"Have You Ever?"
Chapter 2: "Without You."
A/N: Yeah, I know 'Have You Ever' was suppose to be a one shot, but I kinda got inspired.. Hehe so please sat back and put your tissues to use because this is sad. ;__;
Warnings:: Yaoi, sad fluff don't read, duh!!
Disclaimer:: Okay here's some hints to know when I own YGO!! When Yami and Yuugi make out on television. When the bitch.. I mean Anzu dies every episode. When these things happen I will own YGO!! HAHAHA But until that day comes I can sure as hell dream ^__^
This chapter is dedicated to Serpent who inadvertently gave me the idea…*huggles Serpent*
Hope you like!!
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~~How do I, Get through one night
without you? If I had to live without you.
What kind of life would that be? ~~~
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As the rain bounced off the roof of Domino High Freshman Motou, Yuugi was just grabbing his things from his locker, getting ready to go home. As a crash of thunder boomed though the sky the young boy suddenly dropped his books. 'It's only thunder.' His mind repeated trying to calm him down. As he bent down to pick up his books he came face to face with his childhood friend, Anzu. "Ahh!" Yuugi exclaimed as he fell over, surprised by Anzu's sudden appearance. She just laughed as she helped him up.
"You okay, Yuugi?" She asked though a fit of giggles. Yuugi just glared playfully as he dusted himself off. "Yeah Anzu-chan. So what's up?" He asked as he began putting his books in his bag.
Anzu bit her lip in anticipation. "Well… Yuugi I was wondering since Yami is all locked up in the puzzle all the time. It would be nice for once if he got out." She shifted from foot to foot nervously as Yuugi looked up at her with big eyes. "But Anzu-chan, Yami is happy to be with me." He said as he put on his back pack and headed for the door.
Anzu jumped out of her haze and quickly gripped his shoulders, preventing movement. "But Yuugi why don't you ask him, you always speak for him. Let him speak!" A frustrated Anzu practically shouted. Yuugi just felt tears threaten to spill down his face. Why couldn't she leave him alone?
"But Anzu Yami likes being with me." Yuugi explained as a sudden wave of tears erupted. Anzu just snorted. "Why don't you let him go out and have fun, with a women. I'm sure he would like it." She reasoned, but Yuugi shook his head. 'Should I tell her?' He questioned. 'Would she hate me?' Finally he came to a descion
"Anzu me and Yami are.. together." Yuugi whispered as he bowed his head slightly, his large eyes shut. Anzu just gasped as she narrowed her eyes dangerously. "Have you slept with him?" Yuugi just stayed silent. Anzu just tighten her grip on him. "You whore you did, didn't you?" Yuugi could only nod slightly. "He's just using you, Yuugi. When he's done robbing the cradle he'll come to me." Yuugi just busted into tears as he looked up at her. "You're nothing Yuugi! You need Yami to protect you all the time. Yami never loved you Yuugi. Quit fooling yourself.." After Anzu was finished Yuugi just dropped his bag and ran out the doors. Anzu laughed as she saw him fall on the steps.
"Yes, run little Yuugi. Run home to Yami." She yelled out into the rain.
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Yuugi ran as fast as he can through the rain. He pumped his short arms and legs as fast as they would go. He didn't care about catching a cold or getting hit by a car as he ran aimlessly through the streets. All he cared about were the five words replaying in his head over and over. 'Yami never loved you Yuugi.'
'Is it true?' The question popped in and out his mind as he ran. When he finally stopped he sat on a bench in Domino park, panting heavily. As he laid down on the rain cluttered bench his thoughts drifted back to that night. When darkness and light became one. Yuugi had been so scared and Yami so gentle. Were those acts they performed of love or lust?
Yuugi just couldn't take the pressure any more and he just broke down, right then and there. He cried until the night wore on, anybody who passed the boy would've known he was sad, but sad for what was another thing. Was he sad for himself being used? Was he sad for Yami having to put up with him being so weak? No, quite the contrary, he was sad because the bond between darkness and light is so strong it's scary, but as little Yuugi cried his heart out on that cold bench he realized that it's not.
The bond between darkness and light is not unbreakable. That reassurance of everlasting love was like a life line for Yuugi and now that it was broken, so was Yuugi…….
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~~Oh, I need you in my arms, need you to hold.
You're my world, my heart my soul. If you ever leave
Baby you would take away ever thing good in my life.~~~
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As the grandfather clock in the Motou residence chimed, Yami just sighed. 'Where could Yuugi be?' He thought as he looked at his watch. It was already seven o'clock, Yuugi was out of school four hours ago. 'I hope he's okay.' Yami hoped as he started to head for the door, umbrella in hand. When he stepped outside his thoughts traveled back to the short boy who captured his heart and soul. 'Please be okay, Yuugi.' Yami hoped as he started down the street. 'Please.'
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Yuugi's thoughts were all in a jumble as Anzu's cruel voice rang though out his head. He shuddered through tears as a wave of emotions hit. He suddenly felt alone inside, he felt empty. He felt as if he was screaming out loud and nobody cared, nobody. As Yuugi brought a hand up to wipe the tears away he caught a glimpse of the ring on his finger. He smiled as he took off the simple ring, it was just a plain gold band, but that's not what made it special. What made it special was that Yami had brought it for the boy as a present. To some that ring would be well, just a ring, but to Yuugi it was a sign of Yami's everlasting love. And no one not even Anzu could shattered that.
Yuugi's smile beamed brightly as he got off the bench. When Yuugi started off for home he ran across the side walk, but a slippery spot caught him off guard and he fell, dropping his ring. As he got up and dusted himself off he found that he had dropped his ring. Yuugi searched the whole side walk before he saw a glint of gold in the street. Relived Yuugi walked over to the street and picked it up, but as the rain drops fell hard on the ground it also muffled the sound of a car coming down the road, at an alarming rate. As Yuugi started to go he turned around only to find a bright pair of lights blinding his vision, the rest was blank to Yuugi as Yami's screams and car breaks screeching filled his ears.
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~~And tell me now. How do I live
without you? I want to know. How can I breathe
Without you, if you ever go? How do I, ever survive? ~~~
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That was short O.o and sad….. Sorry! Well it wasn't that sad, but next chapter is a real tear-fest…. Is that a word? O'well the next chapter is called "In the Arms of an Angel" My favorite song, but it's also really sad.. ;__; So please read and review! Please? If you have suggestions for a sad, sad song e-mail me or tell me in a review!
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~~ Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky. There would be no love in my life. There'd be no world left for me. And I baby I don't know what I would do I'd be lost if I lost you~~~