Title: This Is Me With The Words On The Tip Of My Tounge And My Eye Through The Scope Down The Barrel Of A Gun

Genre: Romance/Angst

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone from X-Men.. all of them are like their characters in evolution except for pyro and iceman.. they r like in evolution but they look like they do in X-Men 2.

Summary: This is a story about a girl named Anya who has blinding beauty but can not get to close with anyone or she will kill them.... it sounds stupid but just read it...

Kurt, Rogue, Kitty, Anya, Pyro, and Iceman were sitting at the lunch table. They had about ten minutes before lunch was over and it was silent until Kitty spoke.

"So like.. anyone wanna do anything tonight?"

"Wish I could but... uhhh... i got... homework." Rogue said trying to think up an excuse to get out of not going anywhere.

Rogues comment was followed by a chorus of yeas.

"What about you Anya?" Kitty asked, turning to the somewhat new girl on the team.

"I don't feel like doing anything." Anya said pathetically trying to be interested in the table.

"You never feel like doing anything! Why don't you live a little?" Kitty asked her angrily.Anya looks in disbelief, grabs her bag and walks off.

"Not cool Kitty. NOT cool..." Pyro told her with a look on his face that showed he was mad at Kitty

"Well I didn't mean to..."

"Kitty vhy don't you just give it up? Ve understand you didn't mean it but you said it and it's over. I mean you need to understand, shes not like us. She doesn't enjoy social situations. Vhile ve love being social she does not. It's how she is." Kurt told her as he looked in the Direction she walked off and followed after.

~*Back in Pyro, Rogue, Kurt, and Anyas room*~

"They don't understand me. It's not my fault I will hurt anyone I come into to much contact with. I hate this..." Anya said between sobs.Kurt came down from his ceiling hidout where he was listening to everything.

"Anya? Don't be angry vith me. I just vanted to help you." He said approaching cautiously.

"Kurt.. did you hear anything I said before?"

"Yes and I'm sorry.. Rogue has that same problem."

"But shes not like me" Anya said sitting on the bed pretending to be interested in the bed spread.

"I understand but ve vant to help."

"We? As in?"

"Vell I care about you.. and so does Pyro."

"Well I understand that."

"Anya I need to tell you something.. Pyro.. really...likes you I guess you could say?"

"Likes me as in?"

"Vell.... he never stops talking about you... he loves you I guess."

"Does he not understand my problem?"

"He understands it... thats vhy he never told you."

Anya gasps quietly and puts her head in her hands. Kurt puts his arm around her awkwardly.

"I'm sorry..." He said looking down at the ground.

"It's okay. I need to get over it. I have no confidence."

"You seem to have the same problem I had when i first came here."

"Really?"

"I vas so self concious I would not go out in anything but a trench coat with a hat on and everything. But then I learned you know I have an ability not many have and I should be proud of it not hide it. I mean I do vear my holowatch during the time in school but thats cause I have still not gotten over my self conciousness. I never will.

The bell rang and Kurt got up from the bed.

"Vell ve better get to class.. Jean vill be angry for sure if I am late again."

"Yea.. lets go."

They walked to class. Anya sits in her seat by Pyro who is messing with his lighter. She swallows and barely gets out words but she does.

"Uh.. Hi."

Pyro looks completly suprised and responds with "Uhm..hello."

Anya Looks to her books "How are you?"

"Good. You?"

"I'm fine."

"So... Wait a second... Did Kurt tell you anything?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Cause you never talk to me..." he said dropping his voice to an audible whisper sounding sad.

"Look Pyro I know how you feel about...well...me. But you need to understand... I have a problem."

Pyro looks around the room and grabs her by the hand and they run out the room together. Kitty yells after them saying they are going to get in trouble. Pyro continues running and they get to the nearest bathroom and get in and lock the door. When Anya catches her breath she nearly blows up.

"what was that?!? Don't you know we are going to get in trouble?! Whats your problem?!"

"Anya..I love you. And I know you have a problem but we are going to work together." He leaned in closely, she went in and turned away at the last minute.

"I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't."He kisses her once on the lips for a few seconds. She leans in and kisses longer. He pulls away suddenly gasping for breath.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be."

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Chapter one is over...