February 10, 1999 Dear Diary,

For the past few weeks, I haven't been feeling well. I've noticed a few unexplained bumps and bruises on my body, in places that I don't feel comfortable telling the others about. I've been noticing that I've been shying away from my family and been ducking out on trips to the park. I feel kinda guilty about it, but what can I do? I can't help but feel this way, like I'm not safe with them around. I can't help but wonder why I feel this way. I think I'll go to bed early and lock the door. Maybe I'll feel safe then.