'Saving me, raping me'
Haunted
'I can feel you pull me down'
This is only the beginning of my somewhat daunting deep thoughts. They have no idea who I really am. Although. I will try to make the best of this. I want many things I don't want and yet need. To put it simply, I'm buried alive and can only bleed. But. I cant. Imaginary! A world where I lie in myself for endless of hours. The place to rejuvenate of what was never really there. A life that can never be physically lived. Many cannot hear these screams of torment delight, love nor pain.
What confidence radiates. The soul be blessed. What happiness left be dispersed. May it make people believe.
What I am. Let be it sold, taking over me like waves of torn commitment. I can hear whispers. Insane, though I am not, merely makes me nonchalant. I have fallen. Have I? I now have come to a point turning to an evanescent light, as everything seems to be. From now on I shall save myself, doing only things for me. Even so: not entirely selfish.
Frozen onward, then constantly pulled back to life. Searching deep inside only to wake up, I sadly hope it was fair. However, I know it never was, never will be.
Immortality remains so long after we go, still gaining. I am blind still I can see.
What be cold is dead. When frozen, why are we living? Deadly is warm. Death turns to stop existent remains ceasing before actually stopping it. I have no regrets yet many to see. Proclaiming clarity of a few hundred. In which my sarcophagus is patiently open for me to return one day.
I remained worthy, reality or escape. Thankfully! Sadly though this is definitely not the end: it is of this. The salvation will hold and I understand of the success you have achieved, while not yet because I am one step afar in front, standing behind you.
'I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away'
'I'm frightened by what I see.'
Whisper
'.But somehow I know there's much more to come.'
( 2003. Sadie j Morris. ZUD!!!!! @@
Except for evanescence lyrics.
I wrote this while listening to evanescence' album, Fallen. [It's really
excellent!] It took an hour to write and basically it's just about what I was feeling
at the moment as well as listening to evanescence.
I just got my head down, put the album on repeat and kept on writing.
I'm actually thinking about showing my English teacher. Whad'ya think?
The 1st and last parts are lyrics from 'Haunted' and 'Whisper'-
Evanescence.
I hoped you liked!
Feel free to use but remember that I want credit, otherwise its just plain
plagiarizing!
Thanks to anyone who read. Flames are welcome! (
Haunted
'I can feel you pull me down'
This is only the beginning of my somewhat daunting deep thoughts. They have no idea who I really am. Although. I will try to make the best of this. I want many things I don't want and yet need. To put it simply, I'm buried alive and can only bleed. But. I cant. Imaginary! A world where I lie in myself for endless of hours. The place to rejuvenate of what was never really there. A life that can never be physically lived. Many cannot hear these screams of torment delight, love nor pain.
What confidence radiates. The soul be blessed. What happiness left be dispersed. May it make people believe.
What I am. Let be it sold, taking over me like waves of torn commitment. I can hear whispers. Insane, though I am not, merely makes me nonchalant. I have fallen. Have I? I now have come to a point turning to an evanescent light, as everything seems to be. From now on I shall save myself, doing only things for me. Even so: not entirely selfish.
Frozen onward, then constantly pulled back to life. Searching deep inside only to wake up, I sadly hope it was fair. However, I know it never was, never will be.
Immortality remains so long after we go, still gaining. I am blind still I can see.
What be cold is dead. When frozen, why are we living? Deadly is warm. Death turns to stop existent remains ceasing before actually stopping it. I have no regrets yet many to see. Proclaiming clarity of a few hundred. In which my sarcophagus is patiently open for me to return one day.
I remained worthy, reality or escape. Thankfully! Sadly though this is definitely not the end: it is of this. The salvation will hold and I understand of the success you have achieved, while not yet because I am one step afar in front, standing behind you.
'I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away'
'I'm frightened by what I see.'
Whisper
'.But somehow I know there's much more to come.'
( 2003. Sadie j Morris. ZUD!!!!! @@
Except for evanescence lyrics.
I wrote this while listening to evanescence' album, Fallen. [It's really
excellent!] It took an hour to write and basically it's just about what I was feeling
at the moment as well as listening to evanescence.
I just got my head down, put the album on repeat and kept on writing.
I'm actually thinking about showing my English teacher. Whad'ya think?
The 1st and last parts are lyrics from 'Haunted' and 'Whisper'-
Evanescence.
I hoped you liked!
Feel free to use but remember that I want credit, otherwise its just plain
plagiarizing!
Thanks to anyone who read. Flames are welcome! (