Disclaimer: I don't own Holes (the movie or the book) but I do own Zero's emotions in this. It is one sided right now, but if I get a lot of good reviews (if you all like it that much) it may become two sided. Til then, see ya'll!!
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Zero's POV
Why can't he see it? Why can't he tell when he looks into my eyes how I feel towards him? He should be able to. And I wish he could. At least then I could give him the love that I want to give him. I want to be able to hold him in my arms and curl up next to him at night. It's obvious that he cares for me. But I wish that he could care for me the way that I want him to. I want him to love me as more than a brother or even a best friend. I want to be his lover, and not be afraid to show it. I knew from the day that I met him that there was something special about him. I knew that it was love at first sight. That's why I opened up to him. My grandma always told me that I had a gift for sniffing out people that were worthy of love, people that were perfect for each other. Yeah, X-ray would be good for Stanley, and there has to be something going on between the Warden and Mr. Sir, but I have to admit that I wish that he would recognize as I have that we would be perfect together. If he did, then I wouldn't have to look on on the sidelines while he slept. I love him, very deeply, but I am afraid that I'll be scarred for life if I let it be known, even if it is just to him. But I still admit that I do love him. And one of these days, I hope that I can say to him truthfully, "I love you, Stanley Yelnats."
