Relena began making the long journey to the cliff and the tree. She felt confused. Maybe she needed to see a psychiatrist to finally free her mind of Heero.

She sighed.

Or maybe I should just go on a very long vacation to Antarctica, maybe the cold would numb her senses, and she'd have more important things to think about than Heero… but even better, there was always the concept of freezing to death. But as soon as she though of it, she mentally scolded herself. Since when had she become so morbid? Whatever hardships she had in her life, she had promised herself that she would get through it no matter what.

But then again, who would care if she died? It wasn't like the world needed her anymore. Her brother could always take up the position of vice foreign minister, in fact, he would probably be even better then she was. It wasn't like the old gang would miss her much, they had all moved on pretty much anyway.

She shook her head aggressively. NO. She would NEVER again consider this option. There was no way. They did care about her. She was sure of it.

Tears threatened to overcome her strong will once again, but she managed to fight against it, well, she would at least wait until she got to her 'hideout'.

Though, without realising it, she had mentally walked herself all the way to the cliff.

She sighed. She thought she saw a misty image of Heero snoozing by the tree for a second like when he was alive but quickly shook her head in protest. She had finally gone mad and had begun hallucinating.

She walked over to the edge of the cliff looking down into the magnificent dark blue ocean, the moons shimmering reflection glowing majestically on the surface.

Suddenly a shuffling noise came from behind. She spun around as quickly as she could, hoping to catch a glimpse of the person shuffling uneasily behind her.

But at that moment she froze. Dark chocolate coloured mane, brilliant figure, gun poking out of his thin clothing…

"Heero…" She whispered unsure if she should let herself be carried into her own little dreamworld.

The man suddenly stopped dead in his tracks.

What did she say? Had she seen him then? No, he was too stealthy; he couldn't have let that happen. But, his pounding heart and his nervousness could very well have given him away. But, this was wrong, he couldn't let Relena see him, he would just brake her heart all over again, and he couldn't bear to watch her go through that all over again… but, maybe she needed him… perhaps…

Without knowing what he was doing, he began walking backwards slowly, and then spun around to face this magnificent creature he had hurt so much so long ago.

She froze. Unable to process everything that was happening, and that a dead man was suddenly appearing before her. But this couldn't be! Maybe because she wanted to see him so badly, god thought that she should get to see him one last time? But… he looked so real, and… he didn't look very 'dead-like' or anything. Suddenly, the 'thing' bought up his hand and caressed her pink glowing cheeks.

She stopped breathing and with all the energy she could muster, tiptoed slowly back trying to get away from the horrible nightmare. What had she done that would make god want to put her through so much pain and suffering again? But forgetting that she was already so close to the edge of the cliff, still tried to move back away from this apparition.

"Relena," He whispered, barely audible. He paused seeing that Relena had stopped for a split second.

"Heero," She replied in a voice that was full of all the love he had missed for all those years that he was 'gone'. Not sure if she should let herself believe that he was really there.

"I… I love you…" He somehow managed to choke out after all this time, even though this didn't seem to be the best place to say it, but he felt that if he didn't say it now, then he wouldn't be able to say it ever again. Or even get a perfect chance to.

Her eyes widened, and full of tears, she began inching closer to the edge again.

God no, can't she see where she's going? What the hell is she doing walking to the edge of the cliff? Oh no… god no, please, she can't be considering suicide… and all because of me. I KNEW this was a bad idea! He froze in shock as she inched closer and closer to the edge, his brain urging him to stop her from going that extra few centimeters, but his body was just paralyzed unable to move anywhere. But then abruptly, he managed to move his arm in attempt to save her from falling, he had to save her! But just at that moment, Relena got alarmed at his hand reaching out so quickly in an attempt to save her, and jerked back…

Heero fell to the ground, his hand still suspended in mid air, mentally beating himself at why he hadn't stopped her from falling sooner. He could have, but the fear of loosing her had just consumed him at that moment, and paralyzed him. That was how much he loved her. Well, in his own way.

After a while, he dared himself to look over into the ocean, once so beautiful and blue, now coated in an angel's blood. The blood of his love.

The realization of what had just happened finally dawned to him.

He finally put his hand down beside his quivering body, and for the first time since he was a child, burst into tears.

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Milliardo froze. That ass hole! What the hell was that? Why hadn't he tried to save her? The stupid git!

Why didn't he save her? What was wrong with him? Why? Why? How could this be happening?

He suddenly remembered his cell phone, and took it out of his pocket as fast as he could calling for a private ambulance, tears streaming down his pale face while he tried to keep a calm voice.

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Well? Didn't I say that this chapter would be depressing? Please review and tell me what you think. And no, she didn't mean to jump off by the way. Just thought you guys should know. Thanks!