Unscripted thoughts

I wake up in the morning, Put on my face, The one that's gonna get me, Through another day, Doesn't really matter, How I feel inside, 'Cause life is like a game sometimes..

~Avril Lavigne (Naked)

Part 1: Inu Yasha

I never intended to fall in love with her...All I intended to do was gather the shards of the Shikon no Tama and become a full demon. Thats all I really wanted, I never wanted some pathetic human girl. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't resist her. Her scent is so intoxicating, there is no way I could resist.

I always get mad when she ends up in a place where I have to save her, or atleast thats how I act, in truth I love saving her. Feeling like I'm the one she depends on. Just like those damsel in distress stories my mother told me when I was a kid. But I can't let anyone else know this, it would most likely ruin my tough guy image, then who would they want to depend on? Not me, not some guy who still holds onto his childish memories.

How I wish I could tell her these things...

Tell her how much I love her

I would spill my heart out but I'm positive she doesn't feel the same way, she wouldn't freak and say "osuwari" everytime I tried to show her how I felt if she did! Atleast I don't think she would....

//AHHHHH, SAPPY INU YASHA! hehe, this was pretty hard to write trying to stay within the characters personality and make it clear how much he loves her XP lol! eh, er, yeah....review please but don't be to harsh or I will have to send my llama out to hurt you _O If enough people want me to continue I'll make another chapter =D // "Unscripted Thoughts" Spicy Tuna Roll 2003