Hiyaz every1

Sorry I havent been updating much...I guess I'm not the way I used to be. Ya know, updating everyday^^. But I do promise this will change and turn back the way that it was...now onto chapter twelve!!!

Chapter twelve: Loss

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SailorMoon looked around herself with an alarmed look. They were standing on a dark glass floor(AN: Yes, again glass^^) and there was barely any light in the room.

Sailor Uranus took a step forward and said:

"It would probably be wiser if we split up."

Dancer spoke up with an angry tone. She said:

"No, please listen to me this time...if we split up then Shiva can definatly kill us, she may not be able to kill us all together but like this, she'll kill us all one by one."

Defender put a hand on Dancers shoulder to comfert her and said:

"If thats what they want to do...then theres nothing we can do."

Dancer turned around on her heal to face her sister with unbelief. She said:

"Defender what do you mean? Ofcourse we can."

Defender just hung her head and didnt say anything.

Pluto said:

"Since Shiva is after the SacredStarlights, I think it's wiser if each of them went with one group. Dancer you go with the Inners, Protecter you go with the Starlights, Defender you come with us Outers. The same will go for the Chibi senshi. SailorChibiMercury you go with the Inners and SailorStar you go with the Starlights. Chibi Moon will come with us."

With that, they all devided into three groups and headed in deferent directions.

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Shiva tuned from her mirror to three shadows and said:

"Waterfairy, perhaps You's like to fetch Dancer for me. Shila, you fetch Defender and Sinda, you get Protecter...I want them all ALIVE. capture the rest of them."

The three bowed and left the room.

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The outers were most quiet and so were Defender and ChibiMoon. Pluto that was walking infront of the whole group, stopped suddenly and said:

"I think theres a room here, I can feel the door handle."

Everyone lined up beside her. Neptune knocked on the wall infront of them. A hollow sound came from the wall.

Saturn said:

"It must be a door."

SailorUranus motioned for everyone to get away from the door. She also walked away about 15 steps before she turned around and blasted her earth shaking attack at the door.

It blasted open, bright light shining from it. ChibiMoon let out a yelp of joy and ran towards the room...finally seeing some light. Pluto called out

"Chibi Lady wait, this may be a trap!"

But ChibiMoon kept running towards the room. The others ran after her not knowing what to do. Chibi Moon ran into the room. Suddenly it went dark inside the room and ChibiMoons scream came from somewhere inside it.

The Outers and Defender froze in there tracks and looked at eachother with nervous looks.

Suddenly out of nowhere, an attack hit Defender in the stomache causing her to fall backwards a few feet.

Neptune ran towards the injured senshi followed by the other Outers.
She helped Defender to sit up.

SailorUranus growled and shouted:

"Whose there?"

A tall Woman walked
out of the shadows and said:

"The name is Shila and I have strict orders to capture SailorStarDefender wich must be you."

She pointed A bony finger at Defender and smiled evily. Uranus instantly jumped infront of Defender and said:

"Ya? Well your not gonna get her."

Shila laughed and answered:

"I'm not gonna put up with you silly scouts. Killing you is less than easy for me. So get out of my way if you like to see daylight."

Uranus held up her space sword and shouted her attack. Shila didnt move to dodge the attack instead she held a hand over her head and murmured something. Instantly a black bubble appeared around her. The attack hit the bubble shattering it, leaving an unharmed Shila.

She frowned and said:

"I had warned you not to mess with me, you'll wish you had'nt once I'm threw."

With that she sent a whole lot of black bubbles in the Outers direction. Neptune and Saturn screamed in pain as the bubbles hit them, burning there skin. Saturn fell to the ground uncosncious but Neptune managed to stay on her feat, having more strength than the younger Senshi.

Pluto sat beside Saturn and helped the little senshi sit up While Neptune and Uranus kept sending more attacks at Shila.

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Dancer ran at top spead, one of her hands in ChibiMercurys.
She stopped after a good deal of running to catch her breath. Soon the other Inners joined them exept for Mercury and Venus.

Chibi Mercury slid to the glass floor and cried her eyes out in two lirrle rivers running down her cheeks. Sailor Mars hugged the smaller senshi and placed a kiss on her forehead. She rocked C.M back and forth and whispered:

"You should be proud of your mother, she sacrificed herself for us, for you."

The other Inners nodded in agreement, but Dancer was looking at something in a dark corner.

**Dancers POV**

I walked to the corner and my shadow fell on the glass wall, big and scary. I knew who it was, I could tell her anywhere, There was Healer, her silver waterfall of hair was spread across the glass floor around her and she was sleeping on the ground with her back to me. I sat beside her and shook one of her elbows lightly.

"Healer wake up, this isnt exactly the time to be sleeping."

I shook her some more but she didnt answer. Suprised, I turned her around towards myself. My eyes widened with amazment and fright built up inside me. Without wanting to, my mouth opened to the loudest scream you could posibbly imagine. Healer was staring somewhere infront of her with wide open eyes. A steady and still look. Her hand wich now was gloveless, fell onto my leg, cold and frozen. The screams that kept escaping my throat didnt sound like they belonged to myself.

Amazement, fear, suprise, scaredome from the dark room and my own scary shadow, Healers open eyes and her ice cold hand were all tareing me apart. I couldnt move and my eyes were locked in Healers. I didnt even have the power to run from that scene. My mouth
poured out all my fear and mixed them with screams that were out of my control. I heared footsteps behind myself and moments later SailorMoon, Mars, Jupiter and ChibiMercury appeared beside me very confused. Mars and Jupiters shakes, Moon and ChibiMercurys calls either couldnt stop my screams. The fright that had built up inside me, was so strong that I had lost control over my body members and what I did. In the end Marses slap quieted me. Healer started to disappear into small green stars.

Jupiter picked me up and took me away from the scene. I wanted to talk, cry, scream and call Healer. It was no use. I had always had an ocean of tears, but now it seemed that even my tears had dried up. My heart was being squeezed from the endless and unknown sadness. The sadness of loss, the sadness of separation was an unknown and mute sadness to me. a painful and breathtaking sadness that had even dried my tears. I couldnt beleive that Yaten didnt exist anymore, that it was finished, a lifetime of memories, a world of love and kindness, all those years of hope and hopelessly, was closed like a book for ever?!

Her staryell was still on the ground and her sound was still in my ear . Did this mean I would never see those kind and playfull eyes again?! I remembered the night we had together in the grass feild and whispered:

"Yaten..."

Hot tears rushed to my eyes as once more screams exited my throat. Inbetween screams I shouted:

"Yaten, Yaten where are you going? dont leave me Yaten..."

Healer disappeared completly. I wasnt crying, I was weeping, from the bottom of my heart. Calling out to one of my dearest people and helplessly wanted to get rid of the pain of loss with screaming and crying. I cried and cried and pleaded to the person that didnt exsist anymore. I kept crying and crying. My heart was burning up in flames. I couldnt and didnt want to believe that everything was finished, a world of kindness and forgivenss and memories, was going up in green stars. Rivers of tears wouldnt stop the painful feeling in my heart. It just stopped my screaming. Unbelievingly, I saw the end of a life, a star, a human and this time because the person was close to me, it was most painfull. I grinted my teeth together so not to scream. My heartbraking screams wouldnt stop. I couldnt see and believe and be quiet. The wet faces of Mars and Jupiter and the shaking figures of Moon and ChibiMercury were too much for me. Jupiter was too strong for me. My screams and fists and kicks didnt stop her from taking me away. Suddenly the whole world went black for me.

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End of chap twelve. I know it usually didnt take this long for me to update. Sowwy *makes puppy eyes" I pwomis It won happen again.

chapter 13: the love of sailor uranus