We hopped in Jeff's car and went to the store. I picked out sour skittles and Jeff picked up tropical skittles. We both got a big bag a regular skittles and we stood there and laughed. We paid for it and then went to my dad's house. We watched Titanic while eating our skittles. While Jeff was focused on the TV, I reached over and grabbed one of his skittles. When he turned and looked at me, I was back watching the TV.
"Hey give it back" He whined.
"Jeffrey, shhh...I am watching the movie" I said.
Jeff turned off the movie.
"Not any more."
He grabbed one of my skittles and then I would grab one of his. Finally, when all our own skittles were gone. I looked at him with an evil eye.
"You ate all my skittles."
"Well you ate mine first"
I jumped on his back and started tickling him. Jeff was laughing up a storm. He was stronger than me though and so he pinned me on the ground and started tickling me.
"Jeff stop"
"Say uncle"
"UNCLE UNCLE"
He stopped. Matt and Dad walked in.
"What's all the yelling about in here?" Dad asked
"She/He ate my skittles and then started tickling me" Jeff and I said.
I looked at him and he looked at me. We all started laughing.
"Jeff and I got to go, but tomorrow we'll take you to Jeff's house and then to my house and show you your new rooms." Matt said.
"YIPPEE" I squealed as I jumped up and hugged Matt. Matt bent down and kissed my forehead. I gave Jeff a hug and kiss and they left.
"Daddy?" I asked
"Yes, sweetheart?" He answered
"Can I make dinner tonight?"
"Sure baby. If that's what you want"
"That is what I want"
We both laughed. While he watched TV, I made chicken fried steak with country gravy, mashed potato's, and green beans. When we were done, I washed dishes and we went and watched TV. After a while, I went off to bed. The next morning, I woke up with a start. I took a shower, made breakfast for my father, did dishes, brushed teeth and hair, then came back down stairs. There was a knock at the door. I went and opened it. B.J was at the door.
"B.J, what are you doing here" I asked.
"I wanted to talk to you. Did you wanna go to lunch at Denny's with me and talk." He asked.
I paused for a minute and bit my lower lip.
"Dad!" I said
"Yea sweetie?" He answered.
"I'm going to go to lunch at Denny's with B.J Okay?" I asked
"Um...Stacy I..."He started.
"Dad, Please. I really need to talk to B.J" I said
"Okay, but be back in an hour. Jeff and Matt wanted to see you today" He said with unease.
"Thanks dad." I said as I walked out with B.J
After I walked out the door, Dad called Jeff and Matt and told them what was up. I got in B.J's car and we started down the street. We started heading for Denny's, but B.J turned on a different road.
"B.J, Denny's is the other way" I said
"I know. We are not going to Denny's Stacy" He said.
"Where are we going?" I asked
"You'll see Stacy. You'll see" He said
"B.J pull over. Take me home." I said.
"No" He simply stated.
I tried to open the door, but B.J pulled out a knife.
"Don't move" He ordered.
"B.J please. You're scaring me." I cried.
He didn't say a word. He finally pulled over in this wooded area. Meanwhile... Jeff and Matt checked out Denny's. I wasn't there so they headed back to my dad's. They all got in there cars and looked around to find us. B.J stopped the car and as soon as he did, I got out and started running and screaming for help. B.J caught up with me and tackled me to the ground. He held the knife to my throat.
"You're in trouble now bitch! At the restraint last night I could tell by the look in your eyes that you still want me. So I am going to have sex with you cause I know you want it." He said.
"No B.J I don't. So please leave me a lone" I cried.
"Shut up" He said
He punched me. I screamed and he punched me again. He kept punching me til I was barely unconscious. Then he raped me right then and there.
"Baby girl, what's wrong?" Jeff asked.
"B.J is here," I whispered as tears swam in my eyes.
" Where?" Matt asked.
"Over there with that blond haired girl." I said.
"Who's B.J?" My dad asked.
"He's my ex-bf," I said.
Jeff, who was sitting beside me, wrapped his arm around me. I put my head on his shoulder.
"Did you wanna go?" Matt asked.
I nodded. We got up and threw away our food. We went to leave and I looked at B.J one more time. He was looking at me with a guiltily look on his face. We walked out the door and went home. When we got there, the guys asked if I wanted to watch a movie or play a game. I said no thank you and I was going to go for a walk in the woods behind our house. I walked about half way through the woods. When I got there, I sat underneath the tree. I put my head in my hands and cried. Right then I kept thinking how bad I could use a cigarette. I was shaking and crying. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I felt someone sit down next to me. I didn't look up at who it was. I was just too upset. That person comforted me. They held me close to them and stroked my hair. Once the tears had stopped, I pulled away and the person wiped away my tears. I looked at the person and it was Jeff.
"Its ok baby girl, I am here. Tell me whats the matter" Jeff said
"He...He..."I cried
"It's ok. Take your time." Jeff said.
"He was with another girl. I didn't think he really would date anybody else but me. When we were together, he said there would be no other. That we would be together forever" I cried
"Well, he's a jerk for dumping you, but you know what? You can find better." Jeff said as he rubbed my back.
"No I can't. I can't do any better than him" I cried.
"Yes you can Stacy. You really can." He comforted.
"Right now I could use a cigarette." I cried.
"Don't say that Stacy. You just got out of rehab. You don't need a cigarette. What you need is love and more love." Jeff sternly said.
"I guess you're right." I said wiping off my tears.
"And don't worry you are going to have all the love in the world." He said as he kissed my forehead.
"Yea. Can I ask you a question?" I asked
"You just asked it" He laughed
"Fine, can I ask 2?" I laughed
"Yea go ahead baby girl" He said
"Can we get some skittles?" I asked
He started laughing. He hugged me really tight and kissed my forehead again.
"Yea we sure can" He laughed.
Jeff helped me up and we walked back to the house. We hopped in Jeff's car and went to the store. I picked out sour skittles and Jeff picked up tropical skittles. We both got a big bag a regular skittles and we stood there and laughed. We paid for it and then went to my dad's house. We watched Titanic while eating our skittles. While Jeff was focused on the TV, I reached over and grabbed one of his skittles. When he turned and looked at me, I was back watching the TV.
"Hey give it back" He whined.
"Jeffrey, shhh...I am watching the movie" I said.
Jeff turned off the movie.
"Not any more."
He grabbed one of my skittles and then I would grab one of his. Finally, when all our own skittles were gone. I looked at him with an evil eye.
"You ate all my skittles."
"Well you ate mine first"
I jumped on his back and started tickling him. Jeff was laughing up a storm. He was stronger than me though and so he pinned me on the ground and started tickling me.
"Jeff stop"
"Say uncle"
"UNCLE UNCLE"
He stopped. Matt and Dad walked in.
"What's all the yelling about in here?" Dad asked
"She/He ate my skittles and then started tickling me" Jeff and I said.
I looked at him and he looked at me. We all started laughing.
"Jeff and I got to go, but tomorrow we'll take you to Jeff's house and then to my house and show you your new rooms." Matt said.
"YIPPEE" I squealed as I jumped up and hugged Matt. Matt bent down and kissed my forehead. I gave Jeff a hug and kiss and they left.
"Daddy?" I asked
"Yes, sweetheart?" He answered
"Can I make dinner tonight?"
"Sure baby. If that's what you want"
"That is what I want"
We both laughed. While he watched TV, I made chicken fried steak with country gravy, mashed potato's, and green beans. When we were done, I washed dishes and we went and watched TV. After a while, I went off to bed. The next morning, I woke up with a start. I took a shower, made breakfast for my father, did dishes, brushed teeth and hair, then came back down stairs. There was a knock at the door. I went and opened it. B.J was at the door.
"B.J, what are you doing here" I asked.
"I wanted to talk to you. Did you wanna go to lunch at Denny's with me and talk." He asked.
I paused for a minute and bit my lower lip.
"Dad!" I said
"Yea sweetie?" He answered.
"I'm going to go to lunch at Denny's with B.J Okay?" I asked
"Um...Stacy I..."He started.
"Dad, Please. I really need to talk to B.J" I said
"Okay, but be back in an hour. Jeff and Matt wanted to see you today" He said with unease.
"Thanks dad." I said as I walked out with B.J
After I walked out the door, Dad called Jeff and Matt and told them what was up. I got in B.J's car and we started down the street. We started heading for Denny's, but B.J turned on a different road.
"B.J, Denny's is the other way" I said
"I know. We are not going to Denny's Stacy" He said.
"Where are we going?" I asked
"You'll see Stacy. You'll see" He said
"B.J pull over. Take me home." I said.
"No" He simply stated.
I tried to open the door, but B.J pulled out a knife.
"Don't move" He ordered.
"B.J please. You're scaring me." I cried.
He didn't say a word. He finally pulled over in this wooded area. Meanwhile... Jeff and Matt checked out Denny's. I wasn't there so they headed back to my dad's. They all got in there cars and looked around to find us. B.J stopped the car and as soon as he did, I got out and started running and screaming for help. B.J caught up with me and tackled me to the ground. He held the knife to my throat.
"You're in trouble now bitch! At the restraint last night I could tell by the look in your eyes that you still want me. So I am going to have sex with you cause I know you want it." He said.
"No B.J I don't. So please leave me a lone" I cried.
"Shut up" He said
He punched me. I screamed and he punched me again. He kept punching me til I was barely unconscious. Then he raped me right then and there.