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"I'm scared that I am going insane."
"Oh babygurl, you're not going insane. You have been through something terrible. you're not going to get over it just like that" Jeff said as a tear ran down his cheek.
"You know how I told ya'll if I needed a theripist, I would ask. Well I need a theripist"
They hugged me tight.
"I'm so glad you asked sweetheart" Matt said
"Listen, we'll be there for you every step of the way. We'll be there for you to lean on and to cry on." Jeff said.
"Will you guys sing me our song?"
"Sure"
"Close your eyes,
Have no fear,
The monsters gone,
He's on the run and your brothers are here,
Beautiful,
Beautiful, beautiful,
Beautiful girl,
Before you go to sleep,
Say a little prayer,
Every day in every way,
It's getting better and better,
Beautiful,
Beautiful, beautiful,
Beautiful girl"
I was crying. That story touches me in some way. Its like saying my brothers are always going to be there to take care of me. To scare anything that is trying to hurt me. And to say that I am special and beautiful. It always brings a tear to my eyes.Jeff wiped my eyes and kissed my cheek. Matt kissed my forehead. Matt then got up and said he had to do something and he would be back later. It was just me and Jeff.
"You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house---
You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies---
You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder---
You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher---
You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer---
You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition---
You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison---
You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance---
In my existance..............Believe............I do
In our existance.............I live...........for you." Jeff whispered.
"I live for you too Jeff and Matt." I said
He smiled and held me close. We heard a knock on the door. Jeff went to go answer it. It was Spike.
"Hey Man! What's up?" Jeff said
"I think you are holding my girl prisoner." Spike said tapping his foot
"Who says she's your girl?" Jeff asked.
"I say she is" Spike said
"I say we let her say who's girl she is"
"Fine!"
Spike walked in and Jeff followed him over to me.
"Hi-ya Spiky" I said bouncing on the bed.
"We have a question for you" Spike asked
"And what would that be?"
"Who's girl are you, mine or Jeff's?" Spike asked.
"Jeff's of course." I said with a smile.
Jeff wrapped his arm around me and smiled at Spike.
"Fine, you made your choice. I'll leave" He said pretending ot cry
I ran to him and hugged him. I kissed his neck.
"No sorry. You made your choice"
"I wuv you"
"No you don't. You love Jeff"
"But everyone loves Jeff, I mean you do too. Come on admit it."
"Ok, I admit it. I love Jeff Hardy" Spike said with laughter in his voice.
Spike went and kissed Jeff on the cheek. Jeff backed away wiping his cheek off fast.
"EWW!!! GROSS MAN! DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN!" Jeff said discustedly.
"And here I thought he loved me too. I am so upset now" Spike said
I went and hugged Jeff.
"Bye Jeffaroo tell Matt bye for me too." I said
"Ok babygurl. Be careful and have fun. If you ever need me, I am right here."
"I will"
I took Spike's hand and we went out the door and back to our room.
"I hate it when you're away so long"
"I'm sorry I was away so long. We fell asleep"
"Well I think you need to make it up to me."
"I think I do"
I said climbing on top of him and kissing him deeply. We made love. I thought to myself. No matter who's baby this is. Spike would be there for me and that baby and take care of him or her. After we completed our fun, yes fun, we just laid there in silience. I was the first to speak.
"Spike?"
"Yea baby"
I sat up and looked into his eyes and I saw love in them.
"I love you so much"
"I love you too Stacy"
"I wrote a poem about you, wanna here it?"
"More than anything baby"
(This poem I am about to write is not mine. All rights reserve to them people who wrote it, Babygirl, and copywrited and blah blah blah)
"I think that our love can go through anything
because I am very convinced that you're my everything
I don't think anything in this life would ever be
If there was no you and me
and because I love you very much
I really can't wait to feel your touch
I really love that you're by my side
that's just a feeling i can't hide
our love is forever
and if you say that it's up to me to break us apart
that's just a big NEVER
and even though your smile is very glistening
I sometimes wonder if you're really listening
and if someday we ever get into a fight
i'll always know that our love is so strong that's we'll always
hold on tight!
you are my reason for living
and that's something i'll never stop believing
our love means everything to me..but as long
as you're with me nothing else matters cuz
you're my babyboy"
Spike had tears flowing down his face. I wipe them off and kissed him.
"That was so beautiful Stacy, God I love you." He said as he kissed me.
He then laid me down and kissed me deeply. We made love yet again. I could make love with him forever. We then fell sleeep.
~~~Meanwhile~~~
Matt did have something to do after he left the hotel. He went to the store and got 2 baby blanket, a sewing kit, and etc. Then he headed back to the hotel. He walked in and Jeff looked at him. "Where did ya go bro?" "Shopping. I have an idea that we can do for Stacy" "Oh and what is that?"
"I'm scared that I am going insane."
"Oh babygurl, you're not going insane. You have been through something terrible. you're not going to get over it just like that" Jeff said as a tear ran down his cheek.
"You know how I told ya'll if I needed a theripist, I would ask. Well I need a theripist"
They hugged me tight.
"I'm so glad you asked sweetheart" Matt said
"Listen, we'll be there for you every step of the way. We'll be there for you to lean on and to cry on." Jeff said.
"Will you guys sing me our song?"
"Sure"
"Close your eyes,
Have no fear,
The monsters gone,
He's on the run and your brothers are here,
Beautiful,
Beautiful, beautiful,
Beautiful girl,
Before you go to sleep,
Say a little prayer,
Every day in every way,
It's getting better and better,
Beautiful,
Beautiful, beautiful,
Beautiful girl"
I was crying. That story touches me in some way. Its like saying my brothers are always going to be there to take care of me. To scare anything that is trying to hurt me. And to say that I am special and beautiful. It always brings a tear to my eyes.Jeff wiped my eyes and kissed my cheek. Matt kissed my forehead. Matt then got up and said he had to do something and he would be back later. It was just me and Jeff.
"You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house---
You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies---
You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder---
You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher---
You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer---
You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition---
You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison---
You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance---
In my existance..............Believe............I do
In our existance.............I live...........for you." Jeff whispered.
"I live for you too Jeff and Matt." I said
He smiled and held me close. We heard a knock on the door. Jeff went to go answer it. It was Spike.
"Hey Man! What's up?" Jeff said
"I think you are holding my girl prisoner." Spike said tapping his foot
"Who says she's your girl?" Jeff asked.
"I say she is" Spike said
"I say we let her say who's girl she is"
"Fine!"
Spike walked in and Jeff followed him over to me.
"Hi-ya Spiky" I said bouncing on the bed.
"We have a question for you" Spike asked
"And what would that be?"
"Who's girl are you, mine or Jeff's?" Spike asked.
"Jeff's of course." I said with a smile.
Jeff wrapped his arm around me and smiled at Spike.
"Fine, you made your choice. I'll leave" He said pretending ot cry
I ran to him and hugged him. I kissed his neck.
"No sorry. You made your choice"
"I wuv you"
"No you don't. You love Jeff"
"But everyone loves Jeff, I mean you do too. Come on admit it."
"Ok, I admit it. I love Jeff Hardy" Spike said with laughter in his voice.
Spike went and kissed Jeff on the cheek. Jeff backed away wiping his cheek off fast.
"EWW!!! GROSS MAN! DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN!" Jeff said discustedly.
"And here I thought he loved me too. I am so upset now" Spike said
I went and hugged Jeff.
"Bye Jeffaroo tell Matt bye for me too." I said
"Ok babygurl. Be careful and have fun. If you ever need me, I am right here."
"I will"
I took Spike's hand and we went out the door and back to our room.
"I hate it when you're away so long"
"I'm sorry I was away so long. We fell asleep"
"Well I think you need to make it up to me."
"I think I do"
I said climbing on top of him and kissing him deeply. We made love. I thought to myself. No matter who's baby this is. Spike would be there for me and that baby and take care of him or her. After we completed our fun, yes fun, we just laid there in silience. I was the first to speak.
"Spike?"
"Yea baby"
I sat up and looked into his eyes and I saw love in them.
"I love you so much"
"I love you too Stacy"
"I wrote a poem about you, wanna here it?"
"More than anything baby"
(This poem I am about to write is not mine. All rights reserve to them people who wrote it, Babygirl, and copywrited and blah blah blah)
"I think that our love can go through anything
because I am very convinced that you're my everything
I don't think anything in this life would ever be
If there was no you and me
and because I love you very much
I really can't wait to feel your touch
I really love that you're by my side
that's just a feeling i can't hide
our love is forever
and if you say that it's up to me to break us apart
that's just a big NEVER
and even though your smile is very glistening
I sometimes wonder if you're really listening
and if someday we ever get into a fight
i'll always know that our love is so strong that's we'll always
hold on tight!
you are my reason for living
and that's something i'll never stop believing
our love means everything to me..but as long
as you're with me nothing else matters cuz
you're my babyboy"
Spike had tears flowing down his face. I wipe them off and kissed him.
"That was so beautiful Stacy, God I love you." He said as he kissed me.
He then laid me down and kissed me deeply. We made love yet again. I could make love with him forever. We then fell sleeep.
~~~Meanwhile~~~
Matt did have something to do after he left the hotel. He went to the store and got 2 baby blanket, a sewing kit, and etc. Then he headed back to the hotel. He walked in and Jeff looked at him. "Where did ya go bro?" "Shopping. I have an idea that we can do for Stacy" "Oh and what is that?"