Summer of 1993.
"And I must draft an advertisement for
the Daily Prophet too" Dumbledore added thoughtfully.
"We'll be needing a new Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher. Dear me, we do
seem to run through them, don't we?"
"Romulus, stop sending me letters with that stupid
owl of yours!" Remus cried out when Igor tried, once
again, to fly through the window, a huge letter tied to his paw. Utterly
irritated, he took the owl inside and untied the letter. The envelope contended
only two items: a sheet of paper and a copy of the Daily Prophet. To Remus' frustration, he
hadn't the money to take a subscription of the wizard paper, so if he wanted to
know what was happening in the wizard world, he had to visit the library or ask
his brother or parents.
He unfolded the sheet of paper with Romulus' familiar
handwriting.
Hi Animal,
The usual greeting. Remus was 'Animal' and Romulus was 'Irritating brat', 'Vampire' and 'Monster',
depending on Remus' mood.
Just something I thought you'd be
interested in. I encircled it with red. Don't thank me, thank Julia, because
she saw it.
Greetz from me.
Julia was Romulus' wife. He had been married for almost six years
now, and they had a little daughter named Thirza, who
was now two and a half. She was capable of comprehensible language now, and Remus enjoyed chatting with her about nothing at all, like
the ducks in the park she'd fed or the biscuit she was eating.
He unfolded the paper. The headline was about Gilderoy
Lockhart, again, and about the mysterious loss of his
memory, apparently because of a tragic accident at Hogwarts,
where he had been teaching.
Since there was no trace of red ink on the first page, he leafed on, the second
page, third, fourth, fifth… Still no red circle, until he reached the
advertisement page.
Right under an advertisement for "Gilderoy Lockhart: my life",
a book about Lockhart, including what had happened to
him on Hogwarts, there was a simple advertisement
with the Hogwarts crest as its head.
"Wanted.
A Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher for the next term on Hogwarts. Required are a thorough knowledge of the most
common Dark Arts and Creatures as well as Advanced. Practical experience not
needed, but very much appreciated.
Hogwarts will provide meals, accommodation as well as
other facilities you might require.
Letters of application can be send to Headmaster Albus
Dumbledore."
Letters of application… Romulus had underlined
that sentence three times. If anyone would hire a werewolf as a teacher, it
would be Dumbledore. Other facilities you might require… A Whomping
Willow perhaps? An, apparently, talented Potion Master, capable of producing a Wolfsbane Potion?
Remus took a quill and some parchment and started
writing a letter to Dumbledore.
~*~
Some weeks later….
Remus anxiously turned the page of the Daily
Prophet. He had taken a subscription for a few weeks, just to check… A relieved
sigh escaped him when he saw the now familiar advertisement with the Hogwarts crest. Apparently, the job of Defence Against the
Dark Arts teacher wasn't popular, although rumours said it was one of the best
paid jobs on Hogwarts.
He leafed back to the second page, ignored the photo of the large family that
had won the annual Galleon draw (Remus had bought a
ticket himself but hadn't won anything, and he wasn't eager on watching others
enjoying the money he didn't get) and started filling in the crossword.
~*~
Again some weeks later…
The bucket slowly rose to the edge of the well. Remus
took it and lifted the heavy, water filled bucket up. He carried it slowly and
carefully back to the house and emptied it in the sink. Now he could finally do
the dishes, or better, enchant the plate and his cup so they would wash
themselves.
He left the tinkling dishes alone and walked outside again, enjoying the warm
summer morning, the sound of the birds in the trees and the bright colours of
the flowers in his garden and the ivy twines growing up the outside walls of
his house.
A large grey owl approached and dropped a paper on the grass. The animal waited
patiently until Remus had put some knuts in the little leather bag that was tied to the
animal's paw. As it soared away, Remus bent down and
picked up the Daily Prophet. The
headlines immediately caught his attention, and he almost dropped the paper
again when he read them: Sirius Black
escaped!
There was a photo next to the article, which showed a filthy, skinny man with
long tangled hair, a ratty beard and a suspicious but somewhat tired and
depressed look in his eyes. In short, he didn't look at all like the Sirius Remus remembered. He covered the picture with his hand and
quickly read the article.
Apparently, Sirius had managed to escape the attention of the Dementors, the Azkaban prison
guards. Remus hadn't even known Sirius was still
alive (now he thought of it, if he had died, it would've been all over the
papers).
He couldn't exactly define what he was feeling; he was feeling so much at the
same moment. Amazement, yes, maybe a flicker of fear – what was Sirius up to? –
something that felt like sadness, though he couldn't explain that. And also an
internal battle. He was the only person who knew Sirius was an Animagus, that he could change into a dog. Was that how he
escaped? Was that how he avoided being caught? And, more important, should he
tell someone Sirius could take the shape of a large black dog? But that would
be like betrayal, to a lot of people. First of all to the Ministry of Magic, of
course, but also betrayal to Dumbledore, because Remus had knowingly led his friends into danger when he had
accepted their plans to become Animagi. And betrayal
to Sirius. There was still something of that old Marauder loyalty, which went
much farther than not telling a teacher who had pulled their latest prank. They
had practically sworn to stand up for one another. Even though Sirius hadn't
exactly done that when he'd betrayed Lily and James and had murdered Peter, Remus couldn't bring himself to telling someone what he
knew.
Later, he told himself. I´ll tell someone later. If I'm ready. If they
haven't found him then, I´ll tell it.
Maybe.
~*~
He could hardly sleep the days afterwards. And when he did fell asleep,
finally, exhausted, he was haunted by images he did not wanted to recall
afterwards. The nightmares always featured two black-haired men, a red-haired
woman and, unexplainable, a bright full moon.
As the real full moon approached, it got harder for him to concentrate on
anything but his dreams, and Sirius. He scanned the papers, not only the Daily Prophet, but also Muggle papers, to see where he had been spotted, to read
what the Ministry was doing to try and catch him. He couldn't decide whether no
news was in this case good or bad. Sirius seemed to have vanished from the
earth, but Remus was certain he would appear
somewhere, some day. He just didn't know when, and that question kept bugging
him.
~*~
Remus walked about his garden, lost in thoughts. He
did not see the colourful flowers, did not feel the warm august sun; he was too
occupied with his thoughts. The subject was Sirius, once again. Should he tell
someone, or not?
He was so busy arguing with himself, he didn't notice the barn owl zooming his
way until it was already flying over the house. Because of its graceful flying
and its seize, Remus immediately concluded it had to
be an owl from Hogwarts. Anticipation and suspense
immediately flowed through him. Who from Hogwarts
would owl him, especially in the middle of the summer? He remembered suddenly
that he had forgotten to check on the advertisement in the Daily Prophet for some weeks now. Could it be? He didn't dare hope.
It was oddly much like that one occasion, almost twenty-two years ago now, when
he had been eleven, and hadn't been sure if he would be accepted to Hogwarts.
The barn owl flew right above Remus' head, hooted
softly, and dropped a thin parchment letter with the all too familiar Hogwarts crest on it. Remus
picked it up, his hands shaking a little. He turned the envelope around and saw
his name in Dumbledore´s fine curly handwriting.
Relief washed over him. News from Dumbledore couldn't
be bad. He ignored the nasty little voice in his head that whispered something
about Sirius and ripped the envelope open.
He took out a ticked and a small note. The ticket was for the Hogwarts Express, September the first, King's Cross
Station, platform 9¾. The note only contained two words.
"Welcome back."
