1.1 Darkness is My Light

By: Melanie M.

The Annoying Little Evil Writer Girl

LadyChangLian@aol.com

Disclaimer: (Melanie # 6): Not mine not paidnot pretty…. Oh wait, that doesn't belong in a disclaimer no matter how true it is!….Oh well! My disclaimer. My floppy, my cold, my orange juice, my idea, my LOTR CD, my brain, my laptop, my house (my damn parents' technically), my "life", my…. Ummm, my imagination! That's it! My e-mail is due to Test Tubes, Dragon Spawn, and Demi Gods (TTDSDG), a saga fanfic of Gundam Wing by other people. Wufei's daughter's name is Lian. I encourage any GW fans to read it!

Pairing: Hermione/Draco

Muses of the Story: Lord of the Shadows the Muse: Muse of all that is disturbing (and really shouldn't be like that or OOC) and evil! -And- Fang the Muse: Muse of all death and pain! -And- Windfeather the Muse: Muse of all that is angty! -And- Black Rose the Muse: Muse of all that I screwed up but ends up ok!

WARNING!!!!! Bashing of people you won't think of. Surprises are in store. The title is odd, but it will make sense at the end. Unless you are an idiot! Surprises for me, too. I'm making this up as I go, so I don't know how it turns out.

2 This is my first chapter fic, so I'll try to post fastly, cause I know how annoying it is….

Rating-R for mature themes and forced sex (more or less rape), swearing, violence, and angst. I don't care how old you are; I'm not going to be in High School for another half year. It doesn't matter on age, but maturity, so read if you wish.

/Thoughts/

3 FF.net Penname: TALEWG

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Prologue

*Smack*

I breathe out a small sigh of relief as his fist connects with the wall next to me. The hole he has caused is dripping with his blood. He smiles at his handiwork, then smiles at me. To say I am scared is an understatement. I don't know what he is capable of anymore. He had been so kind, but he is different now.

He licks the blood off of his knuckles, then plants his mouth firmly over mine. I can taste his blood on my lips, it's not the first time, and it won't be the last. I know how this goes, give in and feel pleasure, refuse and feel pain. He plays this game with me all the time. If only someone could help me.

I have been a powerful witch all my life, and very brave as well; however, I am too scared to tell anyone. I never wore shorts while at Hogwarts, so it is not odd for me to always wear pants now. Now they are there to cover the bruises.

His hands roam down my body, I won't refuse him this, I know what happens if I do. He smiles as we part lips; he knows I will give in, as always. He unbuttons his pants and mine. He picks me up and throws me onto our bed. As soon as I land, he is there, on top of me. He pins me down with his legs and pulls my shirt off. I can't struggle, my body knows it will only make things worse.

My mind screams to stop him, but my bruised body knows worse fates. My body always wins.

He forces my legs apart and drives into me. My eyes water as he laughs. This is his pleasure: my pain. Tears start down my cheeks; he hits me across the face. Crying is not responding the way he wants, so he fixes it.

I pull him down to me; he smiles. I begin to kiss his neck, so he can't see my face. He moans my name, "Hermione…." It disgusts me to hear him say it. He drives harder, so I keep my face in his neck. The pain escapes me, and I feel pleasure. However the pain in my heart makes this hard. I love him for one fleeting moment as the finale of our act drives feelings away.

I lay there numb, and then in a rush the pain is back. He wraps a blanket around us and falls asleep. I look at him blankly before the tears rush back to my eyes.

/ Damn you Harry…. /

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