Hudson soft/takara, beyblade project TV Tokyo.
Ok, more to it. Since the last chapter was Rei's thoughts, it's back to Kai!
I know who I just saw. I saw him. I know it. Why do I care? Why is he staring? Just get on with training, and stop thinking about him. But, he's so, I don't know. Look at him. He's standing there, all alone and he looks scared and upset about something. Oh, no. It can't be, can it? Does he? I know I thought about him, and I know that I love him, I understand that now. But does he really love me? Only one way to find out.
A tear, he must! I saw it fall down his cheek, I just hope I haven't hurt him by not saying anything. I know from watching him earlier on that he's so full of emotion. He lives off it. If anything happened to upset him enough, I'm sure he'd probably collapse. He's so sensitive, just one of his many characteristics.
Walking over to him, it looks like he thinks I've gone inside. But I haven't. I can't hurt him anymore. I've seen it in his eyes just now. I'm fairly sure that he cares about me, I can see it. He lets everything show. His fear, his anger and his deepest feelings. You just have to know what to look for.
Great, all he can probably see in my eyes is some cold-hearted bastard that hates everything. Great image of yourself Kai.
He's started walking away, he hasn't noticed me. I put a hand on his shoulder and spin him around so he's facing me. I hear him gasp, like he's shocked, I know he is. It was sort of like it could hardly believe that I was here.
I put an arm around his waist and lean down to kiss him. I feel him jump in surprise, but he doesn't move. He just lets me. I can feel him trembling, not knowing weather it's from the kiss or the cold, but I don't care. I don't even care if I'm making a fool of myself. I've wanted to do this for so long now, and I'm not going to let it just slip away.
His lips are cold, he must have been outside for over an hour. But I feel like by kissing him, I'm passing some warmth to him. I hope he doesn't mind. I'm starting to feel a bit light headed, I need air. So does Rei, I can tell. I pull away, but tighten my grip around his waist.
"Rei, I'm sorry." I mumble.
He reaches up and holds my cheek in his hand. It's freezing.
"No, Kai. I'm sorry for standing there and watching you."
I take his hand away from my cheek and hold it tightly in mine, trying to warm him up.
"How long were you there?"
"I don't know. Kai, I don't know what that was for, but - "
I silence him by placing a finger on his lips.
"No, Rei. I have to say this, it's been bugging me for so long. I love you Rei. And I have for a long time. I just couldn't bring myself to tell you."
He collapses into my arms. I can feel, more than hear him sobbing. He grips my shirt tightly, and I almost expect him to pass out. But he stands there, gripping onto me.
"Kai......I love you too, but I - I thought that you didn't care about me."
I stroke his hair, comforting him. But I know what I have to do now. I have to go with him, but I have to get away from this place first.
"Rei, stay here, and I'll be back in a few minutes, I promise. Ok?"
"No, don't leave me......."
"Just for five minutes, tops."
I feel him slowly letting go of my shirt, and he slides away, looking slightly pink in the cheeks. I kiss his forehead before turning away and heading back to the Abbey.
I grab my few belongings, leaving the black Dranzer's damage all around the control room. I run out of there, hoping never to see it again.
I run back to Rei, and he looks startled that I'm back so soon. Well, this was the only promise I ever kept, so I guess he has the right to be surprised.
I run right back to him, and kiss him lightly.
"I told you so." I say, still so close to his face that he looks out of focus. I move back a bit and take a good look at him. He's standing there still in shock. His eyes are shining, and his cheeks are starting to turn pink. Then I see him lurch forward and attach himself to my shirt.
"Kai, I - "
I cut him off in mid sentence. I know what he's about to say, but I have to say it first.
"I'm so sorry that I must have made you feel so bad. I was overpowered by the black Dranzer, but I saw you and I realized that YOU were the only thing I wanted, I guess that I knew it, but I didn't want to admit it to myself, but I don't care anymore. I know that I must have hurt you more than once, but I love you Rei, you have to forgive me." I say, and I wrap my arms around him tightly, holding him, the only thing I've wanted for so long has happened. I can't leave him, I have to take him now or never.
"Kai, I love you, and I don't care about what you have done, I just care if you do anything now, that you have enough heart to apologize to the one you hurt."
"Of course." I whisper, and then I take one arm from around him and start walking back to the hotel.
Back at the hotel, the others seemed too excited that I'm back. I guess that I was a member of this team, I mustn't have felt it because I couldn't admit to myself that I love Rei so much. But looking at him now, asleep, resting his head on my lap, I can't realize why I didn't see it before. He's just so......perfect. His skin is so pale, and his eyes are the brightest shade of gold.
I guess I only saw the side of him that he shows to the others. I mean, I know I have more than one side, and I guess Rei does as well. He's a lot more sensitive than he lets on, and if I'd known that earlier, I would have told him sooner. But I feel like such an idiot for waiting so long. Oh well. We both know now, and that's all that matters.
I lean down and softly kiss his head. He stirs, but doesn't wake. I need rest. I know that I have to start training the Bladebreakers for the world finals. That'll be a hard job. God, I love him. It's seems like years ago that I left. Now, I don't know why I did. I love him too much.
Rei, I'm so sorry that I left you, I'll make it up to you somehow. I'm not exactly sure how yet, but I will, and I'll make sure that you don't get hurt by anyone. I promise that I'll always be there for you................
Owari!
So......what did ya think? I'm pretty sure there's only going to be one more chapter of this story, and it should be almost the same as this one, but from Rei's POV. I'm sorry that it's taking me a while to get these up, but I have so many assignments to do, and I'm starting to get heaps of homework, so I have to wait until I have time to write these things........
It doesn't help that I'm not all that fast at typing.....ehehe...*sweatdrop*
Oh, sorry if this isn't exactly how the bit where Kai leaves the Abbey goes, but I haven't seen that bit for ages, but I do remember that the whole, running back to and kissing Rei bit wasn't in it......so, I do know that he was pulled from the ice in lake Baikal (uh, sorry if I spelt that wrong!), but it just didn't fit with MY way of telling it, ok? So what? Isn't that the point of fan fiction? To make the thing you want to see happen? Not just re-tell the story?
Ok, more to it. Since the last chapter was Rei's thoughts, it's back to Kai!
I know who I just saw. I saw him. I know it. Why do I care? Why is he staring? Just get on with training, and stop thinking about him. But, he's so, I don't know. Look at him. He's standing there, all alone and he looks scared and upset about something. Oh, no. It can't be, can it? Does he? I know I thought about him, and I know that I love him, I understand that now. But does he really love me? Only one way to find out.
A tear, he must! I saw it fall down his cheek, I just hope I haven't hurt him by not saying anything. I know from watching him earlier on that he's so full of emotion. He lives off it. If anything happened to upset him enough, I'm sure he'd probably collapse. He's so sensitive, just one of his many characteristics.
Walking over to him, it looks like he thinks I've gone inside. But I haven't. I can't hurt him anymore. I've seen it in his eyes just now. I'm fairly sure that he cares about me, I can see it. He lets everything show. His fear, his anger and his deepest feelings. You just have to know what to look for.
Great, all he can probably see in my eyes is some cold-hearted bastard that hates everything. Great image of yourself Kai.
He's started walking away, he hasn't noticed me. I put a hand on his shoulder and spin him around so he's facing me. I hear him gasp, like he's shocked, I know he is. It was sort of like it could hardly believe that I was here.
I put an arm around his waist and lean down to kiss him. I feel him jump in surprise, but he doesn't move. He just lets me. I can feel him trembling, not knowing weather it's from the kiss or the cold, but I don't care. I don't even care if I'm making a fool of myself. I've wanted to do this for so long now, and I'm not going to let it just slip away.
His lips are cold, he must have been outside for over an hour. But I feel like by kissing him, I'm passing some warmth to him. I hope he doesn't mind. I'm starting to feel a bit light headed, I need air. So does Rei, I can tell. I pull away, but tighten my grip around his waist.
"Rei, I'm sorry." I mumble.
He reaches up and holds my cheek in his hand. It's freezing.
"No, Kai. I'm sorry for standing there and watching you."
I take his hand away from my cheek and hold it tightly in mine, trying to warm him up.
"How long were you there?"
"I don't know. Kai, I don't know what that was for, but - "
I silence him by placing a finger on his lips.
"No, Rei. I have to say this, it's been bugging me for so long. I love you Rei. And I have for a long time. I just couldn't bring myself to tell you."
He collapses into my arms. I can feel, more than hear him sobbing. He grips my shirt tightly, and I almost expect him to pass out. But he stands there, gripping onto me.
"Kai......I love you too, but I - I thought that you didn't care about me."
I stroke his hair, comforting him. But I know what I have to do now. I have to go with him, but I have to get away from this place first.
"Rei, stay here, and I'll be back in a few minutes, I promise. Ok?"
"No, don't leave me......."
"Just for five minutes, tops."
I feel him slowly letting go of my shirt, and he slides away, looking slightly pink in the cheeks. I kiss his forehead before turning away and heading back to the Abbey.
I grab my few belongings, leaving the black Dranzer's damage all around the control room. I run out of there, hoping never to see it again.
I run back to Rei, and he looks startled that I'm back so soon. Well, this was the only promise I ever kept, so I guess he has the right to be surprised.
I run right back to him, and kiss him lightly.
"I told you so." I say, still so close to his face that he looks out of focus. I move back a bit and take a good look at him. He's standing there still in shock. His eyes are shining, and his cheeks are starting to turn pink. Then I see him lurch forward and attach himself to my shirt.
"Kai, I - "
I cut him off in mid sentence. I know what he's about to say, but I have to say it first.
"I'm so sorry that I must have made you feel so bad. I was overpowered by the black Dranzer, but I saw you and I realized that YOU were the only thing I wanted, I guess that I knew it, but I didn't want to admit it to myself, but I don't care anymore. I know that I must have hurt you more than once, but I love you Rei, you have to forgive me." I say, and I wrap my arms around him tightly, holding him, the only thing I've wanted for so long has happened. I can't leave him, I have to take him now or never.
"Kai, I love you, and I don't care about what you have done, I just care if you do anything now, that you have enough heart to apologize to the one you hurt."
"Of course." I whisper, and then I take one arm from around him and start walking back to the hotel.
Back at the hotel, the others seemed too excited that I'm back. I guess that I was a member of this team, I mustn't have felt it because I couldn't admit to myself that I love Rei so much. But looking at him now, asleep, resting his head on my lap, I can't realize why I didn't see it before. He's just so......perfect. His skin is so pale, and his eyes are the brightest shade of gold.
I guess I only saw the side of him that he shows to the others. I mean, I know I have more than one side, and I guess Rei does as well. He's a lot more sensitive than he lets on, and if I'd known that earlier, I would have told him sooner. But I feel like such an idiot for waiting so long. Oh well. We both know now, and that's all that matters.
I lean down and softly kiss his head. He stirs, but doesn't wake. I need rest. I know that I have to start training the Bladebreakers for the world finals. That'll be a hard job. God, I love him. It's seems like years ago that I left. Now, I don't know why I did. I love him too much.
Rei, I'm so sorry that I left you, I'll make it up to you somehow. I'm not exactly sure how yet, but I will, and I'll make sure that you don't get hurt by anyone. I promise that I'll always be there for you................
Owari!
So......what did ya think? I'm pretty sure there's only going to be one more chapter of this story, and it should be almost the same as this one, but from Rei's POV. I'm sorry that it's taking me a while to get these up, but I have so many assignments to do, and I'm starting to get heaps of homework, so I have to wait until I have time to write these things........
It doesn't help that I'm not all that fast at typing.....ehehe...*sweatdrop*
Oh, sorry if this isn't exactly how the bit where Kai leaves the Abbey goes, but I haven't seen that bit for ages, but I do remember that the whole, running back to and kissing Rei bit wasn't in it......so, I do know that he was pulled from the ice in lake Baikal (uh, sorry if I spelt that wrong!), but it just didn't fit with MY way of telling it, ok? So what? Isn't that the point of fan fiction? To make the thing you want to see happen? Not just re-tell the story?