Ordinary Girl

Disclaimer: Everything belongs to J.K.Rowling

Warnings: This is my first fic in English! And I think it`s sad (I hope so!).

Have fun and please review!

Maia

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Ordinary Girl

Hello.

Who I am?

Does that matter?

I`m not sure.

For about twenty years, it hasn't mattered.

So does it now?

I`ve always been that stupid little girl still in love with Harry Potter.

Now you know who I am, don`t you?

Everyone knows that Ginny Weasley loved Harry Potter, her brother`s best friend.

And it`s right.

They always say it`s impossible to love only one person.

But I say it is possible because that`s my life.

My life?

Are you interested in my life?

No, you aren`t.

Nobody is interested in my life.

My family isn`t and my friends aren`t.

That`s okay, I`m used to this.

Everybody said that I was stupid if I thought that Harry would ever fall in love with me.

Perhaps I am stupid.

Does this matter?

I know I`m crazy. Crazy about you, Harry.

And nobody knows that there was a time when you loved me, too.

Why did you leave me?

Because of her? Because of that girl you married?

Oh, how I hate her.

Once, I was in love with the greatest hero our world knows. But then I was alone again. Was I too ordinary to spend my whole life with you, Harry?

I`m just an ordinary girl with an ordinary dream.

To spend my life with my love.

Don`t say that´s a stupid wish because we all want that, don`t we?

I`ve always been the little Ginny Weasley.

Couldn`t you call me "Virginia"?

Was that too difficult?

I don`t think there was anyone who knew that I`m called Virginia.

You didn`t know anything about me, Harry. Like all the others.

And shall I tell you why?

Because you all think that you know me.

So you don`t have to explore me, do you?

I`m just an ordinary girl with an ordinary dream.

I`m Ginny Weasley, always happy, never sad.

That`s what you think, right?

So tell me: why do I want to die then?

You didn`t expect that, do you?

Wow, great, I do something you didn`t expect me to do it.

Harry, I don`t know whether you loved me or not.

Perhaps it was just a little game.

I don`t want to know!

I only want to die.

I`m just an ordinary girl with an ordinary dream.

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Reviews please!

Maia