Chapter 2: To hide it or not to Hide it?
Rory Gilmore rushed home that night. She walked quickly through the streets of stars hollow feeling alone and confused. "God please don't let me run into Jess..please god.." She whispered to herself not even looking around as she walked. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After the kiss no one spoke for a good 2 minutes. Silence engulfed the air making it more awkward than necessary.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that.Even if you and Jess are fighting, you are still tentatively together....I didn't mean to force you into something you didn't want to go through with." Dean said, now standing in front of her as she sat on his bed.
"I did want to go through with it.. That's the problem." Rory replied looking Dean in the eyes.
"So what does this mean for you and I? I mean I didn't even think we were friends and now this." Dean said, more as if he were talking to himself than to a person.
"I honestly don't know..i need to speak with jess but every time I try we seem to get in an argument and storm out on each other." Rory sighed, running a hand though her chocolate brown hair. "Anyways thank you for being here for me on such short and awkward notice..to think .. Your ex girlfriend just shows up on your roof. What a day."
"Well I can't say that it was terrible.. In all truth it was a pleasant surprise in my mind. I guess I will talk to you online or something then. See you around Rory Gilmore." Dean replied smiling.
"Goodbye Dean Forrester." Rory waved back as she climbed out through his window and down the tree. Jesus Christ...she had fallen for her ex once again.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ End Flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rory's mind was a blur.she couldn't help but smile. A kiss so forbidden has never tasted so sweet, she mused. Yes she was back in love with dean but that didn't erase what she still felt for Jess. She had a terrible guilty feeling... She did to Jess what she had done to dean earlier that year. Kissed another guy..the only one that jess really despised. Should she tell jess? I mean this could be the total end for her and him..is that such a bad thing? Dean Or Jess?
She was about to pass by the diner..oh no there was jess, wiping down tables. She lowered her head and walked as quickly as she could past. The glass door opened. "Rory?" a familiar voice called....she walked faster not looking back.pretending that she couldn't hear him.
Jess watched her go in somewhat of an angry daze. "What the hell is going on with her?" He shook his head and went back inside...locking the door. He headed upstairs, walked into his room and closed the door. He stared at the phone wondering whether to call her or not. Something was definitely not right in the land of rory..not right at all.
Rory came in through the front door so see her mother waiting at the kitchen table. "Feel better?" Loralei asked, sipping some home brewed coffee.
"I feel better yes but I don't know if I should." Rory replied plopping herself down in a chair at the table to face her mother.
"Do tell young padawan." Loralei joked, handing rory her own cup of coffee.
"Well I happened to stumble upon the dean box." rory started but was cut off.
"Oh no! The Dean box??" Loralei gasped in mock amazement. "Why the dean box? I mean the dean box has not been touched in ages.."
"I don't know why I took it out but I did...and even if the dean box wasn't enough I went to see Dean himself!" Rory went on, taking a large swig of her coffee at the end.
"Bum bum bum... and then what? You didn't kill each other? Come on.what happened.was it gory? Does he still have eyes...?" Loralei asked now very interested in the story.
"We kissed...me and Dean Forrester kissed." Rory admitted, a little smile playing on her lips.
"You and BagBoy kissed?!?! What prompted this act??" Loralei exclaimed in excitement.
"Well I think I realized that I still love him..and I still have feelings for jess..and...well I just cheated on jess like I did on dean..oh Christ here we go again.." Rory replied flopping her head down on her arms.
"My favorite son is back!!" Loralei said "I knew you still fancied him and his cute little toosh..."
"I am going to bed mom." Rory laughed, getting up.
"You will let me plan the wedding wont you? Pink for the brides maids gowns?" Loralei called .
"Good night." Rory said tiredly but still smiling.
"We can pick out the cake tomorrow if you like .sleep tight!" Loralei called as the door shut to Rory's room. "Looks like I wont have to kill jess after all..Dean is back..its time to meddle.."
Rory sat down at her desk and turned on her computer. She signed on to AOL and waited for her Buddy list to load. An instant message from "StarsHollowPunk" popped up on her screen.
StarsHollowPunk: Didn't hear me call your name?
Coffee4Rory: Oh hello jess.
StarsHollowPunk: what the hell is going on with you? We fight all the time these days... now you wont even turn around when I call your name...we need to talk.
Coffee4Rory: Jess I am sorry that I have seemed different..and yes your right we do need to talk..
StarsHollowPunk: I saw you walking to Deans..you wanna explain what that was about?
Coffee4Rory: Can we talk about this in person...i don't think over the internet is the best idea.
StarsHollowPunk: Fine Bye.
****StarsHollowPunk has signed off****
Rory sighed and looked at the screen. She was done crying..and done with the way he was treating her. She needed to choose.Jess or Dean.. Just as rory really started to get into her deep pondering, another Instant Message popped up on the Screen.
BagBoyDF: Hey Ror.
Coffee4Rory: Hey dean. :-D. Wow been a while since we talked. How are you?
BagBoyDF: I am fine...yes a whole hour.I cant bare it anymore..Talked to Jess yet?
Coffee4Rory: To an extent..I have to go meet him in a little while to talk. I am going to tell him what happened. Then go from there.
BagBoyDF: Good luck with him.. I hope you work it out.
Coffee4Rory: Thank you...I will tell you about it after. There is obviously something between us.. I wont leave you hanging .
BagBoyDF: ok G'bye rory.
****BagBoyDF has signed off****
Rory signed off as well and once again grabbed a jacket and her keys. She opened the door to her room and walked out into the kitchen. Her mother was still sitting there at the table drinking her beloved coffee.
"Going somewhere..?" Loralei asked cheerfully.
"Off to talk to Jess." Rory replied "I have got to clear this up before things get any worse."
"Good luck hun..I will be here looking at bridal gowns.this ones nice~!!" Loralei laughed.
"Bye Mom" rory called, walking out the front door "Nothing too tight or slinky...remember like a virgin."
Dean rested on his bed staring up at the ceiling, thinking of her. He thought he was over her..that he could move on and be without her. Now he was right back where he started.pining for the one and only Rory Gilmore. Ever since jess had come into this town his world had been spun upside down and out of control. When rory and him broke up and she went to jess, he thought it was done for good...that she was lost for ever. He never even put up a fight for her. Right this second she was now walking towards Jess's to either make up with him or break up with him. Should he do something? Should he go and tell rory that he is the one that is in love with her...should he put up a fight this time? Dean sat up on his bed as if to take one last moment to think, then got up quickly grabbed his coat and went out the door. It was time to go get the girl of his dreams.
Rory walked slowly down the street towards luke's diner..trying to figure out exactly how she was going to explain to her boyfriend that she had just kissed her ex boyfriend and still was in love with him. "Hi Jess.how's it going?..yes well I kissed dean and I am still in love with him...other then that I am fine.." She shook her head..no that wasn't going to work. She still hadn't decided whether she still wanted to be with him or not..or if she wanted to give her and dean another try. She kept walking.still very slowly, wondering if she could do this or not.
"Rory!" a voice called out of the darkness. She whipped around looking for whoever it was that was calling her. "Dean?" rory gasped.. "You scared me to death..what are you doing here?"
"I needed to get something off my chest...i let you go when you and I broke up .but I don't want to do that this time. I am still in love with you.I always have been. I know you still have feelings for jess. This is your last chance.its me or jess..i cant wait around anymore or be second best to him. You know how I feel.." Dean said holding both of rory's hands in his. "Its your choice I just want you to be happy ..but I have got to try and be happy too."
Rory stared at him...he was right she did need to make a choice. She started to lean upwards towards dean as he bent down. She closed her eyes...it seemed so right when another familiar voice floated in on the cool night air.
"What a surprise.." Jess said walking up to rory and dean. Dean dropped Rory's hands and backed away but stepped into an intimidating stance.
"Jess..." Rory started but was cut off.
"I don't want to hear what excuse you have or story okay? Its Me or Bagboy here..pick and choose. I don't want to mess around any longer." Jess said sharply. "as for you bagboy...revenge is sweet isn't it? Got what you wanted?"
Rory looked from Jess and then to dean. What was she to do? The one she has loved forever..or the one who captured her heart as well?
A/N: Well that is chapter 2...what do you all think? Is it any good? Should I keep writing?
Rory Gilmore rushed home that night. She walked quickly through the streets of stars hollow feeling alone and confused. "God please don't let me run into Jess..please god.." She whispered to herself not even looking around as she walked. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After the kiss no one spoke for a good 2 minutes. Silence engulfed the air making it more awkward than necessary.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that.Even if you and Jess are fighting, you are still tentatively together....I didn't mean to force you into something you didn't want to go through with." Dean said, now standing in front of her as she sat on his bed.
"I did want to go through with it.. That's the problem." Rory replied looking Dean in the eyes.
"So what does this mean for you and I? I mean I didn't even think we were friends and now this." Dean said, more as if he were talking to himself than to a person.
"I honestly don't know..i need to speak with jess but every time I try we seem to get in an argument and storm out on each other." Rory sighed, running a hand though her chocolate brown hair. "Anyways thank you for being here for me on such short and awkward notice..to think .. Your ex girlfriend just shows up on your roof. What a day."
"Well I can't say that it was terrible.. In all truth it was a pleasant surprise in my mind. I guess I will talk to you online or something then. See you around Rory Gilmore." Dean replied smiling.
"Goodbye Dean Forrester." Rory waved back as she climbed out through his window and down the tree. Jesus Christ...she had fallen for her ex once again.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ End Flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rory's mind was a blur.she couldn't help but smile. A kiss so forbidden has never tasted so sweet, she mused. Yes she was back in love with dean but that didn't erase what she still felt for Jess. She had a terrible guilty feeling... She did to Jess what she had done to dean earlier that year. Kissed another guy..the only one that jess really despised. Should she tell jess? I mean this could be the total end for her and him..is that such a bad thing? Dean Or Jess?
She was about to pass by the diner..oh no there was jess, wiping down tables. She lowered her head and walked as quickly as she could past. The glass door opened. "Rory?" a familiar voice called....she walked faster not looking back.pretending that she couldn't hear him.
Jess watched her go in somewhat of an angry daze. "What the hell is going on with her?" He shook his head and went back inside...locking the door. He headed upstairs, walked into his room and closed the door. He stared at the phone wondering whether to call her or not. Something was definitely not right in the land of rory..not right at all.
Rory came in through the front door so see her mother waiting at the kitchen table. "Feel better?" Loralei asked, sipping some home brewed coffee.
"I feel better yes but I don't know if I should." Rory replied plopping herself down in a chair at the table to face her mother.
"Do tell young padawan." Loralei joked, handing rory her own cup of coffee.
"Well I happened to stumble upon the dean box." rory started but was cut off.
"Oh no! The Dean box??" Loralei gasped in mock amazement. "Why the dean box? I mean the dean box has not been touched in ages.."
"I don't know why I took it out but I did...and even if the dean box wasn't enough I went to see Dean himself!" Rory went on, taking a large swig of her coffee at the end.
"Bum bum bum... and then what? You didn't kill each other? Come on.what happened.was it gory? Does he still have eyes...?" Loralei asked now very interested in the story.
"We kissed...me and Dean Forrester kissed." Rory admitted, a little smile playing on her lips.
"You and BagBoy kissed?!?! What prompted this act??" Loralei exclaimed in excitement.
"Well I think I realized that I still love him..and I still have feelings for jess..and...well I just cheated on jess like I did on dean..oh Christ here we go again.." Rory replied flopping her head down on her arms.
"My favorite son is back!!" Loralei said "I knew you still fancied him and his cute little toosh..."
"I am going to bed mom." Rory laughed, getting up.
"You will let me plan the wedding wont you? Pink for the brides maids gowns?" Loralei called .
"Good night." Rory said tiredly but still smiling.
"We can pick out the cake tomorrow if you like .sleep tight!" Loralei called as the door shut to Rory's room. "Looks like I wont have to kill jess after all..Dean is back..its time to meddle.."
Rory sat down at her desk and turned on her computer. She signed on to AOL and waited for her Buddy list to load. An instant message from "StarsHollowPunk" popped up on her screen.
StarsHollowPunk: Didn't hear me call your name?
Coffee4Rory: Oh hello jess.
StarsHollowPunk: what the hell is going on with you? We fight all the time these days... now you wont even turn around when I call your name...we need to talk.
Coffee4Rory: Jess I am sorry that I have seemed different..and yes your right we do need to talk..
StarsHollowPunk: I saw you walking to Deans..you wanna explain what that was about?
Coffee4Rory: Can we talk about this in person...i don't think over the internet is the best idea.
StarsHollowPunk: Fine Bye.
****StarsHollowPunk has signed off****
Rory sighed and looked at the screen. She was done crying..and done with the way he was treating her. She needed to choose.Jess or Dean.. Just as rory really started to get into her deep pondering, another Instant Message popped up on the Screen.
BagBoyDF: Hey Ror.
Coffee4Rory: Hey dean. :-D. Wow been a while since we talked. How are you?
BagBoyDF: I am fine...yes a whole hour.I cant bare it anymore..Talked to Jess yet?
Coffee4Rory: To an extent..I have to go meet him in a little while to talk. I am going to tell him what happened. Then go from there.
BagBoyDF: Good luck with him.. I hope you work it out.
Coffee4Rory: Thank you...I will tell you about it after. There is obviously something between us.. I wont leave you hanging .
BagBoyDF: ok G'bye rory.
****BagBoyDF has signed off****
Rory signed off as well and once again grabbed a jacket and her keys. She opened the door to her room and walked out into the kitchen. Her mother was still sitting there at the table drinking her beloved coffee.
"Going somewhere..?" Loralei asked cheerfully.
"Off to talk to Jess." Rory replied "I have got to clear this up before things get any worse."
"Good luck hun..I will be here looking at bridal gowns.this ones nice~!!" Loralei laughed.
"Bye Mom" rory called, walking out the front door "Nothing too tight or slinky...remember like a virgin."
Dean rested on his bed staring up at the ceiling, thinking of her. He thought he was over her..that he could move on and be without her. Now he was right back where he started.pining for the one and only Rory Gilmore. Ever since jess had come into this town his world had been spun upside down and out of control. When rory and him broke up and she went to jess, he thought it was done for good...that she was lost for ever. He never even put up a fight for her. Right this second she was now walking towards Jess's to either make up with him or break up with him. Should he do something? Should he go and tell rory that he is the one that is in love with her...should he put up a fight this time? Dean sat up on his bed as if to take one last moment to think, then got up quickly grabbed his coat and went out the door. It was time to go get the girl of his dreams.
Rory walked slowly down the street towards luke's diner..trying to figure out exactly how she was going to explain to her boyfriend that she had just kissed her ex boyfriend and still was in love with him. "Hi Jess.how's it going?..yes well I kissed dean and I am still in love with him...other then that I am fine.." She shook her head..no that wasn't going to work. She still hadn't decided whether she still wanted to be with him or not..or if she wanted to give her and dean another try. She kept walking.still very slowly, wondering if she could do this or not.
"Rory!" a voice called out of the darkness. She whipped around looking for whoever it was that was calling her. "Dean?" rory gasped.. "You scared me to death..what are you doing here?"
"I needed to get something off my chest...i let you go when you and I broke up .but I don't want to do that this time. I am still in love with you.I always have been. I know you still have feelings for jess. This is your last chance.its me or jess..i cant wait around anymore or be second best to him. You know how I feel.." Dean said holding both of rory's hands in his. "Its your choice I just want you to be happy ..but I have got to try and be happy too."
Rory stared at him...he was right she did need to make a choice. She started to lean upwards towards dean as he bent down. She closed her eyes...it seemed so right when another familiar voice floated in on the cool night air.
"What a surprise.." Jess said walking up to rory and dean. Dean dropped Rory's hands and backed away but stepped into an intimidating stance.
"Jess..." Rory started but was cut off.
"I don't want to hear what excuse you have or story okay? Its Me or Bagboy here..pick and choose. I don't want to mess around any longer." Jess said sharply. "as for you bagboy...revenge is sweet isn't it? Got what you wanted?"
Rory looked from Jess and then to dean. What was she to do? The one she has loved forever..or the one who captured her heart as well?
A/N: Well that is chapter 2...what do you all think? Is it any good? Should I keep writing?