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Author's notes This chapter is a 'happy' chapter (for once). It also contains Sirius Black and Remus Lupin!
Thank you all who reviewed. You know who you are! * grin * I opened my inbox yesterday and 20 new reviews came up. This prompted me to write another chapter sooner!
There is also an important author's note at the end of this chapter and it is not begging for Reviews, but I feel strongly about this issue and I feel it is right to put it in there.
Please enjoy! (
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Chapter 4 : Light
Harry's mind opened.
Light streamed though his closed eyelids.
Three adults watched as he regained consciousness.
Harry opened his eyelids and stared at the three blurred figures.
He was having trouble focusing until.
"Harry, your glasses."
Harry's sight wavered for a moment as his glasses were slipped onto his nose. He could now see the three adults, Madame Pomphrey, Professers Dumbledore and.Snape!
Madame Pomphery bustled away to fetch more potions.
Harry's eyes met Snapes and all Harry could find in them was the same loathing he usually reserved for him.
Harry, to get over the shock and embarrassment of having Snape by his bedside, looked up at the Headmaster.
"I'm s-sorry, sir," Harry muttered, "I just thought if I ended it all, nobody would suffer because of me. Voldemort would not become immortal." Harry's last words came as a barely audible whisper, "Nobody would miss me, if I was gone."
Dumbledore heard.
"That is where you are wrong Harry, for a start Miss Granger and Mr Weasly would suffer greatly, so would the whole or the Weasly family, your year group, your teachers." At this Harry looked up at Snape.
Dumbledore seeing the direction in which Harry was looking at.
"Yes, even Professer Snape would miss someone to give detentions to."
Snape was glaring daggers at a very amused Dumbledore.
"Also Remus and Sirius," he said softly.
"I never thought of them," Harry said, realising that someone did care for him.
Snape, at the mention of Sirius, went livid.
Harry had never understood why Snape hated Sirius so much, or him on that matter. He always seemed to loathe anything to do with James Potter. Harry decided to ignore Snape and all the sneering remarks he made.
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Later on, Harry was sitting on his bed contemplating on the meaning of life, when the hospital doors burst open and Sirius Black rushed in followed by Remus Lupin.
"Where is he," Sirius shouted, hysterical, looking around for Harry.
"When I get my hands on him, I'm going to kill him."
"Well that's what I want, isn't it," Harry replied quietly.
Sirius spotted Harry in a corner bed and ran over to him.
"Don't you bloody well do that again," Sirius shaking Harry roughly.
Sirius's shakes were interrupted by Lupin.
"Sirius, stop shaking Harry and pull yourself together."
On closer inspection Sirius was very white and looked like he hadn't had any sleep for a few days.
Remus, seeing how shocked Harry was at Sirius's behaviour said,
"He is just worried about you Harry, that's all."
And with that, Harry launched himself into Sirius's arms sobbing.
It was Sirius's turn to look shocked, he obviously hadn't had much experience with crying Godsons who had just tried to kill themselves. But all the same, he soothed Harry and rubbed his back, whispering that he had just been scared and tried to make Harry promise he would never try to do it again.
Remus also put a hand though Harry's hair telling him that it was alright.
"You will never do that again Harry, because I never want to lose you, I wouldn't know what to do without you," Sirius said.
"I won't Sirius, I promise," Harry said still crying quietly.
"I love you, Harry, you know that don't you."
Harry looked up with a mixture of hope and amazement in his eyes.
"Y-You mean it."
"Yes, of course I mean it."
"I love you too, Sirius, I was just confused, I j-just thought th-that nobody loved me, that if anybody liked me it was just because I'm famous, Harry Potter, The-Boy-Who-Lived."
"I love you Harry because you are you."
"I love you and Remus as well," Harry said yawning.
"Sleep now, you need your rest."
By the time Sirius had put Harry down again he was asleep.
"You sound like a parent," Remus said, quietly amused.
"What did he do to himself?" Sirius said concerned, ignoring Remus.
"Well according to his medical sheet," said Remus consulting a piece of paper by Harry's bed, " he took and overdose of Prozac a muggle drug but he took another drug with it by the name of Isocarbozazid which when mixed together which caused him to go in shock. It appears that when he arrived in the hospital wing he had his stomach pumped the muggle way and suffered a few side affects which were sorted out by a few potions. He was lucky to have been found before he became in a state in which he could not be helped."
Sirius looked down at the pale form that was his Godson and sighed. In Harry's last letter to him he sounded cheerful enough, Sirius had never guessed that he was in fact depressed. The thing that really pushed it though was that Harry had found out that he was the last descendent of Voldemort.
He was going to have to keep a close eye on Harry now.
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It is very short I know, but I have decided that I'm going to type short Chapters like this every 1-2 days!
Does anybody know any good angst fics especially 'Harry gets beaten up by the Dursleys' and then rescued by Snape, Sirius or Remus. If you do then please email me at even_star1@hotmail.com
Thank you, now please read the author's note below.
Author's note
Depression is 'clinical' when a doctor or psychiatrist diagnoses depression. It is a result of changes in the mind, body and life of the sufferer. Clinical depression can be relieved by special drugs and other forms of help. Prozac is one of the latest drugs that is being used to relive depression. It normally is not lethal if you take an overdose but sometimes it can harm or give side effects. If it is taken with a monoamine-oxidase inhibitor it will prove fatal.
Committing suicide is never an answer to anything, no matter how much anyone is convinced that nobody loves them and the world is against them, they are wrong. No matter where they are in the world, what living situation they are in or how much someone tells them that no one loves them there is someone somewhere who truly loves them and would be deeply affected by their loss.
Always strive to love yourself as everybody is unique and special.
Remember. 'Life is a gift given to us, we do not have the right to take ours or others, if we have only one right in life it is to find something beautiful about it and then cherish it.'
Until we speak again,
Peace & Love,
Thanks for reading,
Vesper Lunen
Author's notes This chapter is a 'happy' chapter (for once). It also contains Sirius Black and Remus Lupin!
Thank you all who reviewed. You know who you are! * grin * I opened my inbox yesterday and 20 new reviews came up. This prompted me to write another chapter sooner!
There is also an important author's note at the end of this chapter and it is not begging for Reviews, but I feel strongly about this issue and I feel it is right to put it in there.
Please enjoy! (
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Chapter 4 : Light
Harry's mind opened.
Light streamed though his closed eyelids.
Three adults watched as he regained consciousness.
Harry opened his eyelids and stared at the three blurred figures.
He was having trouble focusing until.
"Harry, your glasses."
Harry's sight wavered for a moment as his glasses were slipped onto his nose. He could now see the three adults, Madame Pomphrey, Professers Dumbledore and.Snape!
Madame Pomphery bustled away to fetch more potions.
Harry's eyes met Snapes and all Harry could find in them was the same loathing he usually reserved for him.
Harry, to get over the shock and embarrassment of having Snape by his bedside, looked up at the Headmaster.
"I'm s-sorry, sir," Harry muttered, "I just thought if I ended it all, nobody would suffer because of me. Voldemort would not become immortal." Harry's last words came as a barely audible whisper, "Nobody would miss me, if I was gone."
Dumbledore heard.
"That is where you are wrong Harry, for a start Miss Granger and Mr Weasly would suffer greatly, so would the whole or the Weasly family, your year group, your teachers." At this Harry looked up at Snape.
Dumbledore seeing the direction in which Harry was looking at.
"Yes, even Professer Snape would miss someone to give detentions to."
Snape was glaring daggers at a very amused Dumbledore.
"Also Remus and Sirius," he said softly.
"I never thought of them," Harry said, realising that someone did care for him.
Snape, at the mention of Sirius, went livid.
Harry had never understood why Snape hated Sirius so much, or him on that matter. He always seemed to loathe anything to do with James Potter. Harry decided to ignore Snape and all the sneering remarks he made.
* * *
Later on, Harry was sitting on his bed contemplating on the meaning of life, when the hospital doors burst open and Sirius Black rushed in followed by Remus Lupin.
"Where is he," Sirius shouted, hysterical, looking around for Harry.
"When I get my hands on him, I'm going to kill him."
"Well that's what I want, isn't it," Harry replied quietly.
Sirius spotted Harry in a corner bed and ran over to him.
"Don't you bloody well do that again," Sirius shaking Harry roughly.
Sirius's shakes were interrupted by Lupin.
"Sirius, stop shaking Harry and pull yourself together."
On closer inspection Sirius was very white and looked like he hadn't had any sleep for a few days.
Remus, seeing how shocked Harry was at Sirius's behaviour said,
"He is just worried about you Harry, that's all."
And with that, Harry launched himself into Sirius's arms sobbing.
It was Sirius's turn to look shocked, he obviously hadn't had much experience with crying Godsons who had just tried to kill themselves. But all the same, he soothed Harry and rubbed his back, whispering that he had just been scared and tried to make Harry promise he would never try to do it again.
Remus also put a hand though Harry's hair telling him that it was alright.
"You will never do that again Harry, because I never want to lose you, I wouldn't know what to do without you," Sirius said.
"I won't Sirius, I promise," Harry said still crying quietly.
"I love you, Harry, you know that don't you."
Harry looked up with a mixture of hope and amazement in his eyes.
"Y-You mean it."
"Yes, of course I mean it."
"I love you too, Sirius, I was just confused, I j-just thought th-that nobody loved me, that if anybody liked me it was just because I'm famous, Harry Potter, The-Boy-Who-Lived."
"I love you Harry because you are you."
"I love you and Remus as well," Harry said yawning.
"Sleep now, you need your rest."
By the time Sirius had put Harry down again he was asleep.
"You sound like a parent," Remus said, quietly amused.
"What did he do to himself?" Sirius said concerned, ignoring Remus.
"Well according to his medical sheet," said Remus consulting a piece of paper by Harry's bed, " he took and overdose of Prozac a muggle drug but he took another drug with it by the name of Isocarbozazid which when mixed together which caused him to go in shock. It appears that when he arrived in the hospital wing he had his stomach pumped the muggle way and suffered a few side affects which were sorted out by a few potions. He was lucky to have been found before he became in a state in which he could not be helped."
Sirius looked down at the pale form that was his Godson and sighed. In Harry's last letter to him he sounded cheerful enough, Sirius had never guessed that he was in fact depressed. The thing that really pushed it though was that Harry had found out that he was the last descendent of Voldemort.
He was going to have to keep a close eye on Harry now.
* * *
It is very short I know, but I have decided that I'm going to type short Chapters like this every 1-2 days!
Does anybody know any good angst fics especially 'Harry gets beaten up by the Dursleys' and then rescued by Snape, Sirius or Remus. If you do then please email me at even_star1@hotmail.com
Thank you, now please read the author's note below.
Author's note
Depression is 'clinical' when a doctor or psychiatrist diagnoses depression. It is a result of changes in the mind, body and life of the sufferer. Clinical depression can be relieved by special drugs and other forms of help. Prozac is one of the latest drugs that is being used to relive depression. It normally is not lethal if you take an overdose but sometimes it can harm or give side effects. If it is taken with a monoamine-oxidase inhibitor it will prove fatal.
Committing suicide is never an answer to anything, no matter how much anyone is convinced that nobody loves them and the world is against them, they are wrong. No matter where they are in the world, what living situation they are in or how much someone tells them that no one loves them there is someone somewhere who truly loves them and would be deeply affected by their loss.
Always strive to love yourself as everybody is unique and special.
Remember. 'Life is a gift given to us, we do not have the right to take ours or others, if we have only one right in life it is to find something beautiful about it and then cherish it.'
Until we speak again,
Peace & Love,
Thanks for reading,
Vesper Lunen