-Reflection-
There was something that I discovered, something I hadn't truly thought about until now. I had to thank Jecht for it too.
So many things were left unsaid in many lives. So many actions left undone. So many stories left untold. How did all those people deal with that fact? They didn't. They just lived their lives full of some sort of sorrow. They could say the weren't sad, they could hide it with a smile, in fact, they could pretend like it never existed. But it was always there... the regret, the pain, the sadness.
Jecht, you do things on the spur of the moment. Not too many people do that, you know. But you are a fine example of how some people should be. You aren't afraid to do anything. Occasionally something goes wrong, but the truth is, it doesn't matter because you put your essence into every action... Every word... every truth.
Sure, there are some things that many people would like to take back. But if they come to think about it, they actually act on their regret, like when I attempted find penance by destroying Yunalesca. I never succeeded--but I did it because I regretted not stopping you or Braska. The only thing that I remember you regretting is how you treated your son, and your drinking, when you attacked that Shoopuf. Fortunately we learn from our mistakes.
I saw that day you shed tears at Luca, and the vow you took never to drink again. I know it was hard, yet you did for Braska. And when I look back at that day at Zanarkand, I remember how you were willing to accept fate and become the Final Aeon. I should've been the one to volunteer my life. I know you can't see it this way, but you're actually a role model now, Jecht, and you can't change that without changing the core of your being. Don't ever change that.
I'm glad you exist Jecht. I'm glad I got to know you. And I hope you can come to know me for who I am too. And I hope you read this one day, because I may not be able to say it out loud because I'll never get that stick out of my ass.
Short and sweet. It was an honest try at a few things Auron might've thought when he was at Zanarkand. Hope you like it. Took a lot of courage to upload it.
There was something that I discovered, something I hadn't truly thought about until now. I had to thank Jecht for it too.
So many things were left unsaid in many lives. So many actions left undone. So many stories left untold. How did all those people deal with that fact? They didn't. They just lived their lives full of some sort of sorrow. They could say the weren't sad, they could hide it with a smile, in fact, they could pretend like it never existed. But it was always there... the regret, the pain, the sadness.
Jecht, you do things on the spur of the moment. Not too many people do that, you know. But you are a fine example of how some people should be. You aren't afraid to do anything. Occasionally something goes wrong, but the truth is, it doesn't matter because you put your essence into every action... Every word... every truth.
Sure, there are some things that many people would like to take back. But if they come to think about it, they actually act on their regret, like when I attempted find penance by destroying Yunalesca. I never succeeded--but I did it because I regretted not stopping you or Braska. The only thing that I remember you regretting is how you treated your son, and your drinking, when you attacked that Shoopuf. Fortunately we learn from our mistakes.
I saw that day you shed tears at Luca, and the vow you took never to drink again. I know it was hard, yet you did for Braska. And when I look back at that day at Zanarkand, I remember how you were willing to accept fate and become the Final Aeon. I should've been the one to volunteer my life. I know you can't see it this way, but you're actually a role model now, Jecht, and you can't change that without changing the core of your being. Don't ever change that.
I'm glad you exist Jecht. I'm glad I got to know you. And I hope you can come to know me for who I am too. And I hope you read this one day, because I may not be able to say it out loud because I'll never get that stick out of my ass.
Short and sweet. It was an honest try at a few things Auron might've thought when he was at Zanarkand. Hope you like it. Took a lot of courage to upload it.