Chapter 5: Tourniquet
A/N: IM SO SORRY GUYZ!!!! I Know i said this would be the "special" chapter but it wouldnt work right so i have to do two more letters after this and then ill do the good chapter !!! lol
I tried to kill the my pain
but it only brought me more
I lay dying
and im pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
I lay here in my bed with pictures of us surrounding me, and thinking about how we used to be. I lay here dying while screaming for you. I'm so lost I don't know what to do. I have been defeated and cheated out of a good life, all that I love has been taken away, all I had left was you, Wyatt, Paige and Phoebe and for some odd reason i feel as if their gone too.
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
At night I kiss my son, tuck im in and wish him sweet dreams and a good life. Then i go and pray that he doesn't suffer froom the pain that I did and still do, The pain of not having a father throughout my childhood and loosing someone I loved more than the world.
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying, playing, bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
Sometimes I wonder if you forgot your family, the family that you yearned for so bad, and sometimes I think that you forget the love that we had and still have. Sometimes I wish that I could just die so that I could be with you, but I don't know that you'll be there, i'm so scared you've forgotten me, you've forgotten us, and I don't want to leave my son mother and fatherless, because now I am both parents.
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
A/N2: I didn't put the last verse of the song in because it didn't really go with the story!!!! o yea and sorry if there are spelling mistakes or anything....I had to type really fast cause i'm not supposed to be on!!!! HOPE YOU GUYZ LIKE IT!!!!
and could someone do me a favor? Post this on SS on Holly and Alyssa's board as Letter's To Leo Pt.5
Thanks if anyone does it for me!!!! o yea my name on ss is hyper piper in case ya wanted 2 kno!!!
A/N: IM SO SORRY GUYZ!!!! I Know i said this would be the "special" chapter but it wouldnt work right so i have to do two more letters after this and then ill do the good chapter !!! lol
I tried to kill the my pain
but it only brought me more
I lay dying
and im pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
I lay here in my bed with pictures of us surrounding me, and thinking about how we used to be. I lay here dying while screaming for you. I'm so lost I don't know what to do. I have been defeated and cheated out of a good life, all that I love has been taken away, all I had left was you, Wyatt, Paige and Phoebe and for some odd reason i feel as if their gone too.
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
At night I kiss my son, tuck im in and wish him sweet dreams and a good life. Then i go and pray that he doesn't suffer froom the pain that I did and still do, The pain of not having a father throughout my childhood and loosing someone I loved more than the world.
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying, playing, bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
Sometimes I wonder if you forgot your family, the family that you yearned for so bad, and sometimes I think that you forget the love that we had and still have. Sometimes I wish that I could just die so that I could be with you, but I don't know that you'll be there, i'm so scared you've forgotten me, you've forgotten us, and I don't want to leave my son mother and fatherless, because now I am both parents.
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
My God, My tourniquet
Return to me my salvation
A/N2: I didn't put the last verse of the song in because it didn't really go with the story!!!! o yea and sorry if there are spelling mistakes or anything....I had to type really fast cause i'm not supposed to be on!!!! HOPE YOU GUYZ LIKE IT!!!!
and could someone do me a favor? Post this on SS on Holly and Alyssa's board as Letter's To Leo Pt.5
Thanks if anyone does it for me!!!! o yea my name on ss is hyper piper in case ya wanted 2 kno!!!