The letter

My love, Kurama,

When you see this letter, I may have just past away. Please not miss me, not remember me. I don't deserve your love because I don't love you. I know I am telling lies to myself, but truly, I don't want to see you see or upset just because of my death.

I miss you but I cannot go out due to my illness. Maybe just see you one time, the very last time. Therefore I run away from the hospital. I saw you I saw you. The very last time. But, but you are talking happily with another girl. You have forgotten about me. I was very happy but, but I don't know why I am crying about. I should be happy but tears fell down without my permission. I can't stop. I know I have to run away from here. However, a demon tried to hurt you. I almost shouted out but I stop myself. But you hurt him back and he run away, no he run towards me. I run away but was caught by him. He seems to know what I am thinking. He told me that you were a demon. But I don't believe.

Flashback

He brought me to a competition area and I saw I saw your friends and you. I even saw you change to a demon. I don't believe my eyes. But it is true that you are a demon. I cry. I saw you change into a demon during the fight with other demon that created bomb. I was scared. I told myself that the demon was not you, but I saw you change back. I could not convince myself.

end of flashback

I hate you telling lies. I hate you I hate you. But opposite of love is hate. How much I hate you equal to how much I love you. I miss you. At the moment, I know that I could not survive without you. I love you. Unfortunately, my lung cancer attack. I know I am going to die. I decide to write a letter to you. Goodbye my love.

Always love you,

Yu

Kurama was very sad. He almost cries out but he knew that Yuki could want him to be happy and forgot about her. But, but in his heart, there will have a place for her forever and ever.