A/N - Wow… This story is very…odd… Oh, and I officially claim no rights to Sailor Moon S or Yu-Gi-Oh, where a lot of these ideas came from and from there were mutated into something different. -.-
Chapter Six: Trapped
It's not that I don't believe you
It's not that I doubt you
Just for a second, just a little bit is fine
I want to see you, see you
~Translated from Fragile Heart
Where am I? What's happening? There's someone else inside of me… I'm afraid… I can't do this… He's taking my body… And I can't stop him. Am I really that helpless? What am I now? I have no body… Does that mean I'm dead? I'm all alone…
It's all his fault… He's the reason why I'm so weak, he's the reason why my good and bad sides fight, he's the reason why everything goes wrong. But… What if it's my fault? Maybe, it's like what I saw… Maybe I was never meant to exist… Yes, it must be my fault. There's no other word for it…
What's happening now? I don't know… It's like I'm locked in a corner of my mind, and there's no key out. I wish…I wish… I want a friend, just one, anyone… But I don't have any friends now… They all went away… I'm sorry, I really am, but I don't think I did anything. I don't remember doing anything. I wish someone was here…
I must stop this menace. But there's nothing I can do… He's going to try to hurt people, and I can't stop him. He's using my body, and people will think I did it. I wouldn't hurt anyone, really I wouldn't. Please! Let me out! I have to help those innocent people…
I feel so tired… Like I have no strength left… I feel worse than before, in fact. Is this that demon? Or is it me, my weakness… Yes, it must be. No matter what, it all boils down to my fault… Maybe if I didn't exist, everything would be better… No one seems to miss me…
Why was it my body? It could've been anyone else's body, but it was mine… My pitiful body which was chosen for his revenge. There are stronger bodies, greater bodies, why was my meager one picked? Am I special in some way…? No, of course not… It must've been a mistake, just like it was a mistake that I was ever born…
I feel strong, in a different way than ever before, although I'm still tired… It's like… There's a stronger presence supporting me… Arigato, kind spirit… Am I still a mistake? I was never meant to exist… Perhaps the world would be different without me… That's alright… I'm ready.