Hey here I am again. I don't know when the next up date will be, but they
are coming.
As I said b/4 I've finished the story I just need to type it. The last
chapter also needs a few adjustments. . . This is also short because since
College is depriving me of free time. I'll try to make the next piece
longer! Enjoy.
Discliamer: Evangelion and its characters and any other related material are copyrighted to the Deity know as Anno and Gainax.
PERSPECTIVE : Asuka
What's wrong with me? I actually ENJOYED eating LCL. Mien Gott!! I think the only reason I puked was my own disgust. We've been on the floor for over an hour now, and nothing else has happened. I feel like I'm being torn apart inside, like something is trying to get out. What if someone is trying to be reborn?
I don't know if I ever really loved Shinji. I'm not sure why that thought springs to mind suddenly, but it does. I think I just formed a bond with him because we were alone for close to a year. I still don't know for sure how we scraped by. We let ourselves get attached to disgusting and over touchy contact. I let my self become dependant on it. It keeps me alive. Disgusting. . .
So why did I marry him? So we could keep ourselves alive I guess. I never really "hated" him like I always said I did. He set me free. I guess I owe this much to him. . . --- (end Perspective)
"That could be a problem then."
"What can you do?"
"Hey, I'm just a messenger. I did my job." The NERV operative snapped.
"Get out." The voice in the darkness replied.
"Yes sir." He flinched and exited, the light from the open door the only source of illumination in the room.
"You aren't worried?" a second voice asked.
"What is there to be worried about? So one or two people won't be coming back. The perpetrator has been dealt with."
"You KILLED him."
"That's a problem."
The second person set his teeth. "I suppose not. What do we do about NERV, the Angel reading? What is it really?"
"Ignorant belief. Dependence on having an enemy, I suppose."
"Human minds are fragile, huh?"
"You should go."
"Mmm, your right. Er-- Dr. Akagi?"
"What?" this was growled.
"Don't let the power go to your head."
---
When Asuka woke up, it was late, maybe five o'clock in the evening. She was on her bed, and Kaji was seated beside it.
"Kaji?"
He smiled. "We were worried. Shinji and Misato went out to get dinner."
"I'm not eating."
"I understand."
She rolled onto her side and away from him. "I want to be alone."
"You're not your self."
"You don't know me any more. I may be a little out of it, but I assure you, I'm still me."
Kaji scratched the side of his head. "What ever you say."
"Kaji-you-you look exactly the same."
"After all the times you used to try and jump me, you won't even look at me?"
"You don't know. . ." this was whispered. "What do you care?" this was louder.
"Oh-." He was slightly shocked. "I don't- I mean. . .I'm just a little surprised."
"You told me off remember? As much as I hated it, I got the point! Now go away!"
"Asuka?"
There were tears forming on her lashes, regardless of how hard she fought them back. "I said leave!" she tried to sound angry but it was a miserable attempt.
"I'm not buying this angry act. Come on, talk to me!"
"I can't, not any more. Not after--."
"After what?"
She didn't answer.
"Are you feeling any better?"
"Yes. And I don't know why. I'm scared Kaji--. There's a person, maybe two inside of me. For some sick reason my body is okay with that." She shuddered. "What's wrong with me?"
Kaji turned away, unable to answer.
--- End Chapter.
More to come!! I hope to get it up in a week or so, until then, please review! Thanks.
Discliamer: Evangelion and its characters and any other related material are copyrighted to the Deity know as Anno and Gainax.
PERSPECTIVE : Asuka
What's wrong with me? I actually ENJOYED eating LCL. Mien Gott!! I think the only reason I puked was my own disgust. We've been on the floor for over an hour now, and nothing else has happened. I feel like I'm being torn apart inside, like something is trying to get out. What if someone is trying to be reborn?
I don't know if I ever really loved Shinji. I'm not sure why that thought springs to mind suddenly, but it does. I think I just formed a bond with him because we were alone for close to a year. I still don't know for sure how we scraped by. We let ourselves get attached to disgusting and over touchy contact. I let my self become dependant on it. It keeps me alive. Disgusting. . .
So why did I marry him? So we could keep ourselves alive I guess. I never really "hated" him like I always said I did. He set me free. I guess I owe this much to him. . . --- (end Perspective)
"That could be a problem then."
"What can you do?"
"Hey, I'm just a messenger. I did my job." The NERV operative snapped.
"Get out." The voice in the darkness replied.
"Yes sir." He flinched and exited, the light from the open door the only source of illumination in the room.
"You aren't worried?" a second voice asked.
"What is there to be worried about? So one or two people won't be coming back. The perpetrator has been dealt with."
"You KILLED him."
"That's a problem."
The second person set his teeth. "I suppose not. What do we do about NERV, the Angel reading? What is it really?"
"Ignorant belief. Dependence on having an enemy, I suppose."
"Human minds are fragile, huh?"
"You should go."
"Mmm, your right. Er-- Dr. Akagi?"
"What?" this was growled.
"Don't let the power go to your head."
---
When Asuka woke up, it was late, maybe five o'clock in the evening. She was on her bed, and Kaji was seated beside it.
"Kaji?"
He smiled. "We were worried. Shinji and Misato went out to get dinner."
"I'm not eating."
"I understand."
She rolled onto her side and away from him. "I want to be alone."
"You're not your self."
"You don't know me any more. I may be a little out of it, but I assure you, I'm still me."
Kaji scratched the side of his head. "What ever you say."
"Kaji-you-you look exactly the same."
"After all the times you used to try and jump me, you won't even look at me?"
"You don't know. . ." this was whispered. "What do you care?" this was louder.
"Oh-." He was slightly shocked. "I don't- I mean. . .I'm just a little surprised."
"You told me off remember? As much as I hated it, I got the point! Now go away!"
"Asuka?"
There were tears forming on her lashes, regardless of how hard she fought them back. "I said leave!" she tried to sound angry but it was a miserable attempt.
"I'm not buying this angry act. Come on, talk to me!"
"I can't, not any more. Not after--."
"After what?"
She didn't answer.
"Are you feeling any better?"
"Yes. And I don't know why. I'm scared Kaji--. There's a person, maybe two inside of me. For some sick reason my body is okay with that." She shuddered. "What's wrong with me?"
Kaji turned away, unable to answer.
--- End Chapter.
More to come!! I hope to get it up in a week or so, until then, please review! Thanks.