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A Billionaire Doesn't Fall In Love
By Garden Goddess
Garden Goddess Tales © 2003
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Author's Note:
Warning! This story contains explicit contents of sex, drug/alcohol abuse, rape and extreme foul language. Reader Discretion is advised.
Summary: Kaiba and his childhood friend Seral, have had an intimate relationship for two years. When they both stick to the rule of not falling in love, it leads them into trouble and perhaps.... other things.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Gi Oh or any of its characters.
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Chapter Four: Turnabout is Fair Play
I'm an idiot.
Here I am, tangled up in the arms of one of the people I despise. Gardener. I shift slightly to look at her and realize that we were sprawled out on the floor of the physics lab. I lift my arm to catch a glimpse at my watch and realize that its well after school hours. Exactly how long had I been fucking her?! I raise the same arm to rub my brow and suddenly feel her move beneath me. I let out a grunt and began to detangle myself from her.
I turn to the side, sneering to myself for being weak enough to allow her to do this to me. I have to admit, the sex had been incredible, a step down from me and Seral but incredible none the less. I had never been with another woman before, so I had been unsure while fucking her if I was doing the things she had wanted. By the time we had both hit our climax, I could tell by her desperate gasps and screaming that she wasn't exactly complaining. Still, I am completely furious with myself. I hate this woman and I fucked her anyway.
"I can't believe this," I hear her suddenly respond, hearing her scramble to get her clothes on,"I slept with the biggest asshole in the school!"
I couldn't help but rub it in her face so I turned to her slightly,"And you loved every damn minute, Gardener."
Her eyes flared to life and she fumed,"You came on to me, I have you know! And I didn't enjoy any of it!"
I couldn't help but chuckle, slipping my own pants on and letting my eyes run over her half naked form. She had her skirt on now but her top was still exposed and I couldn't help but take another long look at her plump round breasts. My sight was cut short when she noticed and lifted her shirt to her chest, covering herself and blushing to a bright soft pink.
"You didn't seem to be exactly protesting when you were screaming my name," I added finally, a grin prominent on my face. I might have regretted what I had done, but I wasn't going to let her know that. In fact, I planned to rub it in her face, making her seem as though she had wanted me all along. It would help me deny it for a little longer before I truly realized what I had done.
She blushed again, harder this time and let out a sigh. I was surprised that she didn't snap back a hasty remark like she usually does when ever I let my attitude run free. I was disappointed but not after I caught a glimpse of her chest again when she pulled her shirt over her head. I had to admit, she had one hell of a body. Seral was a little skinnier, and contained more curves but Gardener had plump thighs and had done things that Seral had never done during our fucking.
For one, Gardener dug her nails into my back. Seral had never done that to me and when I had felt those pricks in my skin, it fueled me to take the whole entire situation to a new level. I don't think I've ever fucked Seral as hard as I just fucked Gardener. Another thing she had constantly done was beg for more. It was eerie to hear her moans, her voice and not my usual lover's but her begging drove me crazy - and I fucking loved it!
"I think its best to pretend this never happened," She added quietly when we were both dressed and now standing facing eachother. We had been standing for several minutes and had avoided eye contact. I couldn't help but sneak a glance at her and found she was returning my gaze. I panicked slightly for no girl had every looked at me so intensely before. Well no one besides Seral that is.
"Fine."
"And no one finds out about this," She added quickly,"Especially Yugi."
I couldn't help but grin,"You're screwing that short fool, aren't you?"
She frowned and placed her hands upon her hips, taking a step forward towards me.
"I'm not screwing him," She repeated angrily,"I'm in a relationship."
My eyebrows went up at her comment. I had always thought the two were friends but I had no idea they had been dating this whole entire time. I could tell by the way she had moved, talked and moaned during our fucking that the two had definitely become intimate. The thought alone scared me and fascinated me at the same time, considerig the boy was so short and barely came up to her chest. It'd be funny imagining them fucking due to his shortness.
Okay, Kaiba, clean your mind man, that's just sick.
I snorted at her comment and crossed my arms,"You may be in a 'relationship' but he probably never fucked you as hard as I just did now."
Her face exploded into a blush again and I grinned wide. She didn't have to answer my silent question for her expression showed it all. It didn't take a genius to know that the sex in her relationship wasn't as good as what I had just done to her. Definitely a boost for my ego.
"Could you stop saying that word?"
My grin widened even more and I uncrossed my arms, approaching her and standing face to face to her. She seemed slightly intimidated that I had come so close to her again and I was going to use that to my advantage. What can I say? I love sex.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck," I said slowly and seductively at the same time.
The look on her face was priceless.
It didn't take long for her to grab me by the neck and pull me down to kiss her. I inwardly laughed. I knew she wanted me, I could tell by the way she had clung onto me the first time I kissed her. For some reason, this made me feel extremely guilty. This would be the second time I broke the deal with Seral. She was an amazing lover... but she broke our only rule. The deal shouldn't have been made to begin with. It only fucked up our minds and our friendship. I still kind of have feelings for her and I miss how rough she is during sex, especially when I'm fucking Gardener.
My mind suddenly begins to reel and I'm losing my thoughts again. Damn it all to hell... I'm the fucking weakest man alive. I've been having sex for so long that as soon as I'm cut off, I let any woman that comes along have her fair share - and with my rival's girl no less! The situation has seriously become crazy.
I'm crazy. Damn it, I still care about Seral... but Gardener has one hell of a fucking body. Awww hell, one more for the road Gardener than I'm going to have to kick you to the curb. Seral means the world to me, more than the filthy act of sex.
I have a friendship to fix.
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"So you and Kaiba, is it?"
I snorted at the way he had said it,"You speak as though we were in a relationship."
I watched Ryou's eyebrows shoot up and I smiled at him. He was absolutely adorable like that and it warmed me to my toes. I knew my feelings for Seto and I knew I couldn't it hide it from Bakura if I even tried so it was better to just let him now what had happened between us, except for the whole situation when him raped me. That was one thing I refused to let anyone know.
"You weren't?"
I let out a sigh and took a sip of my coffee,"I'll be brutally honest."
I watched as his eyebrows raised again and he nodded, giving me a silent indication that he would keep the matter silent. I had an eerie feeling in my stomach but I felt as though I could trust this young man. He just seemed so free spirited - and drop dead gorgeous to boot.
"Me and Seto," I started, making sure to hold eye contact with him,"Have a sexual relationship and nothing more. I usually go to his house before and after school. I visit him on the weekend and even go to Kaiba Corp sometimes."
I wait to see his reaction but he doesn't seem to be disgusted at the least. He's just looking at me with compassion in his eyes. I could tell by his face that he didn't look at me as a whore or a slut - the direct opposite in fact. He was looking at me as though I were a goddess, a special woman that held some special gift. To say the least, it was a bit scary.
"You were very faithful to him if you continually went to see him," He finally said after a couple moments of silence,"That's a very good quality."
"If you say so."
I heard him sigh and I looked at him confused.
"I know you probably think I see you as well..."
"A slut?" I offered the word that I knew he was thinking of. By the way he was so embarassed to speak it, I was deeply touched. He wanted to save me from realizing the truth of what I was.
"He is the only man you've been with, correct?"
"Yes," I told him, a look of confusion still upon my face.
"Than you are no where near being what you think you are," Bakura quipped as he slowly stirred his tea,"A woman who holds so much dedication and loyalty to one man does not make her a....... whore. I believe if a woman truly loves a man, than she would stay with him no matter what - even if it meant through rough times."
My eyes almost watered at his words. He was one honorable man to let those words be what he believed in. In a way, I was all that - I've never been with anyone else but Seto. I couldn't never imagine myself with anyone else but the way he and Tea were clinging to eachother, it made me realize that he has been with someone else. I bit my lip, knowing my eyes were know beginning to well up from remembering the scene but I tried to laugh slightly, ignoring the feeling in the back of my throat.
I looked at the man in front of me and realized his eyebrows rose in concern. He could tell I was a couple seconds away from becoming completely emotional like I had earlier in school. He simply leans forward and places a soft hand upon mine, squeezing mine slightly.
"I know you are going through alot right now," His voice was so steady and sincere,"But, you shouldn't let your judgement sway you. If you love Kaiba, than you shouldn't let such things step in the way."
I simply stare at him strangely, for he was acting as though he had seen the whole thing. He talked as though we had known eachother for years and he knew how much I was deeply in love with Seto. I guess he could tell by the way I had told him that me and Seto were merely sleeping together that I felt more than he did. But still, I am deeply touched by his concern, his comfort and overall his friendship. Moments ago I had looked at this man as a release, a way to acquire revenge on Seto like he had done to me, but now I know I could never do that, no matter how angry I became.
Kaiba still had claim to my heart and be damned if I ever try to make it otherwise.
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Damn it, where the hell is she?
I have been looking all over the fucking place and I cannot find her. It figures that when I suddenly have a fucking epiphany she's off somewhere. I finally have the guts to be a man and tell her how I feel and she practically falls off the face of the earth like she never existed. I guess you're all wondering when I suddenly had this realization. Well, let me explain.
When I was fooling around with Gardener again, I suddenly began to realize how differently the sex was with her. Of course it was good, but like I had said before, it was different than what I was normally used to by Seral. If you're curious to the fact if I went through with having sex with Gardener again, I didn't. I actually stopped and had lectured her like she had done to me. I had suddenly had the realization that the sex between me and Seral was different because we had become emotional and physical. Of course, this took sometime for me to admit because I'm not truly an emotional person, the direct opposite in fact but after all these years of knowing Seral, I had realized that she was the one reason I had been so gentle with her. I looked at her as the most beautiful woman because she was the only one I had been with, but now after being with Gardener, I had actually realized this was not true. She was beautiful to me. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever met - to me.
And damn it I just had to realize this too late.
So here I am, walking all over the fucking town looking for her. Walking, I'm not sure why because I could simply call a limo but I guess its helping me vent these pent up emotions. Lucky for me, I just had to see that fool Wheeler and Yugi walking towards me on the sidewalk. Normally, I would have simply ignored their presence but at the moment, I really needed to find Seral. Hopefully, one of the two morons would know.
They were engaged in some foolish banter and I decided to interrupt. Might as well have a good entrance.
"I'm tellin' ya Yuug," I heard Wheeler say,"This card was freakin' amazin'!"
I simply waited until he was close and grabbed the collar of his jacket, forcing him to look at me. He narrowed his eyes and sneered at me as I held him in place. He knew well as anyone that I was strong and he would never break my grip. That idiot Yugi just simply stared at us - he was pretty much powerless against me so all he could do was watch
"What do you want, Kaiba?"
I smirked than sneered,"Where is Seral?"
Joey snorted,"Like I'd tell you."
I growled angrily,"I have to speak with her! Either you tell me where she is or I rip every strand of that filthy hair out of your skull."
A good threat usually works on Wheeler. His face remained stoic than contorted as though he were picturing the event in his mind. I knew he would have caved at my whim. I was just too much for a weakling like him to handle and luckily for me, he wasn't going to fight me anymore than usual. He simply sighed and turned his head to the cafe down the sidewalk.
"She's at the coffee house wit Bakura," He said softly,"I don't know what 'appened between ya two but she was pretty upset earlier. Bakura found her and took her to get somethin' to eat. Me and Yugi ran inta her there and she refused to tell us anythin' but I know it was cuz a you."
I suddenly loosened my grip on his collar and simply stared at him. I was in disbelief that these fools didn't know what was going on between me and Seral. I had guessed pretty much everyone had known, considering how often she goes to my mansion. She usually came before and after school and somtimes on the weekends. I also had assumed that she had atleast told this group but I guess I should have more faith in her than that. We had both promised to keep the situation private and apparently she had done just that.
I averted my gaze when I addressed Wheeler,"If you're wondering if I had hurt her, I did."
I didn't have to look to see if he was angry. He suddenly grabbed me by my coat and had me slammed up against the side of a nearby building, his fist raised to my face. My eyes widened slightly but than narrowed at his angry expression. Yugi had suddenly sprang to life at this moment and was grabbing him by his jacket, trying to get him to back off and leave the situation alone. Honestly, I didn't blame him for becoming angry.
"How could ya do dat ta her?!" Wheeler's voice was unbelievably loud and angry,"Dat girl is absolutely incredible! Ya lucky enough ta have her and ya just go and throw it away like that?! She was crying, you jerk, CRYING!"
I avoided his gaze and slowly removed his hands from me, lowering his fist and walking past them, turning my back to both figures. I knew he would never take a swing at me, no matter how angry he was. If he knew how much Seral cared for me, than that would be the last thing he would have done.
"I'm quite aware of what I've done, Wheeler," I told him coldly,"That is why I am looking for her."
I could hear him growl,"Ya hurt her anymore Kaiba and you'll be answerin' ta me!"
I turned to him suddenly and than finally let my gaze lock with Yugi. If he only knew what I had done to Tea just a couple hours ago. I mentally debated having to tell him, but decided against it. It was up to Gardener whether he was to know or not. As far as I was concerned, the act had merely been a spir of the moment and had meant absolutely nothing to me. I let out a sigh and turned away from them, heading towards the coffee house, and lifting a hand to wave a goodbye.
I could hear Wheeler's angry growl and listened as he shout loudly,"I meant it Kaiba, she deserves a good guy, not a jerk like you!"
I simply smirked at his comment and laughed slightly. Boy, did I ever know that. I knew damn well that Seral could do better than me, especially considering what I had done to her in only a course of a couple of hours. I let my smile fade once I reached the door of the place and let my hand linger on the door. I had found her but now I had no clue what to say to her. Sure, I was ready to tell her how I felt but I hadn't even sat down and sorted what my feelings really were.
I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door, ready to do what I had should have done a long time ago. The first sight I'm greeted with is the young man she had came with. I knew him as Ryou Bakura. Unfortunately I wasn't happy with what he was doing. He had his hand upon Seral's and my eyes narrowed in jealousy. Was he doing that out of friendship or was he trying to take her away from me? Of course, my ego is kicking in at this moment and I'm ready to throw him across the room. No one ever touched her like that.
No one but me.
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"I'm sure things will work themselves...ahomff-"
I realized Bakura's sentence had been cut off and I forced myself to look away from our entangled hands.
I looked up to see Seto grabbing a hold of Bakura and taking him to the closest wall, slamming him up against it and angrily growling at him. I was immediately shocked at this point and rose from my chair, realizing that the whole entire coffee house was staring at us. I approached Seto as he was talking angrily to my new found friend.
"Is this how you handle women?!" I heard Seto yell angrily into his face,"You prey on them when their vulnerable?! Don't you ever try and take her away from me you son of a -"
"I am not trying to take her away from you!" Bakura's voice cut in angrily, his own eyes narrowing in disapproval as he began to fight against Seto's grip.
"The hell your not!"
It was my turn to step in and I grabbed at Seto's coat, pulling him angrily away,"Let go of him, Seto!"
He reluctantly did as I asked and he slowly backed away from the disheveled form of the beautiful man that had comforted me. I hated seeing this side of Seto. He could become so easily jealous over the dumbest things. All he had seen was me with another man and than he just had to draw accusations over us holding hands. I went to Bakura first, knowing Seto's gaze was upon me as I lightly put my hand on his arm.
"Are you alright?" I asked him as he flattened and fixed his coat.
"Yes, I'm alright," He responded, his smile returning to that sincere smile he had moments before,"I'm sure it was just a misunderstanding."
It was then that I turned to Seto, eyeing him angrily. He seemed to raise his eyebrows as though he were frightened of me than returned the glare he had on his face moments before. I approached him and raised my hand to his face, mustering all the strength I had and slapped him across the face. The force must have been strong because I watched him stagger backwards a couple steps, nearly knocking over a nearby table.
I was so angry at him and I didn't care that we had the attention of the whole coffee house. I was incredibly angry at him for being so foolish over nothing. And more over, I was still angry with him over what he did to me earlier today. If he thought I was going to just forget the scene I had saw, than he was wrong. Dead wrong, in fact. I watched him raise a hand to his injured cheek, his eyes still angry but his face showing to no emotion at all. I knew he wasn't happy, especially considering everyone had seen what I had just done.
"How dare you!" I yelled at him,"How dare you come here and grab Bakura like some jealous monster!"
I watched him stand up straighter than shout back at me,"You expect me to think this guy's got no attraction towards you at all?!"
"That has nothing to do with it!" I shouted in return,"We were merely talking! And if anything, you have no say in what I do with anyone!"
"Like hell!"
I growled angrily and raised my hand to slap him again but he stopped my hand this time and lowered it as fast as I raised it. The act only made me angrier considering he deserved to let me beat the shit out of him.
I heard him sigh and relax slightly,"Look, Seral I'm sorry alright?! I didn't mean to get so out of hand!"
His voice was still hard when he said it but I could tell he meant it. It was just the constant feel of everyone's gaze that made him uneasy. I don't blame him considering their eyes were now making me uneasy as well. Bakura slowly came up behind me and suddenly placed a hand upon my shoulder.
"Its alright," Bakura said softly to me,"How 'bout you sit down and join us, Kaiba? You look like you could use a drink."
I looked to him confused but Bakura simply squeezed my shoulder to reassure me. So I looked to Seto see him look at Bakura strangely but merely nodded slightly.
"I don't see why not," I heard him simply reply and slowly joined us as I walked to our table and slowly sat down in my seat again.
I was aware of everyone's gaze
still upon us and it aggrivated me. I watched as Seto seated himself beside us,
slowly pulling the chair out than slumping into its seat. Bakura returned to
his seat and than an awkward silence filled the space between us all. My
eyebrow began to twitch at the eyes upon us and I just couldn't take it. It was
than that Seto leaned into all of us slightly.
"We gave them quite a show," I heard Seto's voice say softly,"They just keep staring as though we're a tv show."
Bakura simply nodded but I responded,"It's annoying."
I heard Seto grunt and watched him raise his head to glare at the people staring at us. I raised my head to watch him do so and watched as one by one each person looked away. No one could keep glaring into the fury eyes of Seto Kaiba, not when he was angry anyway. I even find myself looking away when he glares at me with fire in his eyes.
"The show's over!" I heard him bark,"Are your lives so pathetic you have to constantly watch others?"
I suppressed the smirk that was working its way onto my face and I knew Bakura caught sight of it. I just loved seeing Seto be so ruthless, so blunt and confident, especially when he had done something. After a couple moments, the coffee house resumed to its usual talking and laughter, everyone going back to whatever they were doing before the whole event had taken place.
We were all sitting in silence again and it was un-nerving.
"Seral," I heard Seto say.
I looked to him slightly and realized Bakura was doing the same. I guess Seto decided that it was fine to speak in front of him, considering he had been so understanding about the event from before.
"Yes?" I answered him, lightly twirling a piece of my blonde hair around my finger.
"We need to talk."
I couldn't have said it better.
