Note from Author: Thanks for the great reviews so far!, just to tell you incase you would like to know, while writing this story, the song I listen to mostly is: Evenstar (from TT soundtrack) seems to flow with it pretty well. ^_^

Boromir sat in his own room on his bed with his sword in hand staring at the reflection of himself on the blade.

He cast his memory back to may years ago, remembering their first evening confronting each other about that kiss.

Boromir had not wanted to talk of it when Faramir had mentioned it the evening after his 15th birthday.

Boromir was now 18, and with it being a few years since that day, he had hoped very much that Faramir had long forgotten about it.

Boromir walked slowly and relaxed through a small field of lavender not from form his castle home.
He breathed in the invigorating scent deeply, and felt his head lighten and his eyes grow heavy. Eventually, he knelt down, and then threw himself back onto a soft bed of green and purple.

Opening his eyes, he stared up at the clear blue sky, squinting a little at the evening sun bathing warmly over his skin.

He sighed contentedly, resting his hands on his chest, marvelling in the beauty of this day. Again, his eyes drifted shut, but reopened suddenly at a slight rustle beside him. He raised his head and turned to see his younger brother stood looking at him smiling impishly. "Good evening brother" Boromir smiled resting his head back down. "are you so bored that would come out here to me?"
Faramir sat next to him, facing him, looking very irritable.
His elder brother laughed a little, "what bothers you? can you not relax in such bliss?"
Faramir only sighed shaking his head, looking out to the tall mountains and grassy hills before him.

"Something has been bothering me for many a year now brother"
Boromir closed his eyes, only hoping it was not what he thought might be asked of him.
"What is it?" he ventured carefully.

Faramir looked at him, and swallowed deeply as that certain odd feeling returned to him. He knew his brother was beautiful, women knew that, envious men knew that, and Faramir felt satisfaction that he was the one closest to him. Boromir was his, and no-one could destroy that.

He took a few deep breaths before saying, "I know you do not wish to speak of it, but, it is something I cannot help, I need so much to talk to you about it"
Boromir opened his eyes, eyes that his brother unknowingly to him loved to see perhaps a little too much.

"Why??" Boromir said quietly.

"What??"
"Why now Faramir?"
"Don't you understand that I need answers from you?"
"I told you to forget" Boromir said heatedly looking at his sibling. "Why cant you forget??"
"How can you Boromir!?" Faramir shouted looking at him disconcerted . "How can you make me forget something so beautifully shared between us..."
"Enough!"
Boromir stood swiftly, running trembling hands through his deep golden hair. 'Enough of this..' he thought desperately, 'please I cannot bear it'

"Do you mean to tell me that you have not thought of it also?" Faramir asked standing with him.

"Of course I have!!" Boromir shouted suddenly, turning to him. "Every night these past few years I take the shame and the guilt I beg for forgiveness from God!...and from you"
"I will not forgive you for a sin you have not committed"
Boromir stared at him then, slightly surprised. He had thought Faramir would hate him for not explaining himself, for doing what he did.

He took a step forwards to him, looking down at him only slightly, Faramir now being almost the same height as his brother .
"It...it is wrong" he said nervously, deep feelings edging their way to surface, his heart beating furiously against his chest.

Faramir breathed deeply, the lavender calming him. He looked up into his brothers eyes and told him meaningfully, "I do not feel that it is wrong brother.. I feel no guilt nor shame, just love," he paused and daringly slipped his hand around Boromir's waist, "and so much desire" he continued in a whisper.
Boromir gasped quietly at his words, and turned away, "Faramir please... stop this.."
"I cannot.." he interrupted and placed his hand to his brothers face, turning it back to his. "Tell me Boromir " he whispered leaning closer to him, "deep within your heart do you wish me to leave you now?"

Boromir looked at him feeling his barriers breaking. Tears stung his eyes, and he was unsure why. He was not saddened nor delighted, only afraid. "You cannot leave now, "he whispered pressing his forehead against Faramir's, "I will not let you"

Faramir smiled, despite also his own fear, and gently smoothed his thumb over his brothers soft lips.
Unable to hold back a moment longer, Boromir swiftly took his hand and held it in his, while capturing his lips in a soft but desperate kiss. Faramir moaned gently, letting go of his brothers hand and returning it back to his waist, to pull him as close as they could be.

Boromir deepened the kiss until once again their tongues met and danced together, entwining round each other, exploring, tasting. Boromir's hands held his brothers face and then slipped to his neck only to pull closer and deeper.
Faramir gripped him tightly, he felt a single warm tear escape down his cheeks, and his heart had never felt such a pleasurable pain in all his years.

Boromir pulled away gasping, only for a moment before laying his lips on Faramir's neck. The younger brother smiled leaning his head to his side, letting Boromir cover his neck with soft kisses and tastes with his tounge.
After a moment Faramir laughed gently pushing his brother away, "Boromir you must stop!"
Boromir looked at him perplexed, "Why? do you not want this?"
"yes, only,"
"Only what??"
"Im not sure others would want to see this" he smiled.
Boromir looked about, and over at the castle. "Oh"
Faramir sat down onto the soft bed of lavender that Boromir had left where he led.
"Surely they cannot se us form here?" Boromir said still looking over at the castle.
Faramir sighed still smiling, and grabbed his brothers short deep red tunic pulling him down to the ground.

Boromir laughed sitting down with him, and watched at he removed his long dark brown cloak, and swiftly put it around Boromir's shoulders, tugging him forward. "They cannot see us now" he smiled, and kissed him again.
Boromir kissed him back, and leaned over him as he led back onto the soft lavender plants. Slowly, he then pulled away from the kiss, and gently nibbled and kissed his neck once more, and whispered to him, "Do you still want this?"
Faramir opened his eyes, and looked at him. "Yes" he answered simply.
In knowing this, Boromir now relaxed fully, and led next to him beneath the cover of Faramir's cloak. He leaned on his side and watched his brother mesmerised, as he slowly ran his fingers over his neck and down his chest, going beneath his garment, to touch is bare hot skin. He watched as Faramir's eyes drifted open and shut tightly as he occasionally ran his nails over his skin, and then tenderly stroked. He then moved lower, and caught his brothers gasp in another kiss, as his hand moved beneath Faramir's lower garments, to grip and gently stroke his aching member. Faramir moaned fully, and pulled away from the kiss breathing deeply as he felt his brother hand move slowly in a rhythm similar to the beating of his heart....

ahhh! don't hate me! that is as far as I have got at the moment!. lol, I PROMISE more will come in a day or so. Please leave your thoughts!! ^_~

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