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Chapter 11
It was another two weeks after Kimberly and John were married before Maggie and Walter finally made it down the aisle. He'd hemmed and hawed about setting a date until Maggie finally informed him that her due date was not very far off and if he wanted to be married before his baby came, they'd best get to it. They finally tied the knot three weeks after Kimberly and John.
On the day of her long awaited
wedding, Maggie Scully stood in front of the mirror surveying her appearance.
The shell pink gown she'd chosen to marry Walter
Skinner in set off the tone of her face perfectly, if only it did something for
her now nonexistent figure. She placed her hand on her now rounded belly and
sighed. She wanted this
baby and she wanted to marry Walter, but sometimes she wasn't
sure if she was
doing the right thing. Maybe she shouldn't do this.
Dana entered the room, her belly preceding that entrance. She looked at her
Mom and tears sprang to her eyes. She looked so beautiful and so happy.
"Are you ready, Mom?" she asked, brushing back a stray strand of hair
from
her mother's face. "You look perfect. Walter is going to love you, more
than he all ready does."
"You think he loves me? No, I'm being ridiculous,
I know he loves me, but am
I doing to right thing, Dana?"
"Are you happy with Walter, Mom?" Scully asked, tucking the flower in
her
mother's hair.
"Yes, he makes so happy and he makes me feel loved and young again."
"Then you are doing the right thing, Mom. Your happiness is all that
counts."
"I still miss your Daddy. I still love him, but..." Her mother
trailed off,
"it's different this time." She looked into her daughters eyes and
saw
emotion there.
"Mom, you have nothing to worry about. It's going to be a beautiful day
and..."
She was interrupted as the door swung open.
"Knock knock" Mulder called, "How's
everybody doing in here? You look
beautiful, Mom. And Dana, you look terrific, perfect." He moved in and
kissed her.
Scully was wearing a blue dress. He loved her in blue, all shades; it
brought out her eyes and set off her hair. He'd always
found her beautiful,
but now that she was almost seven months pregnant with his twins, she was
radiant. The dynamic in the room seemed off; his mother-in-law seemed tense
and nervous.
"Dana, why don't you check on Walter and let me chat with Mom for a few
minutes okay?"
Scully got his silent message and turned to leave, kissing her mother's cheek
before checking on her stepfather to be.
"What's wrong, Mom?" Mulder asked, approaching his mother-in-law,
"This is
your wedding day. You should be happy. I know I was."
"It was different for you, Fox. You and Dana were just starting out in
life.
I've been to the circus; I know everything there is to
know about marriage
and child rearing. There are no surprises left..."
"Mom, you are marrying an Assistant Director of the FBI, trust me, your
life
together will be full of surprises," Mulder said smiling.
"I hope they aren't like the surprises I've faced so far. A pregnancy, a
heart attack, a stroke, what's next, a Mustang, an earring, and a nineteen
year old girlfriend?"
"Mom, you are being unreasonable, not to mention unfair. Skinner
would never
do that to you, he'd never do that, period." Mulder tried to keep his
voice
calm. He knew Maggie wasn't making an accusation, but
he was beginning to
feel a new attachment to Skinner and any attack on the man's character he met
with resistance.
"I know, Fox. I'm sorry. I'm
just so scared. I'm so afraid that I'm not
doing the right thing."
"Mom, do you love Walter?" Mulder asked.
"Of course I do, but does he really need to be saddled with a baby. His
health
is just starting to rebound, he is still not back to work, and this isn't fair
to him, Fox."
"What are you really afraid of, Mom? I know
you're holding something back,
what is it?"
"I still miss Bill. I still love him. It's
foreign to me, loving two men.
I don't know if I can be a good wife to Walter while I still love another
man." Maggie massaged her belly and looked on the verge of tears.
"You still love Bill. You shared a lot of time together. You shared your
lives, your children, he's part of you and you are
part of him. Walter isn't
going to expect you to stop thinking about Bill, to stop loving him. What he
will expect is that you love him as much, if differently, than Bill. Part of
Walter will probably always love Sharon, for the good times they had in their
marriage. If you can accept that from him, he will accept that from you.
"Now, stop worrying. Dry your eyes and get ready to marry, God help me, my
boss. At least with him in the family, I won't get
chewed out as often, huh.
You can mellow him out for me." Mulder said, and then laughed quietly to
himself.
"What"? Maggie asked wiping her eyes.
"I was just remembering how I proposed to Dana." A big grin escaped
his lips
again.
"What did you do?" She stared at him. "Fox?
Come on, Dana never really gave me all the details."
"Okay. Okay. Well, I'd had a loooooong
discussion with Byers about my
feelings for Dana and I came to the conclusion that I was going to marry her no
matter what anyone said. But stupidly I told Frohike and Langley as well and
they both wanted to help me. So I went out and bought
this gorgeous ring and
then I'm like "okay so how do I ask her?" So then Frohike
tells me to
pretend that he was Scully and they were all shouting "say this" and
"say
that" you know. In the end I got up the nerve and drove to the 7/11 to
pick
up some supplies and then on to Quantico." Mulder paused as he relived the
memory smiling again broadly. "Scully was performing an autopsy and then
meeting with some old buddies from med school. I walked into the bullpen
and..."
"Bullpen?" Maggie asked.
"A collection of desks where agents sit." He
cleared that up for her and then
continued. "Anyway I walked down to her and said all my hellos y'know. Then I
uh got down on one knee and she thought I was ill! And then
I said "I know
Scully that I have always been a dweeb to you" and I lifted up a packet of
'Dweebs'. "And that I don't deserve you. I probably never will. But we've
been through a lot together and I was wondering if I could have your 'ham' in
marriage. "And then lifted up a slice of ham. I
know that last one was lame
but hey it worked!"
Maggie smiled up at him. He was really a sweet young man. "Were you
afraid?"
She tentatively asked.
"Hell yeah! Of course I was. I was petrified. But I overcame my nerves and
asked her. Men hate rejection. That's the problem. We're afraid of being
shunned. Now look where that's gotten me. You are
going to have a wonderful day.
Mulder hugged her one last time before disappearing down the hall to check
once again, on the very nervous groom.
Meanwhile, Scully was down the hall talking to Skinner. He was pale and
looked as though he might pass out.
"How are you holding up, Sir?" she asked in a professional tone,
trying to
separate herself from the feelings she was having for this man. He was
starting to feel like family. She didn't know if she'd
ever seen him as a
father completely, but she respected him and found herself beginning to love
him.
"I'm fine, Scully. Just fine," he said.
"Liar. You're slurring
your speech. You only do that when you're mad,
nervous, or upset. I know you aren't mad; Mulder and I
haven't worked this
week. Upset doesn't really fit either, so I'd put my
dollar on nervous.
Want to talk about it?" She approached him and touched his shoulder
gently.
"I'm not sure I'm doing the right thing, Scully. I can't
take the place of
your Dad, I'm not even sure I'll be that great a dad or husband. I can't
believe it took me this long to realize it."
"Walter, no one expects you to take Dad's place. No one would want you
too.
What I do expect, and Mom and Mulder too, is for you
to love her and protect
her and to love and protect your baby. That's my
little brother or sister in
there and if you don't take care of business, I'm going to have to shoot you.
And if you remember, I'm one of the best shots in the FBI, next to you, of
course."
That drew a small smile, which quickly faded into another frown.
"There's something else isn't there?" she probed, all ready knowing
the
truth.
"Yes. I'm scared, Scully. I never though I'd hear myself admit that. Not
to a woman, not to you. I am so scared that I'll
lose your Mom, I'm so
scared that marriage to me will change her and not for the better either.
I've all ready compromised her, made her lose some of her virtues, the things
that make her who she is."
"I don't understand."
"She's pregnant and not married, and she's
marrying a divorced man. She's
getting married in her living room by a federal court judge. That
is not the
Margaret Scully I know. She's marrying an Episcopalian for God's
sake." He rose from his position and began to pace, the slight limp the
stroke left him with pronounced with his worry.
"Walter, in about thirty-five minutes, my mother won't be Margaret Scully
anymore. She'll be Margaret Skinner. And Margaret Skinner doesn't care if
she's married in a church or that the man she's marrying is divorced. She
only cares about the man. She only cares about you, Walter, your happiness
and well being. That's what
makes her my mother, Sir, nothing more, nothing
less.
"Would it make you feel better if I told you she's worrying that this is
the
right thing for you?"
"Why? I'm the one who's asking her to change who
she is for me." He looked
lost.
"She still loves my Dad, part of her always will, and she's irrationally
afraid she's short changing you."
"There are different kinds of love, Dana, she'd never marry me without
loving
me, and I know that."
Scully moved into his path and made him stop pacing. "Sounds
to me like you
both have a case of pre-wedding jitters. I had a good case of them
myself
before I married Mulder, remember. Only I threw up on your tux when you came
to see how I was," she smiled and giggled a bit at the memory, "you
aren't
going to throw up on me are you?" she asked cocking her head to the side
and
raising her eyebrows.
"No," he laughed, "I'm not going to throw up on you. But I am
going to kiss
you." He took her shoulders and placed an almost fatherly kiss on her
forehead, "You are something else, Scully. I hope that, if this baby's a
girl, she's turns out exactly like you."
Scully felt her eyes tear up and she leaned and gave him a quick hug.
"Now, I better get back to Mom. See you in a few minutes," she smiled
at him
before turning and leaving the room.
Fears put to rest; both bride and groom started counting the moments until
the wedding was actually performed. Suddenly, Maggie couldn't wait to be
Mrs. Walter Skinner. The minutes seemed to creep by slowly, and then her
daughter was at her side and Kim as well, both radiant and smiling.
"It's time, Mom. Are you
ready?" Dana asked.
"I am, Dana. As nervous as I was before, I'm so ready to marry Walter
now."
"You're going to make him happy, Margaret. I've
know him for a lot of years
and he's never been happier than when he's with you."
Margaret hugged her daughter, and then she hugged Kim and took a deep breath.
"Okay, let's get this show on the road," she smiled and followed her
two
bridesmaids out the door with a bounce in her step.
Her children had been right, this was going to be the best day of her life,
and all the days after that, well, she'd have to see,
but she knew one thing
for sure, she could handle anything as long as she had Walter Skinner by her
side.
Chapter 12
Saturday morning, Two weeks after the wedding
Walter Skinner had spent the night awake. He had a lot to think about. He
was married again, this time to a woman he loved more
than his own life and
she was pregnant with his first child. He couldn't
stop himself from
marveling over that fact. It was amazing to him, inconceivable that after
years of loneliness and despair that he could have this happiness.
Margaret was nestled against his side, her head pillowed by his shoulder.
She was sound asleep, exhausted from the days activities. He loved to watch
her sleep. She looked so young and carefree, so in need of his protection.
He nearly left his skin when the phone rang loudly.
"Skinner," he barked into the phone, not raising his voice, but
annoyance
evident in his tone. He checked that Maggie was still asleep. If this early
caller disturbed her, they would pay.
"Good morning, Dad," came the teasing voice of his new
stepson-in-law, Fox
Mulder.
"It was. What is it, Mulder?" he asked his Agent.
"Is Mom awake yet?" Mulder asked.
"No, and if I have my way, she won't be for at least two more hours. Its
only six a.m. for God's sake."
Mulder could tell his father-in-law and boss was upset to have had his sleep
interrupted, but he had to call. Dana had been keeping him awake all night,
pestering him about when they were going to go shopping for the baby
furniture they needed. He'd gotten two hours sleep if
he was lucky and even
that was interrupted by Scully's excited, yet annoying prodding.
"I know, Walt. Believe me, I know. Dana has kept me up all night. She
wants to go shopping for baby things and, I'm sorry, as much as I love her, I
can't stand the though of going to stores with her."
Skinner took pity on his comrade in suffering. Shopping with Margaret was a
tiring, stressful, maddening ordeal if there ever was one and she got tired
easily, after two hours they were done, yet it took him weeks to recover.
Scully, with the energy her pregnancy had given her must be worse.
"I know what you mean, Mulder," Skinner sympathized. "Shopping
with Maggie
is a fate I wouldn't wish on...on... the Cancerman.
If daughter is like
mother, I understand. That still doesn't excuse you from calling me at six
a.m. on a weekend."
"You're upset about that, huh" Mulder inquired all ready knowing the
answer.
Skinner surprised him when he sighed, "No, I wasn't asleep. I ah, haven't
really slept since the wedding. I keep waking up to check on Maggie and then
I lay there a while and think. I was all ready up."
"I used to do that when I first got married. I couldn't
get enough of
looking at her. Scully of course wasn't pregnant at the time so she'd wake
up and..."
"I don't need a visual aid, Mulder. I've gotten
the picture."
Walter swung his legs over the side of the bed and moved away so that his
voice wouldn't disturb Margaret's sleep.
"Well, anyway, while Dana is still in the shower and can't hear me
complain,
I called to ask if you and Mom want to meet us for a later breakfast and
shopping for baby things. I could really use a buddy in the trenches man."
Skinner stared at his wife. She'd been feeling tired
and rundown since the
wedding, the stress and strain of the last seven months catching up and
wiping her out. He didn't want to keep her out too
long. On the other hand,
a day with her two crazy children might do her some good. The worst that
could happen was she got tired and they left early.
"Well, like I said, she's not awake yet. I'll ask
her when she gets up and
call you back. Nothing is open until ten anyway. If she says yes, I'll call
you back."
Mulder offered up a silent prayer of thanksgiving. He knew that Maggie would
jump at the chance to spend the day with her daughter, husband, and
"son".
Aloud he said, "All right, I'll tell Dana that you'll call. Don't be
surprised if she calls you every ten minutes to see if Mom is up yet. She
woke me every ten minutes to ask when we'd go shopping
until I said today.
She's so excited about this."
"And you're not?" Skinner asked. He knew that since Mulder had
accepted his
wife's condition and had seen the sonogram photo he'd
been smitten with his
children, so his not being excited didn't compute.
"I am excited about the buying part, just not the shopping part. We'll go
to like ten stores and look at all different models and prices and end up
buying the first thing we looked at in the first store. Scully insists on
trying to find the best bargain even though I told her that the money wasn't
a big deal." Mulder was whining now.
"I know what you mean. The Scully women aren't
used to being comfortable.
Most of their lives, they had little money so bargains and deals had been the
only way, now they can't seem to break the bonds of the Price Club."
Mulder chuckled, "You too, huh?"
"Me too," Skinner admitted, with another sidelong glance at his bride,
"Listen, I have to go. If I keep talking, I'm
going to wake Maggie. See
what you can do to occupy Dana until at least seven."
"I'll try, Sir, and thanks a lot for doing this." Mulder sound
genuinely
grateful and Skinner smiled.
"Anytime, Mulder, just next time make it after sunrise, okay?"
Mulder hung up the phone and turned to see that a very pregnant Dana had just
stepped out of the shower.
"Who was that, Fox?" she asked, her eyebrow climbing into her
hairline.
"It was...uh, uh, Skinner. I called to invite your Mom shopping with us
today."
"At six a.m., Mulder, you know
how tired she gets."
Mulder expected excited squeals and giggles and possibly even a kiss, but
what he got was a frown and the "eyebrow".
"I didn't wake her, sweetheart. Skinner said he'd
ask her when she wakes up.
He seemed like he wanted to go though."
If possible the eyebrow climbed higher as Scully unwrapped
the towel around
her hair, "Skinner seemed like he wanted to go shopping with us?"
"Yes," Mulder nodded.
"Walter Skinner?" she asked again.
"The one and only," he replied.
"My stepfather?"
"Yes, Scully. Skinner, tall bald guy,
broad shoulders, bad attitude, wants to
go shopping with us and your Mom for baby things.
"I can't believe it," she stated and moved for the phone.
"He also said not to call over there again until seven so that you're Mom
could
sleep a bit more," Mulder interjected before she got her head bitten off.
"That sounds like Skinner," Scully admitted.
"Oh, Fox," she began to whine, "The stores don't open until ten,
I don't know
if I can wait that long to start getting baby things."
"You have to, love. I
know you're excited, so why don't we think about what
color to paint the baby's room."
Mulder had no idea what can of worms he'd just opened.
"I was thinking wallpaper actually," came
Scully's reply, "Wallpaper with
Teddy Bears on it and an ABC border around the top. Lots of
color."
"But Scully, what if the babies don't like Teddy Bears. Paint is
easier to
change when they get older."
"Wallpaper isn't so hard to change, Mulder. It
just takes patience. Besides,
I've never met a baby who didn't like Teddy Bears." Scully countered
sitting
on the bed to pull on her jeans.
"You've never met a grown man who chases aliens either until you met me.
What if our kids are chips off the old Mulder block?" Mulder asked her,
pulling his sweatshirt on over his head.
"For the first two years, it'll be the color they like. I want the room
bright and festive. Happy rooms make happy babies." She pulled on one
sock.
"All those books say that babies can't tell colors at first, why both when
the room is going to look like an episode of Leave It to Beaver anyway?"
"What do you suggest we do, Mulder? Paint the room black
and white? Great,
our children will start out in life depressed." Another
sock.
"No, I don't want to paint the room black and white. I just don't think we
need a garish design on our walls to have a happy baby or babies in our
case." He gelled his hair.
"A garish...Teddy Bears are not garish. Look at your tie collection,
Mulder if you want to talk about garish." A sneaker.
They went on like this, trading barbs, mostly without points, until the phone
rang. Mulder looked at his watch. 7:30. They'd killed
time all right.
"Hello," Scully said into the phone.
Margaret Skinner could hear annoyance in her daughter's tone, so she
proceeded with caution.
"Hi, sweetheart. Walter told me you wanted to
make a shopping trip today.
I'd love to."
"Great, Mom, great." Her tone was flat; there was no joy in her
voice.
"Honey, what's wrong?" Maggie asked.
"Fox is being impossible," she answered glaring at her husband who
stood red
faced near the decaf pot.
"Oh, well, I hope a day out with us will do you both good then."
Maggie
didn't want to get into her daughter's marital
disputes, even though most of
the time they required the intervention of either herself or her husband.
"I'm sure it will, Mom. Why don't you come over
here? I'll make breakfast
then we can go."
"That sounds just fine, dear. I've not been in the mood to cook lately and
eating in restaurants all the time isn't good for Walter's heart." Maggie
sounded perky and joyous, just like a pregnant woman in love should sound.
"Okay, see you in an hour," she said hanging up. Then to Mulder,
"My mother
and Skinner will be here in an hour. Try and act like a human being before
they get here."
Then Scully turned to the stove and began making batter for pancakes.
Walter noticed his wife's silence on the drive to her daughter's home. She'd
seemed excited and almost perky at the prospect of shopping with her daughter
and son-in-law, not she was quiet and despondent.
"What's wrong, love?" he asked, brushing her leg with his hand.
"Dana," Maggie answered, "She and Fox had another
argument."
"They've been doing that a lot lately," Skinner observed, studying
his wife
out of the corner of his eye. She frowned.
"Yes, and more that usual it's taken one of us to get them to make it up.
They are both so stubborn." Maggie balled her hand into a fist.
"Stubborn and selfless is a lethal combination. One is constantly fighting
the other to get the other to do what one thinks is best. They never fight
because Fox wants what's best for Fox; they fight because he wants what's
best for Dana."
Maggie smiled at Walter's insight, "I know. At least their fights aren't
malicious. They aren't intentionally trying to hurt
each other. At least
not at first. They both have tempers though and that lead to a whole
other
ballgame."
"I'm so glad we don't fight like that," Maggie mused, her hand
covering his.
"Well, I don't know," he sighed, "If you don't have a good
argument every
once in awhile you can't make up and that's fun."
"Oh," Maggie chuckled, "Let's just hope they get to the fun
before we have to
step in again."
"Let's just hope," Skinner echoed before turning on the radio and
accelerating a bit as the pulled on the freeway.
The Skinner's luck did not hold. They could hear the shouting from the
driveway.
"Stop acting like a baby, Scully," Mulder yelled, his tone
condescending if
not down right mean.
"I'm not acting like a baby; you are acting like a jackass." Scully
was
crying, but fighting hard against it.
Skinner pulled out his keys and walked right in, in spite of Maggie's
protest.
"Hey, what is going on in here?" he bellowed, commanding the
attention of
both combatants. "I can here you all they way out in the driveway."
Scully finally lost her battle with her tears and ran to her mother's
outstretched arms. Maggie looked at Fox, her face holding no anger for him
as she held her daughter and shrugged at him.
"Mulder, what is going on? I've never heard you speak to Scully that
way?"
"Yeah, well," he shrugged. He didn't know
why he got so angry sometimes, he
just did. Sometimes, his formerly rational wife just made no sense to him
anymore. Not to mention he hadn't gotten sex from her
in like three weeks.
That was unusual for them and he was getting testy.
"Yeah, well what?" Skinner prodded as Maggie took Dana into the other
room to
make her a cup of her favorite decaffeinated herbal tea. "You made her
cry.
It takes some major shit to do that."
"We had a stupid argument and she's not herself
lately. I don't know, I just
got mad." Mulder explained, "You know how it is, nothing you
do or say is the
right thing anymore."
"Actually, no, I don't have that particular
problem, but didn't you always
say to me that Scully's favorite thing to do was to prove you wrong. What
started all this?"
"Paint verses wallpaper," Mulder admitted, blushing slightly and
bracing
himself for Skinner's recriminations. He was
disappointed. His boss and
father-in-law didn't yell, he laughed.
"Is that all? Oh, Mulder, will you never learn?" Skinner approached
the
younger man and set an arm about his shoulders. "Women love to decorate,
and
even more than that, they love to spend money. Scully women not so much as
others, but it's true. I'm betting she wants to
wallpaper the room with
something cutesy like Winnie the Pooh, right?"
"Not Pooh, just regular bears. I want to paint it
pale green with a yellow
trim since we don't know what the twins will be or
like. That sounds
practical to me," Mulder defended.
"It is practical, Fox, but this is Dana's first pregnancy. It's exciting for
her, look at how giddy she is over furniture shopping and you've always told
me she isn't much of a shopper. She wants to do this thing up right. You
have to understand that, and I think there's more to this than that."
Skinner looked at the younger man, eyes inquisitive.
"Not really, she's just not herself and I guess I don't know how to be the
strong rational one." Mulder admitted.
"Well, in two months, like it or not, you are going to be someone's Daddy
and
you are going to have to learn to be strong. Scully is going to become like
any other mother, intuitive and a worrywart and it is going to your job to
make sure she does give the kids ulcers before they're
ten. Now, what I
think you have to do is apologize to your wife, tell her that you'll pick out
a wallpaper today and let's eat because I'm
starving."
Mulder impulsively turned and gave Skinner a bear hug, "Thanks, Dad for
setting me straight on this. I better go eat some crow."
Meanwhile, Maggie was giving her daughter similar advice.
"You see, dear, this is all new to Fox. He's
never had to take care of
anyone but himself before. You are a very independent woman and don't need
his coddling. He is in uncharted territory here. He wants to keep things
plain, try and keep them as vanilla as possible, hence
his insistence on
paint instead of wallpaper. It's a lot easier to get rid of paint."
Margaret
hope her daughter took her words the right way. She knew Dana's rational
mind was not functioning these days, she hoped her daughter wouldn't
think
Fox wanted to erase the babies.
"I know, Mom and maybe he doesn't like Teddy Bears, maybe we should just
put
a border around the room," she smiled into her cup, "It was a stupid
thing to
fight about wasn't it. It's just..."
"Just..." her mother prodded.
"Sometimes, he gets so mean Mom. Sometimes he's nothing like the Fox
Mulder
I married."
"He's scared, baby, he can't think clearly
either. Male hormones, I like to
call it. Walter has the same thing but he shows it a different way."
Scully smiled at her mother as her husband walked into the kitchen and held
his arms out to her. "I'm sorry, Angel," he said when she went
gratefully
into them and let him hold her close, "we can do the baby's room anyway
you
want, as long as it's just wallpaper or just a border, not both, okay?"
Her
mother and Skinner looked on as Scully smiled and nodded, another crisis
averted.
"Well," Skinner said, running his hand over his stomach, "Now
that this is
solved when do we eat? I'm starved."
Scully laughed and turned to the stove, making a disgusted face at it, "I
know I promised I'd cook, but..."
"Let's go out to eat," her mother finished. The idea of standing up
long
enough to cook tired her out these days.
The couples departed the house and one hour later were
standing inside of
Baby World Baby Superstore. Skinner's and Mulder's
hands tightened over
their wallets as they saw the looks that came over their wives faces. Even
for men that were reasonably well paid, this could be dangerous. Their wives
were usually frugal, but baby shopping had the potential for danger.
Soon they were left in the dust. Maggie and Dana moved
as quickly as their
pregnancies would allow dashing up and down aisle looking at cribs, high
chairs, car seats...
"Dana," Margaret said to her daughter as she looked at the fourth
crib, "You
should consider registering and having a baby shower. That might be more fun
than this, and not to mention less exhausting."
Scully turned to study her mom, "Are you getting too tired, you want to
rest?" She knew that she was beginning to feel a bit sleepy, so her mom
must
be.
"I'm not talking about me, baby. I'm talking about Fox and Walter."
Scully turned to see her husband and stepfather leaning against shelves both
breathing hard. She knew why her stepfather was tired. He'd
suffered both a
heart attack and a stroke a few months ago and prolonged activity tired him
out, but there was no reason that Mulder should be gasping for air.
She and Maggie hurried over to their husbands, Maggie out of concern and
Scully out of curiosity.
"What on earth are you two doing?" she asked Mulder, glaring at him.
Then
she saw it, each of the two men had a cart behind them filled to the rim with
toys. They had filled their carts with everything from
teething rings to
baseball mitts to dolls that walked and wet their diapers.
"What did you two do?" Maggie scolded like
they were two. Skinner looked
down and blushed from the top of his head to his chin.
"I though...we thought... well you were taking care of all of the
practical
items so..."
Maggie smiled and pulled her husband close to her cuddling him. He was so
sweet and adorable and she loved him so much. Skinner cradled her in his
arms, kissing her lips. "I love you, Maggie," he whispered, before
pulling
away.
"I love you too, darling, but we don't need all of this stuff."
she asked
gesturing to the cart.
Scully had all ready ordered Mulder to put back more than half of what he
bough.
"Maggie, I'm never going to have another baby and I want a chance to spoil
him or her. And you."
She smiled again then took his hand and followed her daughter and son down the
crib aisle once again.
Two Hours Later
"Scully," Mulder whined, "If you were going to get this crib,
why didn't you
get it six stores ago? The first time we were here."
"Mulder, do you know nothing about comparison shopping.
This is the crib I
liked, this is the best price. Go and buy the crib, Mulder."
"Daaaaannaaa," he whined, "Why did I
let you talk me into this parent thing
in the first place?" He strolled away leaving
Skinner's ears turning red and
Maggie's mouth agape. Scully turned to her parents and sighed.
"Sometimes, I think he really means that," she said.
"No, he doesn't really mean it, Honey. It's just if you have a baby then
he
has to grow up and you know Mulder doesn't want to do that." Maggie
answered
when she saw her son-in-law returning with a sales person.
That night Mulder and Scully lay in bed curled up with each other. This was
their favorite time of day.
"Scully, did your mom buy anything today?"
"No, only what Walter bought. It was so adorable," she murmured
kissing his
shoulder blade.
"How come he's adorable and I'm wasteful?"
"Because it's not my money he spent. It was wasteful,
but Mom made him
promised he'd return all of the girl's toys if it was a girl and vice
versa."
"I love you, Scully," he said sincerely, hugging her close.
"I love you too, Mulder. Good night."
She leaned over him and turned out the light.
Chapter 13
Margaret and Walter Skinner sat together in the doctor's waiting room.
Since his heart attack and stroke several months ago
the doctor's office had been his home away from home. Today was his
"red letter day". Today was the day his doctor would decide if
he could return to his position as Assistant Director.
Maggie studied her husband's actions. He sat beside her, his face calm
and stoic. The only betrayal of his nervousness was in his right leg's
continuous rhythm, up and down, up and down. She placed a restraining
hand on it.
"Walter, " she let his name roll from her
tongue, "relax."
"I can't, Maggie. If he says I can't go back to work I don't know what I'll do. I'm going brain dead sitting in that house day after day.
"I know, Dearest, but working yourself into a
frenzy is only going to send your pressure up and hurt your
chances." Margaret knew how important his career was to him, how
hard he'd worked to earn his way and how complete and
accomplished his work made him feel. Yet, there was a
part of her that hoped Dr. Sklodonski would block his
return to work indefinitely. She'd come
so close to losing him, twice, in the past seven months. His recovery had
been rapid, but the residual weakness in his left side and occasional stutter
were continuous reminders.
"I know, sweetie. And I like being home
with you, but I don't feel like I'm useful there. It's not like I'm in
the field..." he trailed off, noticing her frown. "What is it,
Honey?"
"Assistant Director is such a stressful job. Maybe...Oh, I don' t know. I just don't want to lose you now that I
finally have you." She met his probing chocolate gaze and saw
something there. She realized that he held these same feeling in his
heart in regard to her miracle pregnancy. In four weeks,
she was due to give birth to his son or daughter, the result of their love or
her hormone therapy, she wasn't sure. In his eyes she could see that there was a part of him however
small that was scared to death she wouldn't survive it. She moved toward
him and kissed his lips firmly, gently stroking his cheek with her hand.
"Do you know how much I love you, Assistant Director Skinner?" she asked, the answer shining in her eyes.
"Probably as much as I love you, Mrs. Skinner," he replied, placing a
light kiss on the tip of her nose.
"Walter," the receptionist interrupted the exchange, "you can
come on back now."
Leaning on his cane, the same cane he never used at home in deference to
furniture, Skinner rose from his seat and offered an arm to Maggie who was
unsuccessfully trying to heave herself out of a chair. A strange look
crossed her features and Skinner stopped, his eyes filled with concern.
"Are you all right?"
Margaret straightened and smiled, massaging her belly. "We're fine,
Love. Your son or daughter just kicked me a bit harder than usual.
Caught me by surprise is all.
Walter nodded and walked back to the examining room, his arm about his wife's
shoulders.
Dr. Edward Sklodonski smiled brightly as he watched
his patient accompany his wife into the exam room. Their
had been a time when he was sure he was going to lose Walter
Skinner. The man had had a heart condition for years and the attack left
him in severe trouble. It had taken a while to find a drug to regulate
his blood pressure, but he seemed to have been restored
to relative cardiac health.
"Good afternoon, Walter, Margaret. Let's
see how you're doing? Hop up here." The doctor indicated the table.
"It's been awhile since I've hopped anywhere," Walter quipped,
pushing himself up as best he could, smiling.
The doctor returned the smile, three appointments ago, that endeavor was an
extreme effort for Walter.
"Looks like you've gotten almost full range of motion in your arm. That's terrific. Dr Warren will be very happy."
"I'm not sure, Dr. Warren is ever happy about anything, Ed," Maggie
said, settling into the chair the doctor had provided as the doctor examined
her husband.
"All right, Walter. Give me a deep breath, "
Skinner obliged, breathing in slowly and deeply. "And again?" Ed asked, moving his stethoscope to
all the appropriate areas. Next, he took Skinner's blood pressure and
pulse.
"Well, Mr. Skinner, everything sounds great. BP is 150/80, pulse is
85."
The doctor noticed Skinner bristle at the positive medical report. He
knew the man wanted a medical clearance to return to his job. A quick
look at Mrs. Skinner revealed that she was hoping he'd
make her husband resign his dangerous work. Sadly, he couldn't'
oblige her.
"Well, Doc, what's the verdict? Can I go back to work?" Skinner was
like a child begging for permission to go to Disney World.
"Well, your pressure is good, your pulse is good. I'd
like a stress test and a neurological work up before I clear you for full
duty. What I will do is clear you for restricted duty. Nine until
two-thirty, no field work After the stress test and neuro exam, I'll clear you for full duty."
Skinner smiled and slid off the examine table, moving caneless
for his wife. She tried to smile and be happy for him, but he detected
the disappointment and fear in her eyes. He hooked her finger under her
chin and raised her head so he could look directly at her.
"There's no reason to fret, Maggie. I'm
going to be fine. We all are."
She forced a smile and took his outstretched hand, rising out of the
chair. Walter thanked the doctor and scheduled his test, leaving with a
renewed outlook on his future.
Margaret said nothing the whole way home in the car. Any attempt at
conversation was met with a silent nod. Finally,
Walter pulled the car over and turned to face her, "What is the problem
here, Margaret. I thought you'd be happy for me."
Margaret shook her head. "Oh no, I'm not happy Walter. I'm scared. I'm very, very
scared. Nothing makes me happier than to know your health is improving,
but nothing scares me more than to know that you'll be
going back the infernal office day after day after damned day. There's nothing for you there Walter. Nothing but the petty miseries of others."
She turned away from him and crossed her arms about her chest. He'd never seen her act this way.
"The...May I remind you, my dear wife, that a lot of what I do at the
office every day is done to protect your daughter and her foolhardy
husband. Without that the X-files are
nothing. Without me, Mulder and Scully are powerless. They have no
ally they have no hope of ever finding the truth. I'm
the only one they can trust there, Maggie. The only
one."
"Don't be vain, Walter," she said simply, "remember what
the Bible says about pride."
"Pride goeth before destruction,
and a haughty spirit before fall, Proverbs 16:18, yeah, I know the Bible
Maggie, and that is not what this is. This is the plain and unvarnished
truth as much as I am privy to say it. Mulder and Scully need me on the
X-files. If you couldn't deal with my career, why couldn't you just say
so?" He was getting angry. He could feel his heart beating faster,
his blood pumping harder, but his speech remained clear.
"I could deal with your career. Walter, when we started,
I never expected you to have a heart attack or a stroke, and I sure as Hell
never expected to get pregnant at my age. Things aren't the same
as they were when we started and God damn it Walter you aren't the only one in
the relationship."
"Oh, that's rich. That is God damned fucking
rich! You are telling me I'm not the only one in
the relationship and yet you are the one being selfish. What?
Do you want me to sit around the house for the rest of my life doing nothing
but collecting a government pension and watching soap operas? That may be
okay for you Maggie, but it sure as Hell isn't okay
for me. I didn't ask for any of this to happen,
and Sharon, as lousy as our
marriage was would never stand in my way over something like this. This
is my life and I..."
He stopped as he heard Margaret disconnect her seatbelt and get out of the
car. Skinner lowered his voice and got out behind her. "Maggie,
where are you going?"
She looked at him, her eyes swimming with unshed tears. She placed her hand on
her belly and looked at the ground. "I don't know. All I know
is, far away from you."
With that she went and boarded an approaching bus.
Skinner called Mulder and Scully's. He called
her friends, Edna and Cassie. No one had seen her. Finally he called the rectory of Maggie's church. She
was there. At least he knew where she was. He knew she needed this
time alone to think and to be with herself. She
arrived home later that night. He took her in his arms, but she did not
return the gesture. Instead she smiled at him
and placed her hand on his shoulder. Walter took it for
what it was, not a loving caress, but a gesture of resignation.
Chapter 14
J. Edgar Hoover
Building
Walter walked into his office for the first time in months and was surprised at
what he saw. Instead of Kimberly's smiling face he saw another girl,
rather nervous looking, sitting in her desk.
"Good morning, Sir," she stuttered getting out of her chair.
Skinner looked at her. She couldn't have been
more the twenty-two or three and looked scared to death of him. He had an
almost fatherly urge to give her words of encouragement, but he bit it back. He'd save that for his own daughter if Maggie gave him one.
"Good morning, Miss..."
"Nelson. Melanie Nelson. I'm your
temp for today." She smiled now, relaxing when he didn't
yell at her for not being Kim Byers.
"Where is Mrs. Byers? I wasn't aware that she was beginning her
maternity leave until after I started back and she trained a new
secretary." He kept his tone light, the kid was so skittish.
"Sir, Mrs. Byers is home sick today," she replied, "your wife
called and told me. She said not to call her back though. She said
Mrs. Byers tried to catch you before you left, but you were all ready gone when
she called."
Skinner nodded and walked toward his inner office. So she still wasn't talking to him, he'd send her some flowers and try to
get her to forgive his insolence. He really wasn't
being sensitive to her feelings. He understood her fears. They were
his own as well. He was terrified of not being there for his children and
his wife. He'd wait for her to cool down a bit more
then he would call her and tell her he loved her and ask her forgiveness.
"Miss Nelson, would you please call down extension 6148
and ask Agent Mulder to come up to my office please." Skinner
then went into his inner office and waiting for Mulder's arrival. Instead
when his intercom buzzed his new temp informed him that Agent Mulder was not in
the office and that Agent Scully would see him if need be.
"Melanie, tell Agent Scully that I will come down to her office. She
needn't bother herself with the trip. And if
Margaret calls, forward her to that extension."
"Yes, Sir."
Skinner Home
Crystal City, Virginia
Mulder used his key to get into his in-laws house. His mother-in-law had
made coffee. He craved coffee and it had been scarce in his house of
late.
"Hi, Mom," he called going over to her and kissing her cheek.
"To what do I owe the pleasure?"
"Do I need an excuse to see my favorite son-in-law?" Maggie asked.
"Yeah, especially when I saw Skinner and he looked like he did that time I
totaled two rental cars in the same case. Did you two have a falling
out?" Mulder sipped his coffee. He didn't
beat around the bush he went straight to the heart of the matter.
Maggie started to cry and Mulder moved to hug her. Dana was emotional
lately too but this was different. When she composed herself, Mulder
released her and looked into her eyes.
"What happened, Mom?" Mulder asked, wanting to get
to the bottom of the situation, although he expected he all ready knew
what her answer would be.
"Dr. Sklodonski cleared Walter for restricted
duty. We had a fight about it." She stated it simply, her composed
facade firmly in place.
"All right. So what can I do about
it?" he asked.
"Fox, I know you and Walter don't see eye to eye on everything, on most
things, but I know you have the objectivity to see things clearly.
I never intended to argue with Walt over going back to work, but I was so
scared for him and I don't understand why he needs to
drive himself so crazy. He claims that if he isn't
there you and Dana won't be able to do what you do. Then I accused him of
being self righteous and well proud and I know I overreacted but I'm just so
afraid that he'll...that something..." Maggie stopped mid-sentence, her
eyes growing wide.
"Oh, no!" she exclaimed loudly. "Oh,
God! Fox!"
"Mom? What is it? What's the matter?" Fox
tried to help Maggie to her feet.
"I'm having a contraction. I know it's too
early. Oh, Fox, Walter is going to be so upset. He really want this child and now...Oh, Lord, please, don't let this
happen," she prayed.
Mulder didn't know what to do. His babies were
due soon also. What if they were born early.
Maggie wasn't due for five weeks. That wasn't dangerous, but it wasn't good. What if
something went wrong and something happened to Margaret and Walter's child? It would kill them. It would kill Scully,
her little brother or sister.
"All right, I'll call Skinner and drive you to the hospital. Just
try to stay calm."
Mulder jogged upstairs to retrieve Maggie's bag. He called AD Skinner's
office and was told by the temp that the AD was not in
his office, but that he could be reached at Agent Scully's extensions. To
Mulder's dismay, there was no answer in the X-files office or on Skinner's cell
phone. Well, he could try Skinner again once he got to the
hospital. Now, the only thing that mattered was getting Maggie to a
doctor.
"Mom, Walter's not in his office. He's in a
meeting or something. We'll call him later just try and
relax."
Maggie was crying again, her arms around her swollen abdomen her hand folded in
prayer. She met his eyes and said resolutely, "I can't lose this
baby, Fox. If I do I know I'll lose Walter too."
Mulder knew that wasn't true, but his mother-in-law
wasn't being reasonable now. She was scared and in pain. He assured
her quickly. "That won't happen, Mom. It's
going to be fine. Let's go."
Approximately the same time
X-Files Office
Scully was packing up her personal items, preparing to take her maternity leave
the next day. Her due date was only three weeks away and Paula said that
it was time that she take a break. She hated the
idea of leaving Mulder alone but her children will have to come first from now
on.
Her stepfather entered her office the minute she hung up with his temp. He looked tired and worn out. She felt an
overwhelming urge to go to him and hold him he was so like her father now and
he seemed so upset, like a frightened lost little boy.
They were at work, however and couldn't let their
personal relationship interfere, she kept up her professional decorum.
"What can I do for you, Sir?" she asked, "And welcome back, by
the way."
"Thank you, Agent Scully. I just wanted to see how things were
going."
Scully arched her eyebrow at him, "Things are fine. I'm starting my
leave tomorrow, I'm sure Mom told you."
Skinner shook his head, "No, she didn't. When did this happen?"
"At my checkup with Paula yesterday," she answered, still eying him
suspiciously.
"That explains it then. You're mother isn't
exactly talking to me right now. She's angry with me over wanting to go
back to work."
Scully nodded, "She told me she hoped you'd have to retire or be
transferred to become the AD of training or something. You can't fault her for it. She loves you. She's
scared for you."
He nodded, "And I love her, Dana. I feel her same fears every
day. When your Mom first told me she was pregnant, I was so afraid of
what might happen I almost ruined the joy of the situation. That's what happened to me last night. I was so happy
and now...I'm sorry I shouldn't be bothering you with this at work."
"It's no bother. I'm
glad to listen. Now what about helping me carry this
thing up to the car so I can get started on the paper...Uh, oh."
"Agent Scully? Dana? What's wrong?" he asked, his voice
laced with concern.
"I don't know," she answer, truthfully.
"You don't know?" he was puzzled.
"I'm not sure."
"You're not sure?" He was getting frustrated. She in obvious
pain and he was worried, "Either there's something wrong or there's not,
it is not a difficult question." His worry was showing through, he was
slurring his speech and he leaned on the chair for balance.
"Well, Sir, I've never been in labor before, but if I had to guess this
would probably be it. We'll have to stop by the
house to get my bag. I need everything in there. And we have to
call Mulder, I can't have the baby without a
coach." She was so together Skinner couldn't
believe it. He was starting to lose it.
"Sscully, are you sure you're, are you ppossitve?" He was really scared
now. What if they weren't able to get there on time?
What if something happen?
Scully felt the skirt of her maternity suit grow wet and cold. Skinner
looked down at her when she gasped and saw her standing in a brownish tinged
puddle. "Oh yes, Sir, I'm sure. My water just broke."
Chapter 15
Somewhere in Crystal City 9:49 A.M.
Mulder kept calling Skinner's phone and office, never receiving an
answer. Mostly his cell was busy. Maggie's labor pain was
intensifying and Mulder was beginning to panic. What if this was the real
thing and he couldn't reach his boss? That would
mean that he would have to coach his mother-in-law through the birth.
That he could live without.
"We're almost there, Mom. Remember the breathing exercise we learned
in class. In and out, quick breaths."
Mulder abruptly changed lanes and pulled into the fire lane. He ran
around to Maggie's side of the car and handed her out, supporting her back as
they walked into the emergency entrance.
"Excuse me! Excuse me! I need some help here!" Mulder hit
the bell on the desk as a nurse turned her attention to them.
"Well, what do we have here? Jose, can I get a wheelchair over here,
please? Ma'am, try and relax. How far
along are you?" The petite brunette nurse reminded him of Maggie, she was bright and sweet and was all ready to help
out.
"I'm thirty-five weeks. That's too soon isn't it?" Maggie was
frantic as a sweet young man, seated her in the wheelchair and started to push
her toward the elevator. Just then her membranes
ruptured, leaving her clothes soaking wet and an interesting puddle on the
floor.
"Fox," she cried out, reaching for his hand, "You have to find
Walter for me. I can't do this without
him. Please, Fox."
Mulder tried to let go of her hand but she held fast and spoke again, her fear
evident in her normally calm tone. "No, don't leave me alone,
Fox. If you can't reach him, I can't do this all
alone, please. Call him again."
Mulder patted her hand, "Mom, I have to leave and change into some
scrubs. Then I promised I'll try and call
Skinner. I want him to be here too, but you have to focus on yourself
right now, all right."
She nodded as the elevator dinged and Jose and the sweet little nurse escorted
her upstairs.
Mulder Home
Georgetown, 10:13
A.M.
Meanwhile, Skinner was pacing Scully and Mulder's house attempting time and time again to reach Fox on his cell phone. He'd tried calling Maggie, but there was no answer. He
assumed she was out to lunch with friends. She did that sometimes.
He left a message hoping she'd come to the hospital
and witness this with him. Maybe that would
heal the rift in their marriage. Scully was taking forever in the
bedroom.
"Dana, come on honey, we have to get you to the hospital," he tried
to be gentle, but he was nervous. What if they didn't
make it in time? What if...there were simply no what ifs; she had
to make it to the hospital and he had to get her there.
"Walt? I'm ready." She waddled out of
the bedroom, bag in hand. She lowered
herself to the couch when she reached it and breathed steadily through her next
contraction.
"Walter, these contractions are really coming fast." She was
sweating and crying and she tried to breath. He had to keep her
calm. The unthinkable was occurring in front of his eyes. Dana
Scully Mulder was losing her cool. He'd heard
that while he was in the hospital the first time, she'd cried and come loose,
but that was for someone else. Now she was crying for herself, and he had
to help her.
"Scully, listen to me," he instructed, leaning down in front of her.
"Breathe slowly in and out, just like in class. I'm
going to put your bag in the car and then I'll be back for you. You have
to focus and relax."
She met his intense gaze and smiled as he levered himself off the floor and
went to attend to business.
St. Catherine's Hospital
Alexandria, VA 10:31
A.M.
Mulder reappeared at his mother-in-law's side dressed in surgical garb.
He was still unable to reach Skinner. The doctor's had hooked Maggie up
to a fetal monitor and a heart monitor of her own. The baby was in good
position and the doctor estimated that at five centimeters dilation her labor
could take a few more hours. Dr. Ragner was on
her way and all was well except for the absence of the child's father.
"Fox," Maggie asked, reaching for his hand, "Did you reach
Walter?"
"No, Mom, not yet. I left a message on his phone and at the house and at the office. He'll call
and he'll be here, I promise."
Another contraction hit as she grimaced. Mulder watched as the monitor
spiked from a flat line to an almost perfect hill as the intensity of the
contraction built.
He felt himself talking her through it, stroking and squeezing her hand.
"Okay, get ready, Mom, brace yourself, it's going
to increase. Focus, deep breath in and a deep breath out. Come on, keep breathing. The
worst is over...almost gone, Mom. You did it."
"Fox, this is incredible. They didn't have
machines like this to monitor the contractions when I had Dana or
Charlie. This is terrific. Dana is going to be thrilled when it's her time. I just hope Walter makes it in time for
the birth."
Their conversation was interrupted by Dr. Ragner's entrance.
"Well, Mrs. Skinner. That little AD couldn't wait
to be born, huh? Where's AD Skinner?" Paula sat down on
the stool and began her examination. After a few moments
she smiled and looked up at her patient.
"How is she?" Mulder asked. He was worried. He wasn't cut out for this sort of thing. This was
something that Scully was good at, or Skinner, not him. Not Fox Mulder.
"Well, everything looks really good here. The contractions are still
irregular but they are getting kind of intense.
You are dilated to six centimeters and almost fully effaced,
this should take just a few more hours. Agent Mulder
can I talk to you?" She stood up, smiled at Maggie and allowed
Mulder to precede her from the room.
Mulder Home
Georgetown, 10:31
A.M.
Skinner had been outside for a long time. Scully was starting to
worry. What if he'd fallen on his way up the
stairs? What if he'd gotten dizzy or had chest
pains? Scully shook away her fears. No, her stepfather was given a good report at the doctor just yesterday.
He was sure of his steps and smart enough not to rush himself.
He knew that if something happened to him Scully would be stuck, he'd be careful.
Just then she saw her stepfather standing in front of
her. He was blushing furiously and staring at his hands, moving his
wedding ring around on his finger.
"What?" she asked him, taking a deep cleansing breath after yet
another contraction.
"Um, Scully, we have a problem. I accidentally locked your bag and
the keys in the trunk. It's an older car and I broke the window, but you can only
get into the trunk with the key and well, the key it's in the trunk. We're going to have to call someone to drive us. I'm
so sorry." The look of contrition on Skinner's face pulled at
Scully's heart strings. She wanted to be angry
and accost him as to how he could do this, but it wasn't
his fault not really. Mulder would have done something like that, but she
couldn't imagine the levelheaded Skinner doing
something like that.
"It's okay, Sir," she gasped, another
contraction tightening across her belly only moments after the last one.
"We have to call 911. These contractions are right on top of each
other. I can't wait much longer. "
Skinner moved quickly to the phone and dialed 911. After three rings an
operator responded, "911 emergency, may I help
you?"
"Yes," he said in as calm and as clear a voice as her could muster,
"this is Assistant Director Walter Skinner. I have an Agent in labor
at her home. We are unable to arrange transport to the hospital and need
an ambulance."
"Sir, this is a priority three call. We've had a 40 car pile up on
the Expressway and that will prevent medics from responding immediately."
"Shit," Skinner swore into the phone and looked at Scully who was now
sitting on the floor panting through yet another contraction.
"Scully, it could take awhile for the medics. There was an accident
on the expressway."
"Sir," she gasped, tears streaming down her cheeks, "We don't
have that much time."
St. Catherine's Hospital
Alexandria, VA
11:06 A.M.
"Cleansing breath," Mulder coaxed, as he demonstrated and Maggie
followed suit.
"You're good at this, Mom. By the time Scully has the twins I'll be
an old pro too, huh?"
"I don't know about that, Fox. It's much
easier on the woman."
Mulder laughed at that as he dabbed her forehead with a damp wash
cloth. She was a trooper. She didn't
know where her husband was and he apparently was unreachable by phone, yet she
was smiling and breathing and helping him deal with her labor. No wonder
Skinner loved this woman. No wonder he loved her daughter.
"Fox, could you try Walter again? I want him to see his baby born? Even if he doesn't care for me right now, I know
he still loves this baby." Her eyes were beginning to mist over.
Mulder couldn't tell what she was upset about, the
fact that she was doubting her husband's love for her or the fact that said
husband might miss the birth of his first and only child.
"All right, Mom. About how long until the next contraction?"
"Another three minutes, Fox. Don't worry. I can handle it. I've
had four other children before you know. Then the father's weren't allowed in the delivery rooms. Go and call
Walter. I'll be all right."
Moments later, Mulder returned, once again announcing that no one has heard
from Skinner and that he was still unreachable by phone. Maggie smiled
and patted his hand, "That's all right. The kind nurse was telling
me they tape births now if I wish them to. He has an important..."
she broke off as another contraction started before she had a chance to finish
her sentence.
This time she whimpered and Mulder held her hand a bit tighter and tried to
help her relax. The contraction continued for an unprecedented amount of
time. Maggie cried out and that finally brought her nurse in to check on
her. The nurse came in, glanced at the monitors and turned on her heel to
page Dr. Ragner. She didn't
say a word to Mulder, the only indication he had that the monitor numbers were
poor was the page heard over the intercom, "Dr. Ragner
to Rm. 419 STAT, Dr. Ragner STAT 419."
Mulder Home
Georgetown 11:55
A.M.
Skinner had hung up with that idiot operator a while ago. If he couldn't get Scully to the hospital via ambulance he'd have
to take matters into his own hands. He'd phoned
the Lone Gunmen and they promised that they would do everything in their power
to get to the Mulder's place, however, several access roads were closed do to
the pile up.
Skinner was now doing the only thing he knew how to do. He'd helped Scully position herself on the floor, two
pillows from the bedroom behind her back. He'd
stripped her of her maternity skirt and panties and pushed her knees
apart. Once when he was a field agent, he delivered a baby. He
could do it again if her had to. For her part,
Scully followed his orders as explicitly as possible. She wished Mulder
were there. Part of her was embarrassed to let Skinner look between her
legs. Skinner had tried Mulder a few times on his cell to find it turned
off or busy.
"Dana, sweetie," he called to her. He'd
changed from professional to personal mode a while ago when he stripped Dana of
her clothing. "Dana, you're almost there, hon. I need you to sit up
a bit more. I'm going to call the ambulance
again and boil some water just in case. Just hold on."
Skinner felt his heart rate speed up. He looked down at
his hands, they were shaking. He had to
keep it together for Scully. She was the together one, the level headed
one...No, that's not true. He was
together and level headed too and he could do this. He had to.
Skinner headed to the kitchen and found the items he was going to need.
Scissors, a pot to boil water and several clean linens from the linen
closet. He could hear Scully's cries, no actual screams, no longer whimpers. He wanted nothing more than to stop
her pain and go through this for her. He made his mind up to persuade
Maggie to have a C-section. He'd do anything to
convince her including leave the bureau to save her this kind of torture.
"Scully?" he asked, "Where is your medical bag. I'm going
to need clamps to cut the cord."
"Up...stairs, bed...room," she gasped breathing deeply against the
pain. She could feel herself splitting in two and knew it was almost time
to the baby to come.
Skinner returned quickly and knelt in front of Scully. He draped a clean
sheet over her knees and readied the white baby blankets Maggie made to receive
the new infants. Another quick look told him it was time. His
daughter's eyes were brimmed with tears of pain as she half panted, half sobbed
through her torturous contractions.
"Dana, you have to sit up a bit more for me. I can see one of my
grandbabies right now. It's all up to you, Scully."
Skinner's voice was calming and steady. Scully felt his strong grasp on
her knees pressing them open. She was scared and wished for Mulder to be
there with her.
"Walter, I want Fox. I can't do this without him."
"Yes, you can, Honey, it's time to push, come
on. I'm so proud of you, Scully and I know Mulder
will be too. Come on, push on the next contraction."
Scully felt the contraction slice across her belly and bore down the way they
told her in class, they way she'd encourage women to
do in her own time. She could hear Skinner counting loudly as she pushed.
"Good girl. Take a breath and rest. I need another big push on
the next contraction. Feel it, it's coming...Now
Push. One, two, three, four..."
Scully gritted her teeth and pushed as hard as she could. Over her own screams she could hear the calm tones of her stepfather's
voice. "The head is out Scully. A thick head of dark hair and
this is one cute little one. One more push and you're half way there, one
more."
With every ounce of strength in her body Scully bore
down and pushed. Eons later it seemed, although it took less than a
minute she heard he stepfather exclaim through a tear laced
voice, "It's a son, Dana. You have a son and he is beautiful."
Skinner placed the little boy in the receiving blanket in the small bassinet
Scully had set up in the living room. Then he turned his attention back
to his daughter, who appeared to be falling asleep.
St. Catherine's Hospital
Alexandria, VA 12:03 P.M.
Mulder had to wait outside while Paula checked Maggie's rising pressure and
gave her some medication to combat it. She wanted to perform a C-Section
immediately and although Maggie wanted to wait for Walter and knew he'd be sad he missed it, she wanted to give him a baby even
more. Paula told Mulder if he wanted to stay to scrub his hands and put on a mask and meet them in OR 3.
Mulder did just that. His mother, for all intents and purposes, was about
to give birth and there was nothing in the world
he wanted to see more except, perhaps the birth of his own babies.
Moments, later, Maggie was prepped and ready. Paula administered an
anesthetic to numb her body below the waist but not knocking her out.
"I'm ready to make the cut. Mark the time at 12:10 P.M. Sixty-seconds from skin to baby. Ready
Mrs. Skinner?"
"Yes," she answered. "Just tell me when it's
over. Oh, I wish Walter were here, Fox, I'm scared."
Mulder squeezed her hand and smooth her brow with his hand.
"I'm here, Mom. Try to relax. Wait until Skinner sees his
offspring, huh? I'll bet he'll smile so wide his face will crack."
Maggie smiled a bit before groaning at the slight pressure
she felt when Paula cut her. Mulder was being wonderful, but she
wanted her husband, her wonderful, loving Walter with his soothing deep voice
and gently reassuring touch. Mulder is that to her daughter and Walter is
that to her. She knew in her rational mind he'd
want to be here, but she also knew why he was not. Would he ever forgive
her for her selfishness?
Maggie's mind must have blocked out the pain of the incision for her next
thought was that she heard her baby's cry. Paula held the squirming
infant up for her to see. "It's a girl, Maggie." Mulder said,
"You have a daughter."
Mulder Home
Georgetown, 12:15
Scully once again found herself focusing in on her stepfather's voice. He
was coaxing her to stay awake and bring forth her next child. She was so
tired she couldn't think straight.
"Come on, Dana, come on. Almost done and then you can sleep.
Deep breath and push now, deep breath and push."
"I can't," she whimpered leaning back into the chair, "I'm too
tired."
"You can, Scully. You can. You are the strongest woman I know,
next to your mother. She can do this, she has done it, and I know you can
too. Now deep breath, look in my eyes, look in my eyes, good girl.
Now, push."
Scully lifted her head and met his brown gaze. She took a deep breath and
pushed with all her waning strength while her stepfather encourage her and
helped her by pressing one strong hand on the swell of her abdomen and
pressing down slightly. Finally, the head was out and he moved his hand
to catch the child as Scully gave one more triumphant push.
Another little boy, slightly smaller with less hair emerged into his waiting
hands. He let out a cry that challenged that of his older brother and
Scully smiled at her stepfather reaching for her newest son.
Skinner felt tears dripping down his cheeks. This moment was the best of
his life so far and her couldn't wait for his own baby
to be born.
"Hello," Frohike called just then,
"anybody..." he stopped in mid sentence at the sight of Scully on the
floor one child in her arms, the other in Skinner's.
"Oh, my. Guys, we're going to need some
help getting in the van.'"
St. Catherine's Hospital
Alexandria, Va 1:30
"How're you feeling Maggie?"
"I've been better" Maggie answered tightly. She held out her
arms as her baby daughter was gently placed there.
"Mrs. Skinner. We're gonna
keep you on these monitors for a while okay? Your blood pressure is still a tad
too high. " the nurse told her.
"Is my baby okay?" Maggie asked suddenly afraid.
"Your baby is fine. You're our priority now."
Mulder started to worry as he stared down at his mother and sister in law.
"Maybe I should stay here with you instead of going to find Skinner. You shouldn't be alone. I mean..."
"Fox, go. You need a break and I want Walter here. You've been wonderful to me. Now go and have a strong coffee
in the cafe downstairs then find that wayward husband of mine. I have
three lovely nurses here to help me. Go" she urged.
Mulder slowly walked out of his mother in laws hospital room with his shirt untucked from his trousers, undone at the collar and his
sleeves rolled up. He was absolutely exhausted. All he
wanted to do was to get home and curl up on the sofa
and hold his wife. Scully should be home by now. This had been a
new experience for him, he mused to himself as he headed to
the elevator which would take him to the ground floor. Something
which suprisingly, he was looking forward to going
through with his wife. Mulder never quite reached the elevator, however, for a
voice caught his ear and drew his attention to the maternity waiting
room. It was Frohike calling his name.
"Hey Mulder!" Frohike
exclaimed. "Aren't you going the wrong way?"
"No, I was with Maggie Skinner down the hall," Mulder stated looking
at the three men.
"Oooh. She had her baby
today, too? What'd she have?" Byers asked.
"Girl 6lbs. 4oz. What are you guys
doing here anyway? What do you mean, too?"
"You mean you don't know?" Langly exclaimed.
"No like I said, I was with Maggie since this morning. What do you
mean too?"
"Ohhhhhhhhhhh." All three mouthed. "If I were you Mulder I'd go
to room '403' and find out." Frohike said.
As it slowly dawned in Mulder's head he did a complete
180 turn and started to sprint around the corner to the other side of the
fourth floor.
Mulder skidded to a halt outside room 403 and peeped inside the door. There was
Scully, a bundle in her arms talking to Walter Skinner who held another
bundle. She looked tired and hot, but she was beautiful. Looking at
her holding his child at her breast he felt a pang of regret that he wasn't there to see it and wondered why no one told him that
Scully was here. Paula knew he was her husband.
Skinner slowly looked up and saw Mulder in the doorway. He gently tapped
Scully's knee and drew her attention to
Mulder. "Congratulations, Fox. Two healthy little boys." He stood up and gave the
bundle to Mulder who had entered the room even more now. "I guess
they finally reached you. We tried calling but you're cell phone was
off."
Mulder slowly looked down and pulled back the corner of the
blanket and gazed at his son's face. "Wow," he breathed.
"I'll leave you four alone then, shall I?"" Skinner
smiled. "Congratulations you two."
"Hey er Walt. You might wanna visit room 419 while you're
up here. That's why you couldn't reach me.
But why couldn't I reach you. I mean why didn't
Paula tell us you were in labor?" Mulder said, still staring downwards.
"Mulder, our sons were born at home. Walt...Dad delivered them."
"Why do I want to check out that room Mulder? Maggie? She's here? There's something wrong with her and the
baby, I know it."
With that, Skinner quietly left the room in search of room 419.
"Oh my God. I can't
believe it. It's like I'm dreaming. They are so
cute. Want to switch?"
"Yeah! I know this isn't how you wanted it Mulder."
Scully quietly answered him.
"I can't believe that I missed it all." Mulder said.
"You didn't miss much. That's okay, Skinner
took care of me. He's really like a father to
me. What's wrong with my Mom?" Scully whispered as Mulder sat on the
hospital bed next to her.
"Nothing, you have a sister, Scully. A healthy,
beautiful sister. And I did miss
something. I should have been there." Mulder answered.
"But look what you're not gonna miss and look what you did with my Mom. You and Skinner sort of swapped places, huh? And he had to deliver the babies, bet you loved that,
huh? For the rest of our lives, they will be our children Mulder.
For the rest of our lives," she stated staring deep into his eyes.
"Are you glad it was Skinner and not me?" he asked, searching her
eyes for the unspoken truth.
"No, but I'm glad it was Skinner and not a stranger. He knew what to
do and he was so gentle. He's gonna be a great
father." Scully's eyes were misting up and her voice was hard with
tears. "And so are you."
Mulder leaned over, careful of his sons and kissed her lips. "I love
you, Scully. Thank you for my sons. What are we going to call
them?" He asked, one long finger caressing his sons soft cheek.
"Well, I'd like to call one William after ours fathers and the other,
Walter after, well you know. I think that would be fitting, don't you.
"Yeah, you're right. It would be," Mulder smiled as he kissed
the top of her head.
Skinner moved as quickly as possible to the hospital room that held his
wife. If she'd been ill and needed him he'd
never forgive himself. What he saw when he walked into the room made him
all but fall over.
"Walter," Maggie smiled at him from the bed. She was tired but
looked well.
"I have someone I would like you to meet. Papa, meet your
daughter. Michaela Patricia Skinner. I think she's going to have
your eyes."
Skinner took his daughter from Maggie's arms, tears falling from his eyes for
the third time that day.
"I missed it. She's so perfect. Yes,
you are," he cooed to the little girl he cuddled. Much to his delight she opened her all ready dark eyes and met his
gaze. "Hello, baby. Hi."
"Where were you, Walter? Throwing yourself
into work all ready?"
"No, Mom." Scully said from the doorway. She was
seated in a wheelchair holding both of her sons while Mulder
pushed. "Walter was attending to some more important business this
morning than work. He was delivering your grandsons."
"So that's why..." Maggie started,
"I'm sorry anyway. For all of the things I said yesterday. I
love you, Maggie and I love our daughter and daughter and our
"son" and our grandsons. And I've decided something, if
you want me to leave the bureau..."
Maggie pressed her fingers to his lips, "Ssh.
I was selfish and I was wrong. Your job is part of you, my love.
Just as it is part of Dana and Fox. I love all of you with all your
faults and quirks. I not only love you with them, I love you for them.
Now, would you let me hold my grandsons while Dana meets her sister.
Dana, this is your new sister, Michaela Skinner. And who are these young
fellows?"
"This," said Mulder handing her one child, is William Fox Mulder
after Scully's dad and my dad. And this," he said, holding out the
second baby, "Is Walter Fox Mulder after you."
As each member of the new larger family got acquainted, the nurses from outside
looked on.
"This is a happy day for them, eh, Mary?" asked Annie.
"That it is, Annie. A very, very happy day."
