Title: Suicidal Point
Author: ryosashi
Disclaimer: Slam Dunk is not mine.

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As he sits in his room
Bottle in his hand
He thinks very seriously
Is this what he planned?

He looks around the room
Seeing it for the last time
He didn't mean for this to happen
He didn't see the signs

He grips the bottle tightly
And lies down on his bed
A million different things
Going through his head

He stands up again
As unsure as he can be
Pain was written all over his face
I can't believe you couldn't see

His hands are trembling
His knees are shaking
His heart is pounding too
But nothing can stop him
From what he is about to do

He puts the bottle down
And picks up a big knife
He holds it to his throat
And leaves the world behind

Can't think, can't move
Can't even breathe
He falls to the floor
As his precious Aya-chan walks through the door...

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Gasping at the lifeless body
Surrounded by your blood
Refusing to believe
That your time is up

I said I didn't love you
But didn't mean the words
I left you there that night
Vulnerable and hurt

Tears threaten to spill
I never should have lied
I only feared rejection
But hurt you deep inside

I fall to my knees
Can't stand it any longer
Tears flow down my cheeks
The sobbing grows louder

I came here tonight
Hoping to straighten things out
Never had I imagined
This as the result

I bend over your body
And whisper in your ear
"I love you my Ryota,
I just didn't make it clear."

I take the bloody knife
And slash my own wrist
I can't live without you my love
Goodbye, my life ends here.../i

-=-=-=- OWARI -=-=-=-
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And that's the end of my poem. A sad RyoAya. *sighz* Thanks to Liete and
Mayumi, I followed your advise! Please review! Flames are welcomed!