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The Diary of an Orc...Continued
*~*~* Aragorn *~*~*
Now that Rinariel has disappeared, I realise that maybe my actions were uncalled for. Of course, one must see that with being brought up fearing, and hating Orcs, one cannot suddenly be friends with an Orc.
At first, none of us realised that she was not with us, and I assumed that she would be right behind Boromir, as he was the last person into the Mines.
It wasn't until Sam asked: "Where is she?" that we all saw she wasn't with us.
I feel ashamed of the way I have treated her and hope she has not run away from us in grief or anger.
She is a kind soul, though one has the tendency to overlook that fact when one sees her.
*~*~* Boromir *~*~*
We have nearly reached the outskirts of a great forest called Lothlorien, or the Golden Wood.
Now that Rinariel is not with us, my journey is a lonely one, as not many of the other Fellowship member's converse with me as she did.
Aragorn is clearly kicking himself for being so horrible and unwelcoming to her, but I understand. I think we all do.
With the loss of Gandalf, the mood of our party is dull and the conversations aren't really worth taking part in.
Even Gimli seems downcast, and he is usually, along with Pippin, the most cheerful and optimistic of us all.
I wonder where we lost Rinariel, I didn't see he as we entered the Mines, I just assumed she was with us, somewhere.
I hope she hasn't got herself lost in Moria; that would be a terrible fate.
*~*~* Legolas *~*~*
She is gone then.
The others seem to think she may have lost her way in Moria, but I know where we left her.
Just as Frodo had been freed from the Watcher, I noticed a shadow in the air, the Watcher swinging it around.
I tell myself that I would have saved her if Mithrandir hadn't ordered us into the Mines, but I know in my heart what I thought and felt when I saw her up there.
I wanted her to die.
*~*~* Pippin *~*~*
Everyone seems in a cheerful mood today. Not.
I feel terrible about Gandalf. I shouldn't have touched that stupid skeleton, but it just looked so interesting! I mean, it was like putting a Hobbit in a field of Mushrooms and telling him he can't touch any of them!
The strange Orc/elf has gone too. I don't know when I last saw her. Aragorn seems very bitter about the whole situation. Maybe Arwen has competition.
Hmmm, I didn't just write that.
*~*~* Frodo *~*~*
Gandalf. He's gone. Dead. Not alive. Not with us anymore.
It's not fair. Why did Pippin have to touch that rotten skeleton in Moria? It's all his fault!
No. No it's not. He didn't know what he was doing. He didn't know that awful creature was lurking in the Shadows.
But I don't know, he didn't even try to get back up! He could have too. I can see it in my mind.
And Boromir. I feel very angry with him. Why did he stop me? Why didn't he let me go to him? I could have helped him! I could have!
And that nasty Orc has gone too.
*~*~* Sam *~*~*
Mr. Frodo is acting rather odd. He snaps at everyone and looks very sad, all the time. He asks me: "Why, Sam? Why did Boromir stop me from going to Gandalf?"
I reply: "The bridge was unstable, Mr. Frodo. You may have fallen too. What would happen to the Ring then?"
He snarls, like an angry dog.
"Are you saying Gandalf's life is less important than the Ring?"
I can't answer. Frodo looks mad and stomps away to find refuge in his own company.
The Orc, Rinariel, or something, has gone missing. One moment, she was with us, the next, she is not and the darkness of Moria pressing around us.
She wasn't bad. She was an interesting topic to talk about, though I suspect she could hear every word. Just like Legolas.
*~*~* Merry *~*~*
Everyone seems quite gloomy today. I don't see why. It s a beautiful day, the temperature is rather pleasant and the sun is shining.
Of course, we've lost two of our..well, one was a friend, the other..I'm not too sure.
Aragorn, Frodo and Legolas snap at EVERYBODY. You can't even ask them when the next stop will be.
A perfect example, this morning.
We had been walking a long way and Aragorn was leading a hard pace, so I ran ahead to talk to him.
"Aragorn," I asked, running to keep up with him.
"What?" He asked. He sounded irritated.
"When can we stop and have something to eat? Sometime soon?"
He stopped suddenly, nearly causing Gimli to run into the back of him.
"For Valar's sake, Merry!" He shouted, his face heating up. "When are you going to stop thinking about your stomach??"
Yes, everyone is on tender hooks. Except maybe Pippin.
*~*~* Gimli *~*~*
I don't see why everyone is so depressed! I mean, I know Gandalf meant a lot to everyone, but I'm sure he'll be rested where he's gone! Legolas seems very unfriendly. He's acting a little like when I first met him. All mean with disapproving eyes.
Young Frodo is acting rather strange too. He's rude and angry to all that try to talk to him.
I too am sad about our loss, though the grief of Balin's death still bears with me a little.
At least I am not like all these other sad sacks!
Young Pippin and Merry are the only other two that seems happy today.
We are nearly the Golden Wood. I don't know why we must pass through here, I've heard that a witch lives in the depths of the forest.
And all that look at her, fall under her spell.
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What a great cure for writers block! Write about other things. I hope that shows that I'm not making Aragorn evil. I just made him act like that because...well, he needed too, almost. It was like he was trying to protect the Fellowship from evil, you know? Because that's kind of his job. Along with others...
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And I can't really say what's going to happen next or in the end, because tha will ruin it.
The Diary of an Orc...Continued
*~*~* Aragorn *~*~*
Now that Rinariel has disappeared, I realise that maybe my actions were uncalled for. Of course, one must see that with being brought up fearing, and hating Orcs, one cannot suddenly be friends with an Orc.
At first, none of us realised that she was not with us, and I assumed that she would be right behind Boromir, as he was the last person into the Mines.
It wasn't until Sam asked: "Where is she?" that we all saw she wasn't with us.
I feel ashamed of the way I have treated her and hope she has not run away from us in grief or anger.
She is a kind soul, though one has the tendency to overlook that fact when one sees her.
*~*~* Boromir *~*~*
We have nearly reached the outskirts of a great forest called Lothlorien, or the Golden Wood.
Now that Rinariel is not with us, my journey is a lonely one, as not many of the other Fellowship member's converse with me as she did.
Aragorn is clearly kicking himself for being so horrible and unwelcoming to her, but I understand. I think we all do.
With the loss of Gandalf, the mood of our party is dull and the conversations aren't really worth taking part in.
Even Gimli seems downcast, and he is usually, along with Pippin, the most cheerful and optimistic of us all.
I wonder where we lost Rinariel, I didn't see he as we entered the Mines, I just assumed she was with us, somewhere.
I hope she hasn't got herself lost in Moria; that would be a terrible fate.
*~*~* Legolas *~*~*
She is gone then.
The others seem to think she may have lost her way in Moria, but I know where we left her.
Just as Frodo had been freed from the Watcher, I noticed a shadow in the air, the Watcher swinging it around.
I tell myself that I would have saved her if Mithrandir hadn't ordered us into the Mines, but I know in my heart what I thought and felt when I saw her up there.
I wanted her to die.
*~*~* Pippin *~*~*
Everyone seems in a cheerful mood today. Not.
I feel terrible about Gandalf. I shouldn't have touched that stupid skeleton, but it just looked so interesting! I mean, it was like putting a Hobbit in a field of Mushrooms and telling him he can't touch any of them!
The strange Orc/elf has gone too. I don't know when I last saw her. Aragorn seems very bitter about the whole situation. Maybe Arwen has competition.
Hmmm, I didn't just write that.
*~*~* Frodo *~*~*
Gandalf. He's gone. Dead. Not alive. Not with us anymore.
It's not fair. Why did Pippin have to touch that rotten skeleton in Moria? It's all his fault!
No. No it's not. He didn't know what he was doing. He didn't know that awful creature was lurking in the Shadows.
But I don't know, he didn't even try to get back up! He could have too. I can see it in my mind.
And Boromir. I feel very angry with him. Why did he stop me? Why didn't he let me go to him? I could have helped him! I could have!
And that nasty Orc has gone too.
*~*~* Sam *~*~*
Mr. Frodo is acting rather odd. He snaps at everyone and looks very sad, all the time. He asks me: "Why, Sam? Why did Boromir stop me from going to Gandalf?"
I reply: "The bridge was unstable, Mr. Frodo. You may have fallen too. What would happen to the Ring then?"
He snarls, like an angry dog.
"Are you saying Gandalf's life is less important than the Ring?"
I can't answer. Frodo looks mad and stomps away to find refuge in his own company.
The Orc, Rinariel, or something, has gone missing. One moment, she was with us, the next, she is not and the darkness of Moria pressing around us.
She wasn't bad. She was an interesting topic to talk about, though I suspect she could hear every word. Just like Legolas.
*~*~* Merry *~*~*
Everyone seems quite gloomy today. I don't see why. It s a beautiful day, the temperature is rather pleasant and the sun is shining.
Of course, we've lost two of our..well, one was a friend, the other..I'm not too sure.
Aragorn, Frodo and Legolas snap at EVERYBODY. You can't even ask them when the next stop will be.
A perfect example, this morning.
We had been walking a long way and Aragorn was leading a hard pace, so I ran ahead to talk to him.
"Aragorn," I asked, running to keep up with him.
"What?" He asked. He sounded irritated.
"When can we stop and have something to eat? Sometime soon?"
He stopped suddenly, nearly causing Gimli to run into the back of him.
"For Valar's sake, Merry!" He shouted, his face heating up. "When are you going to stop thinking about your stomach??"
Yes, everyone is on tender hooks. Except maybe Pippin.
*~*~* Gimli *~*~*
I don't see why everyone is so depressed! I mean, I know Gandalf meant a lot to everyone, but I'm sure he'll be rested where he's gone! Legolas seems very unfriendly. He's acting a little like when I first met him. All mean with disapproving eyes.
Young Frodo is acting rather strange too. He's rude and angry to all that try to talk to him.
I too am sad about our loss, though the grief of Balin's death still bears with me a little.
At least I am not like all these other sad sacks!
Young Pippin and Merry are the only other two that seems happy today.
We are nearly the Golden Wood. I don't know why we must pass through here, I've heard that a witch lives in the depths of the forest.
And all that look at her, fall under her spell.
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What a great cure for writers block! Write about other things. I hope that shows that I'm not making Aragorn evil. I just made him act like that because...well, he needed too, almost. It was like he was trying to protect the Fellowship from evil, you know? Because that's kind of his job. Along with others...
Thanks for your awesome reviews!
And I can't really say what's going to happen next or in the end, because tha will ruin it.