Title: Truth Hits Everybody
(Chapter 19 of Don't Stop the Dance)
So sorry for the late update! I promise to give you two chapters today with a third to follow soon.
This is the last one before the AU really kicks in. It takes place during 'Dirty Girls'.
I needed
to re-hash some, but not all, of that episode because I have changed some
dynamics.
I also do a bit of summarizing. Only necessary for setting up what's to come.
Author: Xionin
Rating: R
Pairing: B/S; Other major characters included.
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Disclaimer: So I'm walking around the UPN lot, looking at the deserted streets of Sunnydale. A lone tear slips from my eye. So many happy memories. I round the corner and see a door marked 'Costumes'. How could I resist. I poke my way through piles of KY covered latex, stylish Anthropologie clothes and tons of denim when I spot it. Hanging reverently in the corner, it shimmers in the filtered sunlight from the window. I slowly approach, my finger shaking as I run my hands along the worn leather. Slipping the garment from its hanger, I gingerly tug it on over my shoulders. Inhaling deeply, I am greeted by the distinct smell of herbal cigarettes, fake blood, Red Bull and a musky scent that I cannot place. I reach my hands into the pockets and discover a piece of paper. I pull it out, open it up and read. "Xi – Hold onto this for me. Spike"
'Hell yeah' I say, walking out of the room with a new swagger.
Thank Yous: Miss Kitty a/k/a La Grande Beta!
Truth Hits Everybody
Faith has been in the Summers home for all of 10 hours and 47 minutes.
That's 10 hours and 47 minutes too long for her, but she's determined
to stick it out. There are so many of them. She hadn't really thought
about what that meant when Willow told her that the remaining Potentials
were living there. She anticipated being uncomfortable around the usual
gang plus a few extras. But this is more than a few and these girls
look at her like she's a freak. 'The Other Slayer' is what they whisper
when they think she isn't in earshot.
She wonders how much they've been told. And also what's up
with the little
scene she'd witnessed earlier.
Definitely
something going on with B and Giles. Spike said not all of that
was about me, but that I could tell…something nasty must've gone down.
I know what Icy Buffy looks like, and she was full-on icy with G-man.
A bunch of the slayer-ettes are gathering in the living room,
chattering away like schoolgirls. Someone's made coffee and the girls have
downed it, citing the need to stay alert in case the First decides to
strike. Faith wanders around downstairs, looking around for a place to
hide…or…get some peace and quiet. Being around this many people has her on
edge. She's desperate for a cigarette.
Spotting the basement door, she looks around quickly to see if anyone's
watching her. Certain that no one is, she slips inside and closes it
behind her as she descends the steps. When she reaches the bottom, she
pulls out a cigarette and lights it, inhaling the smoke like a drown
victim inhaling oxygen. It's a lifeline. She slouches against the basement
wall, closing her eyes and shaking her head at the absurdity of it all.
Her. Out of jail. Helping the people she'd once tried to kill save the
friggin' world.
Priceless.
"Canna bum one?" A voice from the shadows startles her. She recognizes
it though, and instantly her mask comes on. "Or are you looking to be
alone in the dark?"
Faith peers under the banister to find the platinum blonde lounging on
a cot against the wall. He is shirtless. What little light there is in
the room enhances the contours of his musculature.
Hot. Damn.
She allows herself a moment to absorb the vision before she gets up
and saunters over to him offering her own cigarette. When he accepts it,
she lights another one for herself. She walks back to the staircase, an
exaggerated sway in her hips, and leans against one of the support
beams facing Spike.
"This where they're keeping you?" She asks with a curl of her lips,
indicating the room with a wave of her hand. Spike exhales a plume of
smoke and sits up, leaning his back against the wall to face her more
fully.
"You could call it that. I do feel…kept." He smirks. Faith
snorts.
There's a long silence as they size each other up.
"How'd you get roped into wearing a white hat; your chip?" Faith levels
her gaze in his daring him to lie.
"Know 'bout that, do ya?" He rolls his eyes and reaches over to a milk
crate to retrieve his makeshift ashtray. Faith nods. "Chip's out," he
says tapping off some ashes. He doesn't look up to see Faith's reaction.
"Hunh. And I take it B knows and approves?" She raises her eyebrows.
"Yeah, she's the one 'ad it taken out." He studies her out of the
corner of his eye.
"Really. Well, wonders never cease. What brought on that bout of
goodwill?" Faith's curiosity is infinitely piqued.
Hmmm...William the bloody without his leash.
"Was killin' me." Spike's
voice quiets and he lowers his eyes to
the blanket in contemplation. "Slayer was given a choice. She chose me."
It still amazes him that Buffy places her trust in him. Faith notices the change
in his demeanor and crosses over to him. He looks up as she approaches
and, seeing that she intends to sit, moves over to give her room.
"Well bully for you, Spikey. Finally got B to cut you a break." She
smiles at him, taking a drag off her cigarette. He smiles back noting how
different Faith is from His Slayer. He watches her devour the cigarette
with full, red lips. They study each other for a few moments, both with
ever-widening smiles.
"Y'know...Buffy's told me a lot 'bout you. Last I heard, you
were…away." He says, breaking the silence. Faith snorts and puts out the last of
her cigarette in the ashtray.
'Yeah. Got sprung. Time served. Needed for the big fight and all." She
roams her eyes around the room before coming back to Spike's.
"Ah, but you were never really locked down to begin with, were you?
Could've gotten out anytime." It's Spike's turn to dare her to lie.
"Yeah, well..." Faith squirms a little until the scrutiny. "Figured I
had a coolin' off period coming to me. Got a little wild for my own
good...or anyone else's for that matter."
"Yeah...know what that's like." He tips his head towards the chains
hanging from the wall. Faith smirks seductively.
"Ohhhhh...and here I thought those were for...recreation." She grins,
biting her bottom lip. Spike laughs and shakes his head.
"I got...dangerous...for a while. Not anymore, though." She tips her
head in tribute. "So…" He doesn't want to let her get off that easily.
"I'm not the only one on a reprieve?" She shakes her head slowly at his
question. "And how's it workin' out for you?" Faith pulls her legs up
onto the cot and crosses them under her.
"I'll let you know later. I have some...tension...to work off first."
She gives him a wicked smile as she rolls her head around on her neck.
"Bein' around a bunch of girls all the damn time does things to ya." He
smirks and laughs under his breath, watching her out of the corner of
his eye.
"Yah, I guess it would." He smiles, his eyes downcast so that he cannot
see the blood pumping at the base of her neck at a furious pace.
"You have no idea. Man, God help the dude that takes a crack at me
first. He may not be able to walk for weeks!"
Spike laughs with her, noticing how flush her skin has become. He can
smell the beginning of her arousal. Faith pulls back a bit though, not
sure whether she wants to toy with him or not. She decides to change the
subject and see if she can get any information out of him about the
situation upstairs.
"Things seem pretty tense around here, and I'm not talkin' about the
end-of-the-world kinda tense." Faith is itching to get the dirt on Buffy
and Giles. The last time she'd seen them, they'd been more like father
and daughter. Now they seem like they can barely stand to be in a room
together. Spike groans and finishes his cigarette, stumping it out in
the ashtray.
"That is a long story an' I think I'd better let Buffy tell you." He
brushes some stray ashes from his lap.
"Oh c'mon. I won't tell anyone…spill.' She playfully runs her tongue
along her teeth. Spike wonders if she uses sex for everything. She's a
beautiful girl and a dangerous one. It's a refreshing combination. It
would be tempting if his heart weren't spoken for. Still, his lips curl in
response.
"Let's jus' say…a lot's happened since you've been away." He smiles
knowingly.
"Yeah well some things don't change." Faith leans back on her arms
which causes her chest to push out a bit and exposes a bit of her toned
stomach. Spike's eyes dart to her…endowment…and then back to her face and
his smile widens. She tilts her head to the side, grinning.
"Some changes would surprise even you, I think." His eyes glitter in
the low light and his voice lowers a few octaves.
"Yeah?" She breathes. "Name one. Looks to me like not-so-little
Dawnie's still a brat, Giles is still made outta tweed even with the change to
corduroy, Xander's…Xander and Willow…well Will is a surprise. She's
filled out nicely. Probably got a few tongues wagging her way." Spike
laughs out loud this time.
"Oh, you have no idea!" His shoulders shake. Faith arches an eyebrow.
"So spill. You've been here for all the chapters, right?" Spike nods. "So what's the dilly?"
"Again, waaay too much for me to be the one t' tell ya, luv."
"O…K," Faith tries a different approach. "How about this: I saw
somethin' interesting before we left LA. You just tell me if I'm barking up
the wrong tree, deal?" Spike nods, his eyebrow arching. "Will and Fred,
this chick back in LA…helps Angel out…anyway, either I've really been
inside the joint too long or there was some serious flirtage going on
with them right before we left." Spike just smiles. "Nooo WAY!" Faith
laughs and Spike does too. "Wow…damn, girl. You go."
"Yeah, 'ave to say I was pretty surprised when I found out m'self, and
I didn't even know Red then…not really." Faith is still shaking her
head.
"Well, that's it for me. My whole shit is blown away. If someone had
told me 4 years ago that she'd be into chicks, I would've died from
laughin' so hard." She shakes her head again in disbelief. "She got a girl?"
Spike stops laughing slowly and his mood darkens a bit.
"I think she's got something wiv' the bossy chit…you'll meet 'er
later." He lowers his voice and Faith catches it.
"Whassup? You don't like the S.O.?"
"There…was another... Her first, I think. Sweet bird too." Spike smiles
a little as he plays with a bit of the blanket. It's pained. Faith
lowers her voice and her eyebrows knit a little.
"So...what happened?" She asks softly, her eyes darting to the steps to
make sure they are still alone.
"Some asshole shot her. Right 'ere in the house. In front of 'er. Red."
Spike's jaw clenches as the anger over such a senseless death still
haunts him; especially the knowledge that he hadn't been there to help
prevent it, as well as why he hadn't been there. He takes a deep,
unnecessary breath.
"Shit." It's a whisper. "Wow…man, that's...harsh. Maybe you're right.
Maybe I don't want you to tell me." Faith shakes her head again, tossing
her dark hair and runs her hands down her arms as if fighting a chill.
"Yeah." Spike smoothes his hair back roughly. "Got pretty scary from
what I gather."
"What, you weren't around?" She looks at him confused. A dark cloud
passes over his face.
"No." He doesn't elaborate. Faith doesn't push it.
"So…it can't all have been doom and gloom. Anything delicious happen?"
She smiles mischievously. "Something I can use against B? She get drunk
at a party and finally let her hair down with some guy?" Spike laughs
unexpectedly and Faith grins confused.
"You have been away." Spike smirks knowingly to himself.
"Wait, you mean miss high-and-mighty gets down-and-dirty with someone?"
She feigns shock.
"Well…not so much lately…but yeah." He picks some lint off his jeans,
his smile growing.
"Fuuuuck." Faith laughs. "I missed all the good shit." A comfortable
silence settles between the two of them, though they don't take their
eyes off one another. Spike is enjoying the brunette's company and Faith
is wondering whether or not to tell him about their other encounter. She
decides to brave it.
"Y'know..." she leans towards him, resting her elbows on her knees.
"We've met before." Spike arches an eyebrow at her.
"Yeah...met your fist a few times." She laughs, but leans in closer.
"No, I mean before that." She studies him, inches from his face and
watches as the realization dawns on him.
"The body swap." He squints his eyes at her, but his lips are curled in
a smile. She nods and pulls back.
"So you remember that, do ya?" She grins.
"Not somethin' a bloke's likely to forget, pet." He slips away from the
wall, leaning forward to meet her at eye level.
"Oh yeah?" She whispers a bit anxiously.
"Somethin' about riding me at a gallop till m' legs buckle and m' eyes
roll up." Faith unknowingly moistens her lips as she watches the words
tumble from his. "Somethin' about 'avin' muscles I've never even
dreamed of that could squeeze me 'til I pop like warm champagne...if I recall
correctly."
Spike's gaze has darkened as he watches the effects of his voice and
the words wash over her. His tongue curls to the edge of his teeth
playfully. He lets his eyes drift to her mouth, noticing the slight tremble
of desire in her lower lip. There is a beat before he leans back against
the wall and smirks at her.
"Gotcha," he says and issues a grovel-like laugh. Faith exhales with a
hiss and smiles, slapping him on the arm and returning his laughter.
They're both still laughing as the basement door opens and Buffy comes
down the steps.
"Spike, you-" she stops when she sees the pair sitting cozily on the
cot. Spike shirtless; Faith in a wispy tank top and jeans. Faith leans
back on her hands again, arching for Spike's sake, as she turns her head
to the newcomer.
"Hey, B. Spike's been filling me in a bit on what's been going on
around here." She smiles coyly. Buffy crosses her arms. She feels the
jealousy rising and fights to keep the blood from rushing to her cheeks.
So what Faith is here. So what she's sitting on Spike's bed and he's half-naked.
Spike sees the Slayers squaring off and silently enjoys the show. The dark one is using every trick in the book to get his attention. The light one is about to explode.
Neat.
He smiles at Buffy.
"Aren't you usually at work 'bout now?" He tilts his head at her.
"I…uh…thought I'd cut back on my hours. Stay around here to-" she looks
pointedly at Faith. "-keep an eye on things." Faith doesn't miss the
barb. She swings her legs over the side of the cot and stands up,
stretching her fit body for Spike's appreciation. She winks at him and heads
towards the steps.
"I'm gonna go stretch my legs. Catch ya later Spikey...B" Faith brushes
by Buffy as she heads upstairs. Buffy glares at Spike. He grins at her,
but notices the blood rushing to her cheeks and ducks his head.
"Glad to see you two are getting along, Spikey." She practically spits
out the word. He has to refrain from chuckling.
"Jus' talkin', luv. She's feelin' a little lost in the herd." He scoots
to the edge of the cot and reaches for a t-shirt, roughly pulling it
over his head. "Somethin'
you need?" Buffy's breathing calms as her anger
dissipates. She uncrosses her arms and walks over to the cot plopping down
next to him. She watches the planes of his back move beneath the taut
t-shirt. She drifts into memories momentarily, before his voice brings
her back down to earth. "Luv?" He turns towards her,
concern showing in
his face. "We really were jus' talkin'."
"I know." I'd hoped. The basement door opens and Dawn appears at the top of the steps.
"Buffy...the girl – Shannon –
she's awake." Buffy looks Spike in the eye,
silently thanking him, heads out to get information.
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Later that evening, Spike and Buffy sit on the back steps discussing
their newest enemy...
"I wouldn't worry too much about the seal, luv. Doesn't seem it's
attention 'as been over there lately."
"It's not that...it's this preacher guy. Caleb. I'm not sure what to do
here. What could he have that's mine?"
"Whatever it is, Buffy, we'll get it back. Buffy stands up
and begins
pacing back and forth. "Do you have a plan?"
"I want to go over there, but it's obvious that he's waiting for me to
do just that." Spike stands up to interrupt her pacing.
"Whoa..." He takes her by the shoulders. "You really think that's wise,
goin' over there not knowing what sorta set-up he has?" Buffy exhales
deeply.
"I dunno, Spike...I mean...we might have the element of surprise on our
side. And if we take only the best with us, divide into two fronts..."
"I see...well...I'm in, if you're gonna do this. Who else were you
thinkin' of takin'?" He releases her and stands with his arms folded
watching her assume her general's role.
"Let's see...you, me...Kennedy, um...the sorta blonde one...God, I
don't even know their names!" Buffy plops down on the steps in frustration.
Spike sits beside her. "It must seem so harsh of me, not knowing their
names. But- I-"
"Don't wanna get too close? 'fraid you're gonna lose some of 'em?"
Spike's voice is soft, empathetic. He's seen the way she distances herself
from the girls. He also believes this is the reason so many of them
resent him now, especially Kennedy. He's the right hand man.
"You're my Number 1, Spike. I trust you. I know you can take care of
yourself, but it doesn't mean that I don't worry; that I'm not scared."
Spike nods. "But these girls...they're not ready. Not at all. How can I
lead them to their own deaths?"
"Buffy..." He turns to her and takes her hands. "Pet...you're not
leading them to their deaths. You're giving them a chance at survivin' this
whole mess. I mean- they were bein' picked off one by one by those
Bringer blokes 'cause they're a threat to the First, right?" Buffy nods.
"So innit good that they're here together, with you, to help turn this
thing around? Gives 'em a fightin' chance. And they need you to lead
them, luv. You're the Slayer." His fingers draw soft circles on the backs
of her hands. She looks down at them, but she is lost in thought.
"I barely knew Chloe, Spike." She looks up at him. "I mean I barely
knew her name, even. There are a dozen Chloes in that house and I-
can't..." Spike takes her head in his hands and rests his lips in the hair
just above her forehead.
"I know, pet...I know. You're strong. You'll do wha's right. You'll
win. It won't be easy and not all of us will make it, but you gotta
believe, luv. You gotta." He lets her go and she attempts to smile. "Let's
call everyone together and we'll figure this thing out."
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Later that night Buffy takes a small army to the vineyard to confront
Caleb. The result is a disaster as several Potentials lose their lives
and Xander loses an eye. Buffy seems powerless against this new threat.
And Caleb seems to take immense joy in toying with her.
Surveying the wounded at the hospital, something churns inside of
Buffy. She hovers in the ward, seeing the injuries, hearing the moans and
she feels...nothing. Empty. She walks over to the bed of her best friend
and he looks at her with one eye. One eye!
Willow is sitting on Xander's bed, holding his hand and Buffy wonders
why she doesn't feel the need to go sit on the other side. She...just
doesn't feel anything.
Nothing.
She had been wrong, leading them in there like that. They weren't
prepared. And they'd all followed her like lemmings. Like lambs to the
slaughter. And who the hell is she anyway?
The slayer?
A slayer. And not the only one.
I'm fucking making this up as I goes along!
Turning down power from the shaman that started the slayer
line!
Pushing everyone away!
Taking wrong turns left and right!
The truth is I don't know what the hell to do. The truth is...
She wants the tears to come, but they don't.
The truth is I failed and everybody else got hit with the payback.
She walks past Xander and heads out of the double doors, out of the
hospital and out into the night.
Alone.
TBC
Next Chapter 20: Canary in a Coalmine.
