Well, here is the long awaited chapter 3, even though it's only been a few hours since I last posted!
Still Kagome's POV.
Chapter 3
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
We're looking for shards again.
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Sango has been asking me what was wrong. Shippou and Miroku have been giving me worried looks.
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
InuYasha hasn't even noticed.
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...
Sometimes I wonder if I even exist to him.
Maybe I'm just blind...
Kouga came to take me away again. He left soon after. I think I scared him.
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Every night we've camped, InuYasha has left for the night, and never came back till day.
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
He smelled like earth and bones each time he came back.
Everything I am
And everything you need
No matter what he does to me.
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I try to live up to his expectations.
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I try not to let him down.
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
I gave up my life for him.
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
And yet, it's never enough.
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Would he love me if I were gone?
Love me when I'm gone...
When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Sango asked me again if I wanted to talk to her about anything.
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
I told her I could handle myself on my own.
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone
I can bear the pain, but it's hard. I fight the urge to die again every second of the day. I can barely trust myself with my bow. Sometimes I want to shoot myself.
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
"You can't do anything right!" he tells me. But why can't he help me?
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
He wants me to be his Kikyou, yet he never helps me to be.
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
I gave up my life, my home, friends, family, and all I get is pain.
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
It was a mistake to come here.
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
To you InuYasha, I am gone. Never to return.
Love me when I'm gone...
"Kikyou!" I hear him yell. She appears in front of our group, her arrow pointed at my heart.
Love me when I'm gone
InuYasha makes a move to shield me.
When I'm Gone
I raise my arms up in defeat.
"Shoot"
When I'm Gone
I feel it enter my chest, piercing my skin.
He rushes to me, to try and save me.
"Why?"
"Why what?" he asks. Tears were streaming down his face.
"Why do you cry?"
"I don't want you to die!" he exclaimed.
I gasp my last breath and whisper.
"You wanted me to live?"
When I'm Gone
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Aw crap, I'm crying again. I might have a few more chapters about how InuYasha feels, knowing Kagome thought he wanted her to die. Plus, what happens to Kikyou now? Does InuYasha pursue her?
Some review responses:
Hanyou Queen: I continued! But don't plan on having this be a really long fic, because it's not!
Miss Coolio: Yes, InuYasha did seem like a jerk, but some stuff in his POV will be up tomorrow probably. And yes, Draco Malfoy is drool-worthy! And of course you're not the only one! Just search for Draco Malfoy Fan Clubs with Google! Just wait and see how much comes up! (At least I'm pretty sure that's what I searched for…)
Ja ne!
Makina Kitsune
Lover of all things Draco Malfoy!