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Chapter 2: Mental Bondage
Yay! I love making Remus so naive, and I love run on sentences and fragments. I know I couldve made this chapter so much better, but forgive me, I was rushed. :S
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~Lucius~
It's getting worse. This is beginning to drive me insane. Whenever I'm close to him, it's like something gets into my brain and makes my thoughts go all awry. I can smell him, and the scent stays with me for a week, so I'm always thinking of him (not that I don't think of him constantly, anyway.) He'll brush against me in the hall, and it makes me want to sweep him up into my arms, slam him against the wall, and snog him senseless. I can only imagine the expressions on my house mates faces... not to mention the look on his. I wonder if he would be pleasantly surprised... or horribly aghast. I wonder if he would kiss me back... more than likely, he'd be too surprised to anything, let alone move his tongue around.
Hmm, I'm hungry. I think I'll depart to the Forbidden Forest for a snack.
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~Remus~
I do admit, he is attractive. His hair looks so soft; I want to run my fingers through it... and those steel grey eyes, which sometimes betray more than they should. Heh, I sound like a lovesick second year.
Speaking of 2nd years, I've discovered that Sirius' tastes have begun to run younger. I was included today in a discussion of how he seems to be after a 3rd year Ravenclaw (one that developed early, is my best bet). I guess that means that he has finally conquered everyone in our year and the 2 below us. In all houses.
Hmm... I'm getting drowsy... The librarian keeps scowling at me for nearly dozing off on the books. Guess I'll go back to the tower.
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Speak of the bloody devil! There he is... Oh, goodness, he does look handsome. I wonder where he's off to... Maybe if I follow I'll be rewarded with a nice conversation.
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~Lucius~
Damn it all, I couldn't resist. I can't believe he had the nerve to follow me in the first place. Then being all alone with him in the dark... his luscious scent washing over me... And you cant try to tell me that he wasn't asking for something by stalking me. He is a smart one, I suppose he must have known something was amiss by the way I watch him all the time.
But by the gods, he tasted good. He was so warm... the pressure of his body against mine was almost overwhelming enough for me to push him against a tree and claim him right there. I can't get his taste out of my mouth. The faint, sweet taste of cinnamon...and the way he looked at me when I pulled back... his honeyed eyes burning, he looked so perfect and incredible.
So I had to kiss him again.
Yet it was different, this time... he kissed me back. With a passion. But he broke away quickly, gasping and stammering. I ached for more, of course, but I let him go, watching him stuttering back away toward the castle.
Because I know there will be another time.
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~Remus~
Oh....
Oh my goodness.
I... I can't believe I just did that. What compelled him to kiss me like that, just out of the blue? But it felt so good, ad so right. I wish I could talk to someone about this, but I think my friends would kill me, quite horribly.
And I don't think that I can just sit down and have a rational little chat with him over tea, especially after Moony got a taste of him, this close to the full moon.
But oh, those lips... If I never kiss him again, I'll remember those lips.
...If? If I never kiss him again?
I can't....
I won't...
I shouldn't...
But I have to! I don't care what the others say! I have to kiss those lips again...
Ugh. My head hurts. I need to go lie down.
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