1st Chapter: Suicide versus Love

"Touya-kun…"

Yukito turned to face Touya as he pass down some books. He was startled when Yukito did not call his usual nickname.

Forcing out a smile weakly, he murmured,"Thanks, Yuki."

Yukito accidentally caught hold of Touya's gaze and his heart ached when he realised that they where full of pain and loneliness.

It had been a month. Fully a whole month of torture for both of them.

Yukito looked away reluctantly.

I must have been too harsh on him. Yukito thought. I shouldn't be so petty. I know it can't be help for him to love both of us, because both of us love him. And I understand this is not really betrayal, although Yue's heart is totally different as mine. I know that he really loves me, because between the three of us, he is the one that suffers the most.

His eyes watered as Touya's face kept resurfacing his mind and he decided to go to his house after school later that afternoon to apologise to Touya for being such a nuisance.

Touya looked at Yukito's back and sighed deeply as he recalled the day when Yukito walked out of him…

"I love u, Yue!"

"How about Yukito? Do you love him too?"

"I……"

"He heard it…he heard what you said to me…"

Yue transformed back to Yukito.Yukito looked hard at me with tears in those amber eyes…my heart ached…

I tried to explain, but I just could not say a thing, I was speechless…

He then pushed me away and ran out of my house, into the cold rain…

I'm sorry Yukito…but I really love you too…

Tears welled up his eyes. Yukito might never forgive me, I guess…

After school

Yukito hummed a song to himself as he strolled to the Kinomoto Residence.

"Hey! Tsukishiro-san!!"

Yukito turned around and found Eriol waving to him.

"Hello! Eriol-kun!"

Eriol smiled and walked towards Yukito in fast, brisk steps.

"You seem very cheerful today…something has happened…??" Eriol said jokingly.

"Nope, but something is going to happen…by the way, have you seen Sakura?"

"Oh, she has already left with her brother, why?"

"Oh, nothing in particular…thanks anyway. I got to go."

Yukito waved to Eriol and procceded to the house.

Kinomoto Residence

Ahhh!! Its so boring down here!"

Sakura whined as she closed her "once favourite" novel.

"DingDong!"

She jumped out from her sit and ran for the door.

"Who's there?"

"It's me, Sakura."

"YUKITO-SAN??!" Sakura exclaimed as she opened the door for him.

"Yukito-san, I missed you!'

"I missed you too, Sakura-chan!"

Yukito looked around and said,"Where is Toya?"

"Oh, I think he is in his room now. But he look kinda weird today, his eyes seemed to be swollen…"

Weird? Yukito thought.

Then a horrible thought flashed through his mind as he remembered that Touya was the rash type of person. His eyes widened in fright. He prayed to himself.

Don't do anything stupid, Touya. Please don't.

He walked up the stairs to Touya's room, taking two steps at a time. Soon, he reached Touya's room, only to find it half closed. This was a bad sign.

Slowly and gingerly, he pushed the door open and was utterly shocked when he saw Touya slumped on the floor, a pool of blood beside him.

"Toya!"

Yukito screamed as he rushed over to Touya and held him tightly. He fumbled for his handkerchief and pressed it hard at Touya's slashed wrist, only to find more blood gushing out, dyeing his handkerchief red.

"Why are you so foolish, Toya?"

Tears started to stream down Yukito's cheeks.

Touya's eyes fluttered open, and he whispered weakly,"Yuki, I am sorry…" Then he fell unconscious.

"Toya! Toya! Wake up!"

Yukito shook him hard as tears continue to fall.

"Sakura! Bring the first aid kit here, quickly!"

Sakura took the first aid kit and rushed to Touya's room.

"Oni-chan, why…"

"Don't ask so much, just hand it over…!" Yukito muffled through his tears.

"I have better ways…"

Sakura called upon her magic and in no time, tight bandages were wrapped around Touya's wrist.

After putting Touya into bed, Sakura then turned to Yukito.

"Now, Yukito-san, can you tell me what really happened?"